"Juvia want to quit the guild." She said bitterly. "Juvia can't take it anymore."
They set the conversation place in the dining room. Where all of them are form into a round sits. Which they can see each other. All of them can't get the exact answer from Juvia. They keep asking her. Sometimes she breaks down into tears. Everyone freaks out and blaming each other. She wipes it. It's fine but when her tears fall down again. Everyone get used to it. The rain is striking outside very hard. Which they know Juvia control it.
"Don't even try to run away, Juvia!" Erza told her.
"You should relax, Erza. You are scaring her. What really happened, Juvia?" The celestial spirit mage asks.
"Nothing." Juvia shook her head.
"If it's nothing. Why are you crying?" Mira asks her and smiles at her politely.
"Nothing." Juvia's eyes become watery and she cried again. Mira glooms in the corner.
"Don't lose hope, Miraneechan." Lisanna comforts her sister. "If you don't want to tell us just give us hit, Juvia." Lisanna suggested.
Cana takes a large gulp and sighs in relief. "Alcohol can help." She grins.
Everyone scolds her. "CANA!"
"What?! Sometimes it's the human best friend when you have a problem!"
"That won't help. It makes things worst." Lucy face palm.
"Did you try it sometimes? Did you strip tease, Natsu?" Cana grins at Lucy.
Lucy disgusted. "Keep your own wild imagination, Cana." Lucy looks at Juvia. "Is it about Gray?"
Lucy hits the target directly. Juvia glooms in the corner and looks down. She takes a shaky breath. The pain is still there. It's weight too much. So much you can't escape even you take gallons of alcohols.
In the blink of an eye Juvia is at the window and try to jump. Good thing Bisca and Levy stops her. Is she going to die in height when she falls down? They are in the ground floor. She wants to accept the fact but it's really hurt. Or she wants to run away like hell.
"So, it's really Gray?" Lucy repeats again. There are two arrows now that hits Juvia.
"Juvia don't want to hear that monster's name! Juvia is so.." She holds back her tears. She covers her face using both palms of her hands.
"Monster's name?" Cana laughs.
"You are not helping!" Everyone comically shouts at her.
"What about Gray?" Lisanna asks. "What happened?" There are three arrows now.
"That guy… he.." Juvia choke and her tears fall down. "…plays Juvia's feelings." She wipes her tears hard. "Juvia stop crying! Juvia have so many haters. He told Juvia that he hates rain because it's gloomy, He hates Juvia, He doesn't care about Juvia, He made Juvia stuck, Juvia should give up at the first place and should not join Fairy Tail, Juvia should not believe his words, He lies to Juvia, Juvia want to quit Fairy Tail and Juvia will be gone. That's will be great." She looks at her hands and expects herself to be dissolve but no. "Why? Juvia must feel this way. Juvia wants to be gone. Her life is useless."
A loud slapped heard all over the room. Everyone became serious and look at them. The others looked away and looked down.
"Stop it, Juvia! You are not useless!" Erza scold her. She's at her limit.
Juvia touch her cheek and looks at Erza emotionless. "Don't play with Juvia's feelings. Juvia knows what you did there. She heard everything."Juvia looked down and grip her clothes. "We are different, Erza-san. You are perfect and make someone happy. Unlike Juvia she is a fool. She's a curse child. Everyone wishes she disappeared before." Her tears fells down again. "I hope I didn't fall in love."
She refers herself into a first person in the first place. The rain stops outside.
Erza grabs her and grip her clothes tightly. "I didn't even know you are this stupid, Juvia. I thought you are strong! You disappointed me!" She shoves her violently. "I don't want to speak in a trash like you." Erza walks away.
Mira helps Juvia to sit up but the whole room covered in her sobs. Lucy tries to talk to Erza. She is stubborn and her pride is leaking up. She doesn't want to see Juvia. She doesn't know what to do to her. She decided to go to the guild.
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Mira and Levy check Juvia. She's sleeping well. She needs a rest for a while. Mira and Levy go out of her room and told to the others that she is doing fine now. No need to worry.
"Stupid, Gray." Lucy said. She is mad to the guy. She expects him to be more have an idea to it but no.
Lisanna sighs. "Thank goodness. We should told, Master?" Lisanna asks the others.
"Can I turn him into a stone?" Evergreen suggests.
"No, Evergreen-san!" Wendy objects.
"That will be fun. But we must let those to couples to talk." Cana said.
"Are you nuts, Cana? Have you seen Juvia broke down like that! She's even shivering when I got near to her in the first place. I won't let Gray talk to her! We are friends but I hope we can call Gajeel and talk to her. I hope it helps. She has a best friend." Levy suggests.
Mira nods at Lisanna. "It's fine to me. Juvia is in state of depression. I know who can make her feel good but he is the one who hurt her." Mira looks down.
"Stupid, Gray. I hope he answers us directly like. 'Oh yes. I love her! I want to marry her!' It's opposite that we thought but he told us he will think about it. There is still hope." Cana talks to herself.
"What did you just say?" Bisca asks.
"It's opposite that we thought.." Cana repeats.
"The last part."
"But he told us he will think about it. The truth is he loves Juvia but he is not real on himself." Cana told them.
"Juchan said she saw Erza talking about stuff? You are there, aren't you?" Levy asks.
"Yes. Well, we mess a little bit." Cana looks at the girls.
There is a dark aura leaking around. Mira drags her and let her sit in the chair. "Tell us everything you know." MIrajane grin devilishly.
"K-k-k-kowaii!"
"Speak up." Mira smiles at her.
"Okay!"
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the interrogation begins. It took 1 hour until it's done. Everyone knew everything. Erza is in there too. She try to cooperate even she's still mad at Juvia. Why did she think herself a worthless girl? She is strong, gentle, caring, sweet, and nice and never let her nakama down. They went into different obstacle. She saw her how to fight in a between life and death situation. She sacrificed everything she has. Juvia sacrifices her life for times. She doesn't care what the other says. She wants to save them even the trade is her life. There she is. She carried the weights of a pain. She is gone somewhere. Where is our Juvia? That Juvia is smiles like idiot. Unlike this one who cries like crazy.
Juvia wake up in the dreamless sleep. She looks at the window. The only thing she see It's now raindrops. She looks at it in emotionless eyes and face. She thinks her berserk out there. She remembered the yesterday's incident. She is ashamed at herself. She curled her knees and near in her chest and hugs it. She mumbles few words of stop; I don't want to remember that. She noticed her Gray plushie. She looked at it and remembers the enjoying life in Fairy Tail. She remembers the memories of laughing, warmth, sad, smiles, and etc. She wipes her tears. She takes a shaky breath. She decided to prove herself that.
"Juvia is so sorry everyone. Juvia should be strong yet she is weak." She looks down.
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A/N: Here is your chapter 3! Even I am a sucker. I will try my very best to make you guys happy.
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