A/N: This is completely unrelated to anything I've ever written before. It's about a human female Padawan named Noirah Na, who survived order 66, but lost pretty much everything else. Originally she was going to take Zett's place in TGOL mainly because she was an order 66 survivor and in the actual movie, Zett is shot at the exit of the temple, but my little brother convinced me to put Zett in any way. So I sort of abandoned poor Noirah.

Yes, she is an actual character. Go look her up.

Lucas never says what happened to Na after Kai Hudorra took her lightsaber and told her she could never be a Jedi again. I wondered how a Padawan who lost their master to order 66 would deal with it. So I filled in the blanks.

Don't laugh and run away

I am alone. So alone. Everything is gone. He took my lightsaber, told me that I could no longer be a Jedi, and then left me. Even my training has begun to leave me. I'm not as strong in the force as I used to be. I went to Ilum and managed to steal a crystal, but I don't know how to make a lightsaber. I am just a Padawan.

I'm onto you, yesterday

What should I do?

with empty eyes

I asked myself this question daily. I had a small home on the planet of Nar Shadaa, a world broken with crime. No Jedi came looking for me.

I don't know where I'm going

On that fateful day, I thought Master Hudorra and I were the only ones left. Now I realize that when one Jedi cried out for the others to come with him and overthrow the empire, Master Hudorra and I weren't the only Jedi who stayed our hands.

in search for answers

Master Potkin had been there. So had Master Ti. And Master Arana. They had just watched him die. No. Watched him be murdered, on the steps of our temple. Our home.

I don't know who I'm fighting

Why?

I stand with empty eyes

I wanted to leave Nar Shadaa. I knew there are other Jedi in the galaxy, I just did. I wanted to find them, so we could make another stand against the empire. One day, when I had enough money to buy a fighter and can leave, I will. I'll find them. I'll unite them.

You're like a ghost within me

Or so I thought.

He found me instead. Darth Vader. I am-was- just a Padawan. He offered to take me in. To train me. I refused, and we fought.

who's draining my life

I didn't last very long. He cut my head off with an elegant sweep. But I got in several blocks and managed to cut the side of his helmet.

It's like my soul is see through

I am joined with force now. Why did he have to abandon me? Master Hudorra could have finished my training. I had more to do, more to say. I wasn't ready. But I don't have a choice now.

Right through my empty eyes.