Warning: Yaoi lemon in this chapter. This is also my first time writing a sex scene in first person so if you want more or less just tell me.
Chapter 4: Changes
About a year after the "Program" started with training and changes to the "players." I was going through a lot of changes. First it started with my voice…then the shape of my body… and while this was all going on my breasts began shrinking to the size of a normal male's and my reproductive organs became that of a male's. The creator of this crazy program told us to call him "The Director." I guess he figured "Gamemaker" and "The Dictator" were already taken…
After just one year I was officially a man. It was hard getting used to it… Standing up to go to the bathroom, hearing my voice deepened, and most of all… that certain part of my body reacting to every little thing that arouses me…
It was so annoying. I never knew how annoying it must be for men to have this happen… No wonder most men only want sex in a relationship… Anyway… Shisui and I had regretfully become extremely close. My birthday had always been January 4th, but since I now had to become Itachi Uchiha… it had changed to June 9th. When my new birthday came around Shisui decided to take our "secret" (quotes because it wasn't secret among those close to us… It was kept secret only when we were acting…) relationship to the next level.
I was a bit nervous of course… it was my first time having sex after I had become a man. I went to his house in the compound. He lived alone and it was a small house. I sat down on his bed nervously. I wasn't used to being a man and I was about to have sex with another man…
"Um…I…I have a question… " I said playing with my fingers anxiously. "Who's...going to be on top?"
Shisui smiled and snickered a bit. "Well… um… I am kind of taller than you and I'm supposed to be older…"
I blushed. That was usually how yaoi pairings went…well…at least in her opinion… some people had the taller guys on the bottom… like in the D Gray Man universe… Kanda was sometimes the bottom with Allen who was supposed to be shorter than him… I figured it was because of the long hair… but we're not in the D Gray Man universe. This is Naruto universe… I need to stop getting off track…
Shisui smiled at me and started kissing me. It still felt strange but I felt my new penis getting harder as he gently pinned me to the bed. I moaned as he started to massage my new appendage. He started kissing my neck as he started to undress me and vice versa. I had always been afraid to give oral and when I told him he smiled and was fine with it. He didn't care about it and instead he felt he should give me it instead since I was going to be the bottom of this relationship anyway.
I moaned loudly as he started sucking on me. I had always been afraid to do this myself to other guys but now I knew why they loved it so much. It felt amazing. Shisui then started entering his fingers into my butt. It felt a little weird at first but as he gradually put more in it felt really good. Soon after my butt was loosened and lubed with his saliva he was ready to enter me. It hurt at first because I was not used to it but after a little bit I got used to it and I loved it.
He went in and out of me slowly at first but then picked up speed while thrusting hard. I moaned as it got even more intense and held onto the bedframe. Finally both of us climaxed and fell to the bed holding each other. Shisui smiled and brushed the hair from my long bangs out of my face.
"You know… I think I've fallen for you Itachi…" he said kissing my forehead.
I smiled at him but frowned looking down. The sad thing is that I was falling for him too.
"What's wrong?" he asked me.
"Shisui… I think you know what's wrong… I… I feel the same way… but… you know how this is going to end…" I said sadly holding him. I didn't cry. Over this year I learned how to keep my emotions in check. Especially with my "father." Fugaku and I have become close and we both helped each other work on concealing our emotions. Even if sometimes it was almost impossible.
Shisui sighed and kissed me again. "I know… but hey… at least you're attached to me enough to gain the Mangekyo… It would probably be worse if you didn't get close to me."
"Your right…" I admitted looking at him and kissing him too. "Heh… I wonder how many fangirls we'll get with this…"
Shisui laughed a bit. "Yea…Not sure if there are any Shisui/Itachi shippers… but I'm sure after this there will be!"
I laughed a bit too and we cuddled until it was time for me to go home. I hated that the Director wanted to rule our lives and decide who, when, and how we would die. I just had to muddle through it all and become so close to my little brother that it would all be worth it.