Hey Chan
I don't know how to start this email...really, I don't know.
Maybe with this: This kiss, wow. You're a really good kisser :) and it was okay that you drop in. It was more then okay because I was slightly scared after your email and your "I know what I have to do now!". So I washed the dishes like a crackpot. That was the moment when you drop in told me you love me and kissed me. Then after I told you that I love you too we went to the kitchen table, sitting down, gazing at each other and all of a sudden you jump up as if you were bitten by a tarantula. You just said "Sorry, I have to go." and then you were gone. After your door slamming Rachel came out of her room and saw me sitting in the kitchen almost crying. She just hugged me and said that everything will be okay and that there will be a reason why you ran away. I just nodded and went into my room. I wanted to be alone. Just me and our emails figuring out why you're not here. And than while reading your last email this new one arrived.
I'm so glad reading that I'm not the reason you ran away or that you just freaked out. I really curse it that Joey is sick. I really do. Is there nobody else who can take care of him? Must it be you? I mean we kissed and this sickness ruined it...the moment, not the kiss :)
Anyway now I'm answering your questions:
1) My parents. They have been married for about 30 years now and I love them. Really I do. But my mom is really making me livid. I hate her perpetual nagging on me. One time my hair is too long, then it's too short. The other time my food doesn't taste good or I'm wearing the wrong clothes. And above all those things every time I see her she's asking me why I didn't have a boyfriend or broke up with the last one or she sends me the engagement pages from the magazine of their country club. My dad doesn't seem to recognize her behaviour but he's always there for me. After my last break up my dad visited me to comfort me. That's my dad, a silent observer, making inappropriate comments, who is there for you when you need him the most. One thing I know about my parents is that they really love each other even after 30 years of marriage and that gives me the trust that there is such a love for me too :)
2) Ross doesn't know about us. I didn't tell him because I don't know how. I mean I can't say: "Hey Ross, guess who kissed me today? You don't know? It's Chandler your room-mate in college." Wouldn't that be weird? Btw are you still in contact with Ross?
3) What my friends think about you? I just told Rachel and Phoebe about us. Rach is the one who saw us kissing and by now she almost knows everything about us, because after I read your email I ran out of my room and bumped into Rach with the same big smile on my face like you had :) She just looked at me saying one word "Chandler?" After I told her almost everything about us it seems to me that she really likes you.
Btw, I think we both owe somebody something. You owe Joey something and me, it's Rachel. Even though I bought her the expensive dress she wanted (do you remember?) . Maybe we arrange something together for them. Don't get me wrong I don't want to bring them together :)
You wrote you want to take me out somewhere? I know a place. It's not that big and it's not overcrowded. It's called "Chez nous". It's a French restaurant here in the village and because I love France and I really want to visit it one day it's my only chance to enjoy the food here in NYC :) and I want to enjoy it with you.
At the moment I have no three questions, sorry. So I'm at the end of my email.
Bye Mon
P.S. I love you and I miss you too