Date: July 20th

Time: 5:26pm

Location: Honolulu, Hawaii

Shizuo stayed quiet for what felt like hours as he stared at the smiling brunet, the blonde shook his head and turned his attention back to the setting sun.

"Don't say stupid things flea." Shizuo said; Izaya's jaw literally dropped before immediately going into a snarl.

"It's not stupid, I love you Shizu-chan." Izaya said more serious now, he moved closer until his side was pressed up against the others. When Shizuo didn't say anything he moved his body in front of the blonde so they were facing each other. They locked eyes with each other for another long while before Shizuo sighed and stood up from his towel.

"I'm starving, let's pack everything up and go get some dinner." Shizuo said, wanting to change the subject. He grabbed the umbrella and pulled it out of the sand, Izaya continued to sit there as he closed up the umbrella and stared putting all of their beach supplies into the bag Izaya had brought.

"Shizuo…" The blonde turned around at the sound of his name and locked eyes with the smaller male once again. Another long silence passed before a long sigh passed the taller male's lips.

"…I don't love you." Shizuo finally said before shoving both towels into the bag and started walking off towards the cruise ship. Izaya made no attempts on moving as he watched the blonde walk away, warm tears started to poor down his cheeks as he turned his attention to the ground.

Once Shizuo got to their room he changed out of his bathing suit and took a quick shower before going down to the main room to get some dinner. He shoved his hands into his pockets as he walked towards to room, he hadn't seen Izaya come back to the cruise ship with him and wondered if he was still sitting there on the beach. He felt a tug of guilt at his heart, remembering looking back at the raven and seeing him bent over crying into his hands.

"Was he really serious…about loving me?" Shizuo thought to himself as he took an empty plate and started filling it up with the food that was there. He sat down at the table him and Izaya would usually sit at and slowly started to eat; he kept glancing up thinking that Izaya was going to come in any moment and sit with him. Even after Shizuo was finished with his dinner he sat there for a good ten minutes, still waiting for Izaya to show up. Once he was nearly the last one left in the room, Shizuo gave up on waiting and walked out of the room.

He let out a long sigh as he started heading up to the main deck, he really didn't feel like going back to the room now. The sky was almost completely black dotted with white stars once he got there; a lot of people were out on the deck night swimming in the heated pool. Shizuo ignored them and their blasting music and went over to the edge of the deck; he leaned out against the railing and stared out over the calm water, trying to clear his thoughts of anything to do with Izaya.

"Dammit Izaya…what do you have to always be on my mind." Shizuo thought as he clenched the railing hard, making it dent under his brut strength. He sighed again and started going back to the room, half of him wanted Izaya to be there and half of him wanted the flea to just be off somewhere far away….

"Do I…really…love the flea?" The blonde mumbled to himself as he turned the key unlocking his room, as he entered he felt himself hold his breath when he saw the skinny brunet curled up on the bed. He was dressed in his usual pajamas and was turned away from the taller male. Shizuo quietly closed the door and walked towards the seemingly sleeping informant, he looked over him to see Izaya had his eyes closed tightly.

"You awake flea?" Shizuo asked as he placed a hand on the man's shoulder, his eyes widened when a hand came up and slapped him hard across the face.

"Don't fucking touch me!" Izaya barked angrily before turning back over with the blankets wrapped around his body. It took the brut a few minutes to realize he had just been slapped before the anger inside of him boiled up; he grabbed the man roughly by the shirt and hoisted him up off the bed and off the floor.

"What the hell was that for?" Shizuo yelled, Izaya gave him the most hateful glare you could give a person before slipping a pocketknife from his sleeve. He swung his arm back and cut the larger male deep across the cheek; Shizuo growled and shot a hand forward before crushing the knife in the brunet's hand. He moved his hand to Izaya's throat and slammed him down on the bed, holding him down tightly to the mattress by keeping his hand pressed firmly on his neck.

"What's wrong with y-" Shizuo froze when he saw tears start to stream down from the brunet's crimson orbs, he was shocked to see Izaya actually break down crying right in front of him. He carefully let go of the informant's neck and watched him roll over onto his side and curl up again. They stayed silent for god knows how long; the only sound that filled the room was Izaya's muffled crying.

"Izaya….look at me." Shizuo said as he moved over the brunet so he was hovering over him, he put a hand on Izaya's shoulder and moved him over onto his back. Izaya still kept his hands over his face, not wanting to look at the other.

"….If you love me, you'd be able to look at me." Shizuo said as he moved his face closer to the brunets, Izaya clenched his teeth as he slowly moved his hands, revealing his blushing face wet with tears.

"What do you want?" Izaya asked acidly, more warm tears started to fall from his eyes and move down his cheeks again.

"I wanted to try something." Before Izaya could say something back Shizuo smashed their lips together, letting his body press onto Izaya's as he moved his hands under his shirt. He moved his hands skillfully across the informant's thin body, making him arch his back in pleasure.

"Mmnmm S-Shizu-chan…" Izaya said against the blonde's velvet like lips before a warm muscle was shoved into his mouth. Shizuo dominated Izaya's mouth and shivered at the sound of his sweet moans as his tongue explored the hot cavers on his mouth. Once they finally pulled away from each other the raven was gasping for air to fill his lungs, saliva dripped from the corner of his mouth as he tried to find something to say.

"…Shizuo…" Izaya said breathlessly as his eyes slowly opened to looked at the other, he flinched slightly when a soft kiss was planted on his forehead.

"..I'm sorry…" The bodyguard said before moving off the bed and towards the door, the smaller male quickly sat up and watched with wide eyes as the blonde opened the door and slammed it shut behind him…

Author's Note: Not my best work but I think I did a good job. Thanks so much for all the reviews from the last chapter! I LOVE it when people review my work! Thanks again and please review a lot for this chapter to! SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER MY AWSOME READERS!