*This is going to be a bit different, written in story form, Chandler's point of view, with the email in the middle. Hope you guys like it!*

I opened the laptop again, reading the first few sentences of Monica's email. And with shaky hands, I began to type.

"Mon

Woah. What the hell?

You say you don't want to scare me? What do you think my reaction was when I got this?

My fucking self-doubts, huh? Monica, I have doubted myself since birth. My parents never told me I had done something well, never mind bad. I suppose that's why I am such a jerk, huh?

Don't be afraid to scare me. I always come back. You can be honest with me, as you were in your last email. And it hurt. But I'm alive. I think.

My reaction means nothing. My friends don't even worry about that, I wouldn't expect you too.

Sending me the last email was not wrong. It was right. It made me happy to hear you are falling in love with me. Well, you were. Now I've gone and fucked things up, again.

I am glad you didn't erase that sentence. It means a lot that you were brave enough to do that.

Glad to hear you're feeling better. Me too, although not so much anymore.

Temporary unsound of mind? Google it. Although I'm pretty sure you're okay.

I did defend you in front of the whole school, and I didn't stop defending you. Even when SOMEONE got me in VERY BIG TROUBLE. Just because I said you were a nice girl, and you were pretty, and I liked you.

What is this between us? I would say… I… have no idea. Oh, I have just figured something out though.

You said "I think I'm beginning to fall in love with you."

Well. Cough cough, "I think I'm beginning to fall in love with you."

I am in love with you.

Oh, god. My brain is shouting "What are you doing! Erase the sentence, dill-hole!" But my hands won't let me. Hmm. I know what I have to do now. Don't be scared, just wait.

…

Chan"

I closed my laptop and exited my bedroom, bumping into Joey.

"Wow, why the rush?" He asked.

"I messed things up with Monica and now I have to go to fgrj fsdgf sdgnhand.." The last few sentences came out in a mess.

"Repeat?" Joey asked.

"I'll be back later. Hopefully. If she doesn't kill me." I threw my jacket on and exited the apartment, knowing where I was headed. Central Perk. It stood in-front of me and I rushed in the door and walked up to a man who was behind the counter. I asked him Monica's apartment number and told him I was a friend. He reluctantly told me and I ran up the stairs, tripping several times. I raised my hand above the door.

What the hell was I doing? I just sent her an email saying that I loved her? That was so unlike me. But I knew it was something more... because I had a feeling that I had never had before. And I was pretty sure that feeling was love.

Before I could change my mind, I knocked three times.

Monica appeared at the door, Rachel close behind.

Her eyes stayed blank as I looked at her.

I smiled and she suddenly realized.

"Chandler? What are you doing here?" I smiled at her.

"I came to see the woman I love. What about you?" I grinned.

"I live here, stupid. Wait, what did you just say?!" She gasped. I smiled at her, and before she could finish her sentence, I don't know why, but then I leant in...

and kissed her.