Sam's POV

"Holy crap this is not possible! You were supposed to get a vasectomy!" Bella is screaming at me with a pregnancy test in her hand.

Crap. I was supposed to get a vasectomy but I didn't because she was only 27 when Kaylin was born and Kaylin is a really hard baby and Amelia is getting harder and harder to handle so when she demanded I get a vasectomy I'm pretty sure it was just all the stress so I told her I did. But I didn't. Really dumb move.

"Bella, just calm down please." I move towards her but she gives me a come any closer and I will kill you look.

"Do not tell me to calm down. Either you lied to me about something incredibly important or I'm cheating on you. Do you think I'm cheating on you Sam?" She sounds crazy.

"Bella I'm so sorry. You're so young and I know it's hard right now with Kaylin and Amelia but I thought once Kaylin got older and Amelia calms down you would regret it so I didn't do it."

"I'm leaving, do not come after me." She says quietly.

"Bella please," I try to stop her.

"No. You lied to me. And now I'm pregnant. I already have two very difficult children. If you didn't want to do it then fine, you could have told me that. I could have been on birth control Sam. Instead you let me think you did it and just left it to chance. You're an idiot and right now I just want to be away from you. Amelia is with Mike till Monday so I'm sure you can handle Kaylin for a while." She starts packing a bag.

"Where are you going, at least tell me that. I'll leave you alone I promise."

"I'm going to stay with Jess and Paul." She tells me.

Bella and Jessie became very close after Jessie got pregnant and flipped out. They talked on the phone every day and before the baby was born Paul and Jessie moved back into town, not just because of that but it was one of the reasons. Paul and Amelia for some reason are incredibly close and the harder she gets to handle the more Paul seems to be the only one she'll talk to.

"Bella I'm sorry. I love you." I tell her one more time before she gets in the car.

"I know. I love you too but I'm just so mad, and more than mad, hurt. So freaking hurt Sam." She's trying not to cry and I feel like a huge jerk. I am a huge jerk.

I call Paul to let her know she's on the way and he's pissed at me. Since he's been back they've grown close and they care about each other in a way no one really understands but no one really feels threatened by.

Then Kaylin starts screaming so I sigh and go get her from her crib. Kaylin is a very demanding and often sick baby. She's been to the hospital so many times and no one can tell us why she's always sick. Bella was right, with Kaylin always being sick and Amelia being well, Amelia the last thing we need is another baby.

She's never going to forgive me.

Bella's POV

I cannot freaking believe he did this to me. I cannot believe he did the one thing that always pissed me off the most about Jake and Paul. He's trying to control me and my freaking life and not only that he lied to me about it. Like I'm so stupid I wouldn't notice when I got pregnant!

Pregnant! Kaylin, as much as I love her is an awful baby. She cries all the time and even worse she's so sick all the time. She's been to the hospital more times than I can count with high fevers and fainting spells but nobody knows what's wrong. And Amelia is taking all the extra attention Kaylin needs hard so she's acting out in school and she barely talks to anyone but Paul. Why Paul I don't know but at least she talks to someone and I know he'll tell us anything we need to know.

I pull into their driveway and Jess meets me outside and runs to me and hugs me and I burst into tears.

"He called you?" I asked.

"He called Paul yeah." She tells me.

We go inside and Sterling is screaming and I'm thinking maybe I should have gone to Jake's. He and his girlfriend, Leah, have no desire for kids.

"Paul's going to take him over to Jake's for a while so you can have peace." Jess tells me.

"No, that's OK. I'm just emotional and tired. Sterling's fine." I feel bad now.

"You don't have to pretend with me Bella. Seriously Sterling drives me nuts too." She laughs.

Paul comes out of Sterling's room and hugs me.

"He's sorry Bella." He tells me but I tell him I don't want to hear it. He gets Sterling ready and heads off to Jake's for the rest of the day.

Jess makes us both tea, she's obsessed with tea, and we sit down and watch bad TV for a while.

"I don't know what to do Jess, I am so freaking mad at him. How could he do something like this to me?" I finally break down.

"I don't even know Bella; you have every right to be pissed. But he does love you so just try to remember that."

"This is so bad though. I can't handle another baby. I can barely handle Amelia and Kaylin. I don't want this baby Jess." And I feel so guilty but I know I can tell her anything. "I'm not going to not have it but I'm not sure I can love it. And if Sam's responsible for that, I'm not sure I can forgive him." I tell her sadly.

She tells me I can stay there are long as I want but I don't want to leave him alone for too long once Amelia comes back. He's a good dad to both girls but he works a lot and so I'm the one that knows the ins and outs of daily life with them.

"I'll go tomorrow," I tell her. "I might not ever forgive him but if someone leaves it needs to be him." I tell her and it comes out a bit more bitter than I meant.