A/N: Soooo, it's a long one! Updates will probably always be random like this, but I've never written any fanfic, or really anything outside of school for that matter, so who knows!
Thanks to everyone that's reviewed/followed so far! Hope you enjoy!
'So, I love your blog and you seem awesome. Tell me about yourself.' It's just a message, from someone you don't even know, just calm down. Liv didn't know what to say.
'Uhmm, thanks, I think? I'm not really sure what to say. My name is Olivia, and my blog says the rest. ;)'
Before she even realized she hit reply she groaned and let her head fall back down to her hands. Why did I use a winky face, I never use a winky face. Am I flirting? Oh god, why am I even worrying about this. She decided to give up on the computer for the night and see if she could just lie down and read for a while. Just as she was about to get up she noticed she already had a new notification. Oh what the hell, why not check it.
'Well I wouldn't necessarily say that your blog tells me everything, but I'm willing to let you fill in the blanks, Olivia ;) I'm Alex, by the way, nice to meet you.'
And with that Olivia's head hit the desk. "Babe, are you alright?" Asked JJ from her spot in the other room. Fuck. "Yeh, sorry, I'm fine." She slowly picked herself back up "Just moving some stuff…" "Okay…well, be careful" "I will, thanks" That means she cares, right? She asked if I was okay, she didn't come check, but I am rather prone to these small harmless incidents. Sigh. Maybe I should just end it now…but I love her, I'm sure I do, sometimes I can't even imagine ever being without her…but other times it felt like she'd be better off with someone else, and definitely more considerate of JJ's feelings that way.
Olivia decided to check out this Alex person's blog a little more before figuring out what, or if, to write back. She would never admit to it, but sometimes Liv wondered what it would be like if JJ and Emily got together, she felt like she was out of her mind, thinking about not only her girlfriend with someone else but thinking about her being with her best friend's girlfriend. But she had to admit, they seemed like not only a hot couple, but a very compatible one at that.
She shook the thoughts from her head and began clicking through Alex's posts and pictures; she felt a bit creepy going through someone's blog like this, even if it was kind of the whole point of blogs existing, it just felt like rummaging through someone's life, people always seemed to share more online with strangers than they did to the people that they were around all the time. However, she knew she couldn't resist clicking through anyway; she just always had this instinct to check things out before jumping into something unknown.
She clicked the ever so eloquently labelled 'My Face' link just as a cat caught her eye outside the window, she never quite understood how people could leave their pets out so late at night and not worry about them. Oh well, she thought, I shouldn't worry about them if they don't.
She looked back to the screen and instantly felt a warm tingling feeling through her body as her jaw slightly dropped. Oh my god…she's gorgeous…no, that isn't the right word; stunning? Outstanding? Beautiful? Those blue eyes…She couldn't figure out why she was reacting this way, they were only pictures, and she didn't even know this "Alex" she thought, her mind racing to all the horrible conclusions about strangers on the internet.
She took a deep breath and tried to compose herself. "Get over yourself, Benson. It's just conversation" She mumbled to herself while not fully realizing that she was already typing out a reply.
'Well, feel free to question me then, maybe I'll even give you an answer or two ;) Nice to meet you as well, Alex.'
'Sounds fair enough, Officer' Wait, why is she calling me an officer? Oh, that would be why, she realized as she continued reading. 'Nice Halloween pictures, am I to guess that the brunette you have handcuffed around your waist is your girlfriend?'
'LOL that's my best friend, Abbie, she'll get a kick out of that! I assume it's only fair that the questioning goes both ways, and seeing as we're on the topic of Halloween, may I ask why you (and your gf?) chose to dress as the Men in Black for Halloween? :P'
'I suppose it's my turn to laugh now! Those 'Men in Black' are my best friend Casey and I, who will also get a kick of this haha We were actually a super cross between lawyers and FBI agents, we went around with water guns and silly strings to anyone we saw preying on those who were enjoying their drinking a little too much ;)'
'Ohhh, my heroes ;) I hate to cut this short, , but I have to head off to bed, have a good night! :)'
'Alright -livia, sweet dreams. Hopefully you won't leave your 'hero' waiting too long for more conversation ;)'
Olivia just stared at the screen. She didn't know what to think. She didn't know why she enjoyed that short conversation so much, or why her feelings towards this Alex person were growing so fast, but she seemed to want to talk to her more and more with every word of the replies she read. She knew she had to say goodnight or she would stay awake all night at the computer, she needed sleep, to think about this, to try to get herself together.
She felt guilty climbing into bed behind her peacefully sleeping blonde girlfriend, she knew she didn't necessarily do anything wrong, but she didn't exactly do the right thing either. Liv had flirted a bit with Alex, and while Alex's question about Abbie being her girlfriend was answered honestly, it did seem like more of a probing question that the appropriate answer probably should have been telling her new 'friend' about her girlfriend.
As she snuggled up to JJ, trying to push all the other thoughts out of her mind, she still drifted off thinking of what it would be like to know more about Alex and what it might be like to be in her life. She would definitely have to call Abbie tomorrow.
What do you think? Will Liv leave the beautiful JJ?!
