I have to warn you now this one is a bit short. However it is by no means uneventful. Some big things happen here. It's a bit of a tear jerker if you're the type so, tissues at the ready. Alright enjoy!

Somehow I managed to get through the next few days, but it was rough. I had to hide everything from the team, which I hated doing, and I wasn't sure what I'd do if we never found Reid. His child would be a constant reminder of him and I would be raising him or her completely on my own. The was things were going, aborting it just seemed like the best way to go. It's not like I wanted to, but I had no intention of raising Reid's child without Reid. I heard footsteps behind me just then and felt a hand on my shoulder. When I turned I saw JJ standing there.

"Hi JJ." I said. She wrapped me in one of her sisterly hugs and if we weren't in the middle of the BAU office I would've just let it all out and cried.

"It'll be alright Chealsee. We're gonna find him one way or another." She said comfortingly.

"JJ can I tell you something and be confident it won't spread to everyone else?" I asked.

"Sure. Anything you need to tell me." She said. I took her hand and led her into the bathroom.

We stood there for a minute and I finally managed to say, "I'm…I'm pregnant."

Her eyes got wide and she said, "Spence?" I nodded. She looked like she didn't know what to think.

"Are you mad?" I asked her, feeling very much like a teenager telling their mother they'd gotten pregnant.

She smiled at me and said, "Why would I be mad?" I shrugged.

"Chealsee I was just a bit surprised that's all. And the fact that it's Reid's made it worse. What are you gonna do?" She asked me. I didn't want to tell her. I knew she'd be against it, since she had Henry and all. So I just stayed silent and put my head down. As she came to the realization I heard her let out a little gasp. "Chealsee no." She said as she walked over and put her hands on my shoulders.

"JJ I cant just have Reid's child without him around. I won't do it I just won't." I said and walked out the door.

Back at home after the long day, I laid down on the bed. My stuff still needed to be unpacked so I got up and busied myself with that. in no time at all everything was out of the boxes and where it belonged. Sitting down on the bed I sighed and put my hand over my stomach without actually realizing it. When I finally did I groaned and removed my hand.

"No! Do not get attached." I told myself. That's when I saw it. The corner of a book peeking out from under Reid's pillow. I lifted it up and took the book out from under it. It was a plain brown journal. But when I opened it I saw numerous pictures of me that I didn't even know he had. On one page was a piece of notebook paper that appeared to be a love note.

The journal entry said, "I will probably never get the courage to give her this. I'm pretty sure I have her believing I hate her…" all of the pages had something about me on them. The very last page my heart stop though. It said, "As of late, our relationship has been going over perfect. She's moved in with me, today in fact, which makes it easier. Since her brother's death she's needed somebody to be there for her. Also, I've been getting an eerie feeling in my gut. Like we're being watched…" I put the book back under his pillow. That's when my phone rang.

"Ellwood." I said upon answering.

"Hey its Morgan. We think we know where Reid is. I'm gonna drive by and pick you up." Morgan said answering his phone. Without even saying goodbye I ended the call and ran outside to wait for them. Once they arrived we drove to what looked like an old animal shelter. A guy was out front and as soon as he saw us he bolted.

"Morgan go!" Hotch said and Morgan was off like a flash It took no time at all for Morgan to tackle the guy and start yelling, "Where is he?!"

The guy chuckled and said, "By now you mean? By now he's most likely gone." the man was drug away by the other police officers with us, and we went into the building, guns in hand, none of us ready for what we might find. Once we'd cleared most of the building, we started to give up, but then Hotch found a door that seemed to lead to a lower floor. There we found Reid submerged in a concrete tank filled with water, tied down so he couldn't get out. Hotch and Morgan worked quickly to untie him while I just stood there trembling. He wasn't moving and when Hotch lifted him out of the water he wasn't breathing either. We called a medic and in the meantime Morgan pressed on his chest to try and get him breathing. We stood there for what seemed like an eternity. Time slowed and I felt like I was going to pass out.

(this is not the end just a little song in the middle. Keep reading until the end of the page!)

Traffic crawls,
cell phone calls
Top video screams at me
through my tinted windows I see
A little girl,
rust red minivan She's got
chocolate on her face,
got little hands
And she waves at me,
yeah, she smiles at me
Well, hello world,
how you been?
Good to see you, my old friend
Sometimes I feel
cold as steel
Broken like I'm never gonna heal
I see a light,
a little hole,
and a little girl
Well, hello world

Morgan pushed and pushed on his chest but nothing happened. I felt tears escape my eyes and without holding back I started to cry. I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was JJ. She wrapped me in a hug and we cried together. I wasn't sure how she got there, but the hug was welcome to my shattered heart.

Every day I drive by
a little white church
It's got these l
little white crosses
like angels in the yard
Maybe I should
stop on in
and say a prayer
Maybe talk to God
like he is there
Oh, I know He's there,
yeah, I know He's there
Well, hello world,
how you been?
Good to see you, my old friend
Sometimes I feel
as cold as steel
And broken like I'm never gonna heal
I see a light,
a little grace,
a little faith unfurl
Well, hello world

I just sobbed into JJ's shirt and ignored it as the medic's pushed past us. They took over attempting to bring him back, and hooked up a heart monitor. It was flat lined. I have given up when I heard a small "Beep….beep….beep….beep." and it started going faster. Both JJ and I looked up to see Reid coughing up water.

Sometimes I forget what living's for
and I hear my life through my front door
And I'll be there,
oh, I'm home again
I see my wife,
little boy,
little girl
Hello world,
hello world
All the empty disappears,
I remember why I'm here
Just surrender and believe,
I fall down on my knees
Oh, hello world,
hello world
Hello world
-"Hello World" By Lady Antebellum

They put Reid on a gurney and wheeled him out. Hotch instructed me to ride with him to the hospital. I gladly did so. In the ambulance I grabbed his hand, wanting to tell him I loved him and that I hoped he never left again, but he was too out of it to even know I was there. But I knew he was there, and I was never letting him go again.

So how was that for a chapter? Did ya'll like the song I added? Was the plot okay dispte the pace? I wanna hear from you so just write your thoughts in that review box there and please please please be honest! R&R and like always stay tuned ^_^