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Sorry for the wait, I'm re-starting college again and it is different here because classes here starts at June, and I'm re-orienting myself again. But thank you for the reviews, they are always appreciated. Sorry about not giving a miscarriage warning I'll fix that.

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Sebastian's POV

Both Blaine and I hurriedly left our apartment to go to the hospital, not caring if we were able to lock the apartment at all because the only pervading thought in both our minds was that Kurt was in the hospital and that the baby was gone…Don't. I thought to myself and shook my head as I started the car….. don't think about that right now, we just need to go and see him…..Make sure that Kurt's alright. I was driving like a mad man that it was a surprise we didn't crash or got pulled over as the car speed through the streets. It was early…still too early that the streets are still illuminated by the streetlamps…too early because it's still dark….But it's too late for me.

I gripped the steering wheel tightly, my knuckles turning white. Why did I let my uncle convince me to go to the office yesterday morning? Why the fuck did I go? I was supposed to be with Kurt….talking to him comforting him then everything would have been fine….he should still be in bed…the three of us should be in the apartment still sleeping peacefully.

But that's not what is happening, Blaine and I are going to the hospital because Kurt's there and the baby's gone….Fuck….fuck, fuck, fuck…why am I so fucking stupid…this is my fault…I jumped a little when I felt someone touching my hand. Turning my head to the passenger side I saw Blaine looking at me. Worry shining in his expressive hazel eyes as well as pain, fear, and guilt….Guilt is not something he should be feeling, when it was my fault...all my fault. And to think I was blaming him earlier when he was only looking out for Kurt.

"I'm fine." I said to him, answering his unasked question. But I still gripped his left hand tightly for comfort until we arrived at the hospital.

Blaine's POV

I didn't know how I was able to leave the apartment and go inside the car, when the same words just kept going through my mind. "Blaine it's the baby, I'm sorry…" This can't be right. Kurt and the baby are still fine. They should still be at Rachel and Finn's apartment, resting. But that illusion in my mind is shattered because here we are…Sebastian and I, inside the car going to the hospital. Because that's where Kurt is.

I don't get why this is happening…..Is it my fault? If he was still in our apartment would he still be okay? Would he still be carrying the baby? Is Sebastian right, should I have just let him take Kurt from Rachel's apartment?

I looked over to Sebastian who had a guilty and angry look on his face. I reached over and touched his hand to stop him from gripping the steering wheel tightly that I know is going to hurt. "I'm fine." He told me. But I knew he wasn't, just as I was not feeling fine as well.

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Arriving at the hospital both men raced towards the information center. "We're looking for Kurt Hummel." Blaine said out of breath as the nurse typed in the information in the computer.

"He is in the ob-gyn department right wing in this floor, room 134." The nurse replied reading it from the computer.

Giving a hurried thank you they raced to the room indicated and burst through the door only to see Finn and Rachel looking tired and stressed, which is probably what they look like as well.

"Where is he?" Sebastian asked the couple who was surprised when they burst in the room.

"They…they had to take him to the operating room." Rachel said. "The nurse explained that they had to do an operation on him…to remove ummmm….." she tried to explain but couldn't anymore as tears threaten to spill from her eyes.

"I'll call a nurse, they told us to call them when you arrive." Finn replied as he went out the door, arms around Rachel comforting her as he pulled her along.

Blaine sat down heavily on a chair staring blankly at the empty hospital bed. "This really just happened didn't it?"

Sebastian was saved from giving a reply as someone knocked on the door and a nurse entered the room, Rachel and Finn not accompanying her.

"Mr. Anderson and Mr. Smythe?" She asked politely.

"That's us." The taller man replied as he looked at her, wondering why she was there.

"My name is Cheryl I'm here to tell you about the procedure that Mr. Hummel is undergoing or you can ask me any questions that you like." The nurse said.

"About the procedure, what is it about? Is he alright?" Blaine asked though he was still staring at the bed.

"Mr. Hummel is alright he is not in any type of danger and the procedure he is undergoing is called dilation and evacuation, it is done to ensure that there would be no complication and infection that will occur by removing the remnants of conception." The nurse explained clinically.

"How did this happen?" Blaine asked immediately after the nurse's explanation. "I thought…we thought he was going to be fine….Did we do something wrong? Is it stress? Is there something we should have done…could have done?"

"What you need to understand about what happened is that it is not preventable and it is not anyone's fault." The nurse said comfortingly.

"When will he be back?" Sebastian asked, still feeling guilty even after what the nurse said.

"The procedure lasts about 45 minutes, he will be back by 4:30 or 5:00." Cheryl replied as she looked at her watch.

"Thank you." Blaine said dully.

The nurse excused herself soon after when the two didn't seem to have any questions to ask. After that the two just stayed in the room not speaking both lost in their own thoughts.

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