Okay my lovely readers! I know the last chapter was a downer and I was told I made a few cry...sorry. I promise this one is better and that you'll enjoy it ^_^ So...got on guys! Be free and read!
Upon waking up, the cold icy realization of what has happened the day before hit me. I scooted over closer to Reid, who appeared to be sleeping. I wanted to feel safe, but at the moment, there wasn't much that could redirect the harsh blow of the events the transpired just a day before. I closed my eyes, and tried to go back to sleep, if only to just forget for awhile again. But it was not use. So I got up, pulled on my robe, being as I still wasn't dressed from my shower, and then went to the bathroom to get dressed in sweats and a baggy shirt that used to belong to my brother. I went downstairs and sat on the couch by myself. There was no reason to wake Reid up. My appointment wasn't until 2:00pm anyway and it was only 5:30am. Little tears rolled down my face but I didn't sob, and I didn't sniffle. I heard the stairs creak and I knew Reid was up and coming down. I quickly wiped the tears away but they just welled back up in my eyes again a few seconds later. Reid sat down beside me and leaned over to look at my face.
"Chealsee?" He said and sounded so much like a little child. I didn't look up this time though. I was just too grief stricken. I had no idea something could hurt that much. He put a piece of hair behind my ear and whipped a tear away that was slowly making its way down my face. "You know we'll try again Chealsee." He said. I shook my head and finally looked at him.
"I messed up. You were right I should've just stayed out of the field. I don't want to try again…I've already messed this up I don't want it to happen again." I said, my voice starting to crack at every word. I looked back down but he used his hand to turn my face to his.
"Chealsee this is not your fault. Things like this happen. We will get through this. For better of for worst remember?" He said, giving me a pleading look. I leaned over into his open arms and it was time to let all the grief flow again. I sobbed this time, so did he.
We were driving to the hospital for my appointment, and neither one of us wanted to speak. We had told the team about the tragedy and they all said they would be there at the hospital. We pulled into the parking lot and got out. Once we got inside it was like a stampede. He whole tem was there hugging me and saying they were sorry. Garcia was crying and JJ was also as they hugged. JJ's big sister vibe was a very welcome thing. Rossi hugged me like a father would and said everything would be okay. And I even saw a tear escape his eye. Hotch gave me a hug and then had to "use the restroom" but we all knew he was just to tough a guy to let us see him cry. JJ hugged Reid and Morgan patted him on the back. Then the nurse came out, the team wouldn't leave so she took us into a examining room that was big enough and sat us all down. I noticed a smile cross her face a few times and wondered what her problem was. The doctor came in a few minutes later with a wide smile on his face.
All of us looked around at each other and the doctor said, "No need for alarm. We actually have wonderful news."
I looked at Reid with a glimmer of hope starting to build, and the nurse explained, "We had a very busy day yesterday you see, and we seem to have gotten you mixed up with another old file that also had the name Reid on it." I saw Reid's eyes widen as she said it.
"Wait you mean our baby's not?…" I started to ask. The doctor shook his head.
"No your baby is completely healthy." He said. I couldn't have been more happy. After the two of them left I jumped into Reid's arms and he swung me around. The whole team was squeals and sighs of relief. I let them all crowd around for a group hug, because it was just that sort of day.
(This is a happy song for a happy chapter! :D I edited this one too so I say you should totally read it ^_^ )
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car,
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel,
The other on my heart,
I look around, turn the radio down, he says, "Chealsee is something wrong?"
I say "nothing, I was just thinking how we don't have a song,"
And he says,
Our song is Morgan breakin down a door,
Sneaking in an unsub's house and peeking through the window,
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow,
'Cause we're on a case and Hotch can't know,
Our song is the way you laugh,
The first date well we didn't really actually have that,
And when I got home, before I said amen,
Asking God if He could play it again.
I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day,
Had gone all day long, had been trampled on and Strauss had almost put me away
Got to the hallway well on my way to my lovin' bed,
I almost didn't notice all the roses,
And the note that said,
Our song is Morgan breakin down a door,
Sneaking in an unsub's house and peeking through the window,
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow,
'Cause we're on a case and Hotch can't know,
Our song is the way you laugh,
The first date well we didn't really actually have that,
And when I got home, before I said amen,
Asking God if He could play it again.
I've heard every album, listened to the radio,
Waiting for something to come along,
That was as good as our song,
'Cause Our song is Morgan breakin down a door,
Sneaking in an unsub's house and peeking through the window,
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow,
'Cause we're on a case and Hotch can't know,
Our song is the way you laugh,
The first date well we didn't really actually have that,
And when I got home, before I said amen,
Asking God if He could play it again.
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car,
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song.
How many people are squealing like little girls on the inside? Was that not a sigh of releif?! Haha. Sorry i tortured ya'll I needed to have a moment of weakness. It was actually requested by a friend of mine :D R&R guys and stay tuned! A lot more to come