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I'm really sorry for the long wait and for this chapter being short as well. I did something bad and I had to work on it so that it gets better.

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Opening his eyes, Kurt took in his unfamiliar surroundings which were Finn and Kurt's guest bedroom. Turning to his right side he curled up in a fetal position remembering why he was there in the first place. The feeling of sadness, of not belonging, of not being wanted. He wondered if those feelings were because of his hormones because of the pregnancy or were they always there and now was the only time that those feelings were completely overwhelming him.

He loved them, he really does love both of them. Blaine who was his first in almost everything, sweet, caring Blaine that have always been there for him. Sebastian…..snarky Sebastian that he learned to love during the course of their relationship. A relationship that none of their parents, family, and friends ever understood. A relationship that right now he doesn't know if he was still a part of, or even want to be a part of.

'But of course you're still a part of that relationship.' The nagging thought came to him. 'You still have a connection with both of them, you are pregnant with the child of one of them.'

'Pregnant,' He thought to himself letting his left hand rest lightly on his barely there baby bump. 'I feel like a surrogate…..maybe that is what I am.'

Kurt was pulled away from his thoughts when he heard knocking on the door before it was opened slowly to reveal a worried looking Rachel, who smiled when she saw that he was already awake.

"You're finally awake," she commented in a relieved tone as she walked closer to him. "are you hungry? I already cooked dinner and…." Rachel stopped when she saw the state he was in. "Kurt are you crying?"

The chestnut haired man seemed puzzled before he brushed the back of his hand over his cheeks and found that it was damp, and that he was indeed crying or was crying. "I didn't even notice."

"Here." Rachel said as she handed him with a box of tissues from the side table which he gladly accepted.

"I was just thinking about what's going on and….." Kurt said trying to explain why he was crying. "I'm not ready to have a baby Rachel, and they know that….Sebastian and Blaine….they seem to want it so much…..that's why when the baby is born…..I'm going to give it to them."

Rachel had a questioning look on her face. "Give the baby to them? Kurt, I don't understand."

"I can't be in that kind of relationship anymore Rachel. I mean when you first found out about it you were absolutely against it." Kurt reminded her.

"Yes but that was because I couldn't understand how it could work, it just feels that someone would be left out." She replied.

Kurt nodded his head. "That's true…in my case it is, and apparently I was the one who was getting the shorter end of the stick so to speak."

Rachel stayed silent for not knowing what to say.

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"Where the hell is he?" Sebastian demanded as he pushed his way uninvited into Finn and Rachel's apartment.

Rachel, who was the one who opened the door, looked shocked as she was rudely pushed by the taller man so that he could enter."Excuse me!" she huffed out, glaring at the equally irate man.

Sebastian didn't back down and glared right back at her. "Where the hell is he?" he demanded again.

"It's 3:00 in the morning Sebastian everyone is resting, you should just come back at a much more reasonable time." Rachel said trying to be calm, even though all she wanted to do was rant at the man infront of her for Kurt.

The tall man shook his head. "I'm not going anywhere. Now tell me where he is so I can take him home."

"No." Rachel said with conviction, crossing her arms over her chest.

"No?" Sebastian repeated incredulously. "Are you serious right now? Whatever is it that's happening between us is none of your business."

"It became my business the minute that he called me to pick him up from your apartment clearly upset." Rachel shot back at him.

"Seb, let's just go and come back later." A breathless male voice interrupted.

The brown haired woman turned to the still open door to reveal Blaine, hair mussed up and breathing heavily as if he just ran a marathon." I'm really sorry about this Rachel, he just arrived and I had to tell him where Kurt is." The curly haired man explained quickly.

Sebastian turned towards him. "Which you should have told me the moment that he left."

"He needed time to think Sebastian." Blaine replied firmly.

Sebastian didn't want to back down but when Blaine used that kind of tone he knew that he shouldn't argue back. "Fine, but we will be back later." He said before walking out of the door.

"I'm sorry about this again Rachel." Blaine said.

"It's fine." She replied in a less than pleasant tone.

"How is he?" Blaine asked worriedly.

"Still upset." Rachel replied. "Just come back later, he's upset but I know he needs you….both of you."

"Okay." Blaine said nodding his head before leaving.

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