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That middle name makes me sad. Muriel. Seriously, try living with it.
We did have a huge fight. I honestly thought this was over. Even my room-mate told me this was over. He saw your angry email, and his exact words were
"Dude, you're screwed."
So that's what I left it at. I decided not to make you more angry than you already were, so I left it and went to bed. Only to find days later there was another email from you, saying you were worried about me! You shocked me. So I thought maybe I should email you a confession of my wimpy-ness, and say a final goodbye. Did you give up on me after that? Nope! You're an awesome person.
You do realise that if you say "Don't freak out" I probably already am, freaking out. But I stopped.
I'm sorry about that guy. Someone who is meant for you will come along, I promise.
You trusted me? Aww. Sorry. Trusting me is mostly a bad idea to begin with. And sorry about the freak out email. That's me. I think it's from un-resolved issue's in my childhood. Yes, a less angry email may have not made me want to smack my head of the wall multiple times. It hurt.
Sorry to upset you with the goodbye email, I thought it was for the best. Honest. But you never give up, do you? I admire that.
"I like you, I really do...face it!" You are going to have to help me out. When I read that bit I went all shaky. Like me like how? Your confusing me. And I am easily confused. You didn't realize I was important to you until now? I don't know whether that's good or bad. Haha :)
I wanted to add that smiley face to make sure the email ends on a light note. :) See? Smiley faces make everything better.
It has just occurred to me that I broke our pact. Joey (my room-mate) read my emails. Apologies, I didn't realize. Plus I was to busy smacking my head off the wall to stop him. Noo, don't get mad again. Smiley face! :) See? No need to get mad about me breaking our pact when I added a smiley face.
So glad I haven't ruined this... Smiley face! :)
Okay now I'm annoying.
Chan :) (Seriously, can't stop with the smiley faces)