Things have been quiet recently, that's my cue to make things for more interesting for you I think. I've been watching you and I see the way you look at her; and I'm more than happy to wait before I get to her. That happiness you feel when you're with her, you don't deserve that, not after what you did to me. I had what you had once, but you took that away from me, so it's only fair that you have the opportunity to experience what I felt. But not just yet. You ever seen someone you care about look to you for an answer that you just can't answer? Why am I being silly, it's you, of course you've had plenty of people look to you for answers that you can't answer. But unlike everyone else, I know why you can't answer. You can't answer because it'd be a lie, every word that would come out of your mouth would be a lie. I don't understand what happened, when did you become a liar, when did it become more acceptable for you to tell lies rather than truth? You used to be so honest, even when you probably shouldn't have been, so when did you change? Although quite frankly, I don't care when you became a liar or why you became a liar, you just shouldn't have used your lies to take away my pride, my dignity, my everything. So when she looks at you wanting an answer to a question that you can't answer, I want you to you feel that sense of uselessness, that sense of futility and know how it feels when everything is no longer in your control. When it's all in my control. You think that your life is finally making some sense, that maybe things are finally going to be the way you wished them to be, and that sense of contentment is what you want for the rest of your life. Well, I don't want you to get too comfortable. I hope you enjoy this as much as I will.
