A/N: I don't even know how this song inspired...this. I don't even know. It's from the perspective of Sidious.


I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

From the moment I saw her, I was fascinated. It was not love, no. I am incapable of love. It was more of a…a lust. A want, for everything that was her.

I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to

Yes, that was it. I knew she would always have eyes only for her fellow Jedi Luminara, and I did not blame her. Unduli was exotically beautiful, and powerful. It is only natural to be attracted to someone you perceive as stronger than you, and that was exactly how Shanti saw Luminara. I knew I was stronger than Shanti, yet I was still attracted to her.

No I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to

I took her, and shortly after I foresaw my own death at the hands of Shaak Ti, who was like a mother to Shanti. I could see Luminara leveling her deadly blue gaze on me, and she wouldn't rest until I was dead. I knew my fate was sealed when I saw the pure, unbridled rage in her crystal blue eyes.

Blood is getting hotter, body's getting colder

What they felt for each other was love, and it usually wins over lust in the end. I fought her blade to blade, but it was about much more than that. I wanted her because she was beautiful, and Luminara wanted her because she loved her. It was a fight to the death, and we both knew whoever came out victorious was the one who would claim Shanti.

I told you once I'm the only one who holds her

I hadn't wanted to die, and because of that, a part of me lived. My spirit moved on, and I watched, flabbergasted, as my dead body started moving again. Whatever part of me that lived wanted Shanti too. I was so proud when I saw the way she finally killed all of me. I wish I could have lived long enough to learn that technique.

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die

Too bad. I watch my children, and I see potential in them all. Hopefully Swan can get her hands on at least one of them. Sinoccus is nothing. Just a weak Sith who hasn't truly given in to the darkness. But Swan, she had potential. Powerful potential. And hate. Sinoccus does not hate. That is what will be his downfall as a Sith. He is too calm, he has no strong emotions. I don't know what lies in store next for my lovely Jedi friends, but I know one thing: I will enjoy watching it.

I don't wanna die so you're gonna have to