A/N:

1. This is a great song. Go listen to it. Now.

2. It shouldn't be too hard to figure out who's P.O.V this is in, even though her name never gets said.

I got a lot to say to you, yeah, I got a lot to say

It was always someone else. Always. Actually, scratch that. It was always him or her. The perfect Padawans.

I notice your eyes are always glued to me, you're keeping them here and it makes no sense at all

The first two, the chosen ones. He was destined to save the universe. He could do no wrong in Master Kenobi's eyes, despite the fact that he was reckless and prideful. She was just a martyr, abused and beaten and oh, that poor little thing. She made me sick, the way she had Master Ti wrapped around her long fingers. They both looked down on me and never gave me the light of day.

They taped over your mouth

Master Koon told me that these feelings of hatred would destroy me. He said that I should let them go and be happy with my own achievements. It was the first time I had ever yelled at my own master. He made me meditate for three hours after we were done fighting.

Scribbled out the truth with their lies

Of course, when he went to the dark side, it would be her who killed him. She always had the glory, the main role.

You little spies

Of course, the one I wanted was enamored with her. Of course, she would completely disregard him and chase after Luminara, like she had her whole life.
We, him and I, got the chance to spend time without that witch around while we were out looking for Xiam. And then I found him.

They taped over your mouth, Scribbled out the truth with their lies

He told me that he could help me make Boba Fett mine and give Shanti what she deserved, all in one quick swoop.

You little spies

I did what he asked. I cried when I killed Wone. He told me I would regret it. I did for a moments, until he told me what I could do to make Fett mine. And I did it, and it was true. I made up some shit about a perfect planet, even though we had never actually found Xiam. We were about halfway to the coordinates when I decided to change our plans.

Crush,

It was so perfect, those few months. That was how it should have been, just him and I, and people to serve us. And a powerful master I could learn from.

Crush,

"You are not my apprentice yet," He said. My heart dropped into my stomach. "You must fulfill your destiny and kill Stefan. Then, and only then, will you be my apprentice."

Crush,

"I will do ask you say, Master Sinoccus," I said.

Crush Crush Crush!

"Good."

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
I engaged her in battle. Just seeing her big green eyes again made me twice as determined to kill her. And I almost did. My attacks were relentless, ruthless. I could feel his pride, and that Boba was worried for me. At that time, he didn't care one speck about Shanti. The half-human meant nothing to him as long as I was there, because his mind was mine. Mine.

Just the one, two of us, who's counting on

She asked about him and I told what I had done with pride. She was angry. But he was nothing more than a friend to her, and that was why I would get him. She would break his heart over and over, every time she kissed Luminara.

That never happens; I guess I'm dreaming again

I almost had her, almost. But now I can't deny she is stronger than me. Damn her doubled bladed saber. I was so wrapped up in the battle I forgot about the other end. Until it had ignited when our sabers were locked together, me inches from striking the killing blow, and amputated both my hands at the wrist. It took her barely any effort.

Let's be more than this.

She didn't want to hurt me. Why? I killed her friend. I tried to kill her wife. I destroyed Fett's mind. I led the Sith to their relatively peaceful planet. She had several chances to kill me, and she didn't. Now I realize that if she had been fighting to kill, I would not have landed a single blow on her. She was taken aback because I had been her ally, although reluctantly.

They taped over your mouth, Scribbled out the truth with their lies

I thought Sinoccus would let her take me prisoner, but he defended me. He took me back aboard his ship. He gave me new, bionic hands. He named me his apprentice.

Crush,

Like Zett said, I failed. So why did he let me become his apprentice? I don't know. And I won't look a gift bantha in the mouth. One day I will be strong enough to beat her.

Crush,

But I won't kill her. Not right away. First I will kill her children, and then Luminara. Then Shaak Ti. I'll make her watch. And then I'll kill her in the most painful way possible.

Crush,

And then I will truly be a Sith.

Crush Crush Crush!