Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I kinda left ya'll hangin there. lol. I just had a friend that needed me and I couldn't find time to write. That and the fact I only got like 2 reviews for the last chapter! o But I am posting now so...ENJOY IT :D
My side was throbbing and I was so drowsy. On top of all that my arm was on fire. Reid had been keeping me awake but I wasn't sure even the sound of his voice would work much longer. On my left side my shirt was soaked through with blood and my hand was covered in it from me trying to apply pressure. I winced every time my heart would beat. I could feel it in my side and it wasn't at all pleasant. My eyes would close and I would snap them back open again, but that was getting harder and harder to do.
"It would be so easy just to go to sleep." I said more to myself than to Reid.
"No no! Chealsee stay awake I promise I'll find us a way out of here!" Reid pleaded. Honestly it was only for him and Gregory I wasn't just going to sleep. I felt tears running down my face at the thought of Gregory. I didn't want my poor baby to be without a Mommy and Daddy. I was reliving at that moment the first time I had ever held him in my arms. To me he was the cutest baby in the world. It was so peaceful. But then I was snapped out of my daydream by hearing Reid call my name. I opened my eyes and looked over at him.
"I'm…okay." I said. It was then we heard shouting in the other room. I recognized the voice as Morgan's and apparently so did Reid.
"We're here!" He shouted. The door came crashing down and Morgan came in.
"Kid are you alright?" He asked Reid.
"I'm fine but Chealsee's hurt." He said. Morgan knelt down next to the cage I was in.
He got on his radio and said, "We need a medic in here stat." They got our cages open and Morgan picked me up.
"Morgan careful you aren't supposed to move a wounded victim!" Reid said.
"Kid we're gonna have to move her either way and I'd rather it be now." Morgan said.
"Where's Gregory?" I asked Morgan while he helped the medics put me on a gurney.
"It's okay he's with Garcia and JJ back at the BAU." Morgan said in a gentle voice. They loaded me into an ambulance and Reid hopped in to ride with me. He held my hand but I hardly noticed. I was getting continuously drowsy. By time we got to the hospital I was totally out of it and could only hear Reid and the medics faint voices. And then, it was all black. When the black cleared, I found myself in my childhood home sitting on the couch. Upon looking around I saw my brother sitting across from me in a chair.
"Pat?!" I asked In awe. He nodded and smiled.
I hugged him and asked, "Why are we here?"
"Well Sis…you…have a choice to make." He said.
I looked at him and asked, "What kind of choice?"
"Your friends are waiting for you to wake up…and so is your baby and husband. You can choose to fight and wake up to go back to them, or…you can choose to come back with me." He explained.
"Come back with you where?" I asked.
He smiled and said, "Home." The realization dawned on me.
"Pat…I want to stay with you…but then…what will Gregory do? And how will Reid go on?" I asked.
"That would be up to them. Right now the decision is yours. Not everyone gets a choice. I didn't and a lot of victims from your cases didn't either. What are you going to do?" He asked.
I shook my head and said, "I don't know."
Reid's point of view (rewind a few minutes to back in the ambulance)
Chealsee was so pale. I couldn't believe I'd let this happen to her. She was getting weaker by the second and I was scared for her.
"Why not me?" I thought. He was after me! That's when it all went bad. Her heart monitor sped up and she started breathing harder and harder. Gasping for air even. I took her hand and called her name but she just went limp and her heart monitor started to slow down. They shooed me away from the room when we got to the hospital but I still looked through a glass window separating us.
She started flat lining and I yelled, "Chealsee!" And started beating on the glass, tears running down my face. Morgan grabbed me and held me to him in a hug, which was something he'd never done before. I sobbed and just let him hug me like an older brother would.
"It's okay kid." He said. But I wasn't okay…I would never be okay again without her.
(a sad song for a sad moment. Its one of my favorites)
Sunny Days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
I still can't believe you're gone
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowin no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
Would you see the world, would you chase your dreams
Settle down with a family
I wonder what would you name your babies
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
I know it might sound crazy
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
But death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowin no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again some day
Alrighty then guys. How did you like it? A little short I know but I thought it got the point across. What about you? I would love to hear your thoughts and all tha1 :D PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE R&R! 3 If ya'll want a new chap later today that is *mischivious smile*