Eva Martinez, no, Kurt never raped Olivia. Her comment about not having raped Kurt just means he was a willing participant (as most men are) in the sex that led to the baby. She didn't "steal" his sperm and impregnate herself!
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3 Weeks Later
Alex and Olivia had spent the last three weeks acting as a couple in every sense of the word except the intimacy part. Most nights found Olivia sleeping in Alex's bed, but some nights, like the one before, Olivia felt more comfortable sleeping by herself. Alex had been patient with her and the most they shared were a few kisses and cuddles, always initiated by Alex.
The squad all knew she was pregnant by now and had welcomed the news with joy. They also knew something was happening between her and Alex, but nobody, not even Munch had brought it up to her. Eliot had kept his thoughts to himself, but he never failed to give Alex a nasty look when she would stop by the precinct.
Olivia arrived in the squad room a tad later than normal and ignored Elliot's questioning look. She tried to stifle a yawn unsuccessfully.
"Alex keep you up late last night?" He leaned in closer and waggled his eyebrows. "Second trimester hormones got you down?"
"No! I just didn't sleep well last night."
Turning serious he regarded her. "Any reason why? Any problems?"
She hesitated a moment too long before answering and Elliot seized upon her hesitation.
"What is it? Is Alex giving you a hard time? Pressuring you?"
She rolled her eyes. "No. Alex has had the patience of Job with me." She sighed. "It's Kurt."
Elliot bristled at the man's name. He'd take Alex Cabot over that creep any day of the week. He'd even taken to calling him 'Creepy Guy' like Alex; out of Olivia's ear shot of course.
"What the Hell does he want? Or has he finally shirked his responsibility once and for all and signed away his rights?"
Olivia was tired of fighting about this with him, so she let his statement go.
"You know I'm having my ultrasound next week, right?" He nodded. "Well Kurt wants to be there."
"Are you going to let him?"
"Yes Olivia, are you?"
The brunette groaned as she turned to see Alex standing behind her. She did a quick glance at Alex's feet and cursed when she saw she was wearing soft soled shoes.
"Alex. I didn't hear you."
"Obviously. Well? Are you going to let him come to your ultrasound?"
"I…I don't know." She saw Alex's eyes flash with anger and sighed. "Alex…"
"Is this why you didn't sleep in my, our bed last night?"
Aware that there were prying ears, Olivia glanced around and noticed that Elliot, Fin and Munch, as well as Chester were all trying to look busy. And failing miserably.
Alex caught her looking around and snapped, "Mind your own damn business!" She turned back to Olivia and snapped, "I'll see you at home tonight and we'll discuss this then."
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Elliot took Olivia out for lunch and tried to get her to discuss what was going on with the ultrasound. She shut him down again and ended their conversation saying she needed to run an errand. What she really needed to do was get some perspective.
She ended up going to see Elizabeth Olivet. The red head ushered her in and after several minutes of small talk with the older woman congratulating her on her pregnancy, Olivia blurted out her feelings on Alex, Kurt, the baby, her hormonal moods and everything else. When she finished, she was crying and cursing her hormones.
"I'm sorry Elizabeth! My damn hormones render me a complete idiot it seems. I haven't cried this much in…well ever." She wiped at her eyes.
"Olivia? Do you love Alex?"
"…I…I think I do. I know I'm attracted to her and she makes me feel safe."
Elizabeth smiled at her. "Then you need to tell her that. It sounds as if she's waiting for some kind of sign from you."
"But what about Kurt?"
"What about him?"
"I told you what I'm thinking."
"And you need to tell Alex that as well."
She stood up and hugged the other woman.
"Thank you."
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Alex was seething by the time Serena met up with her at Chauncey's. She was also three drinks into the very early evening.
"You might want to slow down Alex."
"Shut-up."
"What's happened now that would lead you to call me before 5pm and ask me to meet you for drinks?"
Alex downed her shot of Tequila and poured her heart out to Serena. Serena realized her friend must be in tremendous pain to speak so candidly about her feelings for Olivia and her fear of losing the other woman to Kurt or some other love interest.
She tried to offer up words of encouragement, but Alex was too far down the rabbit hole to reason with. She opted to see her friend home. She had just gotten her to bed when Olivia came through the door and looked at her questioningly.
Serena sighed and motioned for Olivia to join her.
"What's wrong with Alex? Is she sick?"
"Lovesick maybe. She's drunk Olivia." Serena looked at her pointedly. "Are you or are you not going to let Kurt come to your ultrasound?"
"She's drunk because of that?"
Serena threw her hands up in the air. "No Olivia, she's drunk because the woman she loves is contemplating letting the father of her child come to the ultrasound after declaring he wanted nothing to do with said child. She's afraid you're going to leave her for him, but more importantly, she's afraid he'll hurt you again."
"Hurt me?"
"Yes, hurt you. He hurt you once when he rejected your baby by offering to send a check. She's afraid he'll hurt you again and in the process Olivia, you'll hurt her!"
"I don't…I don't want to hurt her."
"Then you better figure this out Olivia. You better start letting her in."
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Later that night Olivia went into Alex's bedroom to check on her. She put two aspirins and a glass of water on the nightstand next to the bed. As she was adjusting the covers, Alex began to stir.
"Olivia?" She tried to sit up, but couldn't quite manage it.
"Yeah Alex, it's me." She scooped up the pills and water and offered them to Alex. "Take these and it will help you in the morning."
Alex downed the pills and then looked around her room. "How'd I get home? Serena?" Olivia nodded. Alex looked at her and then flopped back down. "I don't want Kurt at the ultrasound. I know I have no right but I'd like to have the right." She struggled to sit back up. "Does that make sense?"
"Alex, I think you're drunk and we should discuss this when you're sober." She started to get up to leave but Alex grabbed her arm.
"No."
"What?"
"No. We are going to discuss this now Olivia. Come to bed and we'll talk about it." She began trying to pull Olivia into bed with her and the brunette began to struggle against her. The next thing Olivia knew, Alex was above her and settled between her legs. As Alex slid her hand under Olivia's shirt, she began making slow circles on her stomach.
Olivia began to moan. "Oh Alex."
Alex's hands began to move all over Olivia, often in a less than arousing way. The alcohol marred her dexterity and she began to fumble with the waistband of Olivia's sweat pants. Growing frustrated by her inability to undo the drawstring, she growled.
"Who the fuck makes these things?" Giving up, she planted a wet, sloppy kiss on Olivia's mouth. The brunette tasted the alcohol and repulsed, she pulled away.
"Olivia" Alex was whining. "Come on baby, give it up!" She tried to move back over Olivia who rolled away.
"No Alex, not like this. Please!"
Alex, who was on all fours and crawling toward Olivia, stopped at the pain in her would be lover's voice. Realizing her behavior, she plopped down on the bed.
"Oh God Olivia, I'm sorry!"
Olivia, now on her feet started trying to tuck Alex back in. "It's ok Alex; you're drunk." She offered the other woman a weak smile and hurried from the room.
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4 days later
Olivia hadn't seen Alex since that night as the other woman was up and out of the apartment before Olivia the next morning. She also came home long after she knew Olivia would be asleep. She was also ducking Olivia's calls and the brunette was just about fed up with it. Her ultrasound was the next day and she needed to know if Alex was going to accompany her or not. Kurt was not an option.
Deciding to engage in some trickery of her own, she left a note for Alex telling her she was staying at Elliot's that night to help out with Eli. At Elliot's raised eyebrow she waved him off and told him to just play along with whatever she said in the event he ran into Alex before tomorrow.
Alex had been relieved to get the note from Olivia. She knew she'd screwed up by trying to force herself on Olivia. She needed time to think and sort things out and she'd been too busy trying to avoid Olivia to think about what she'd done.
"Cabot."
"Casey and I are heading over to Chauncey's after work. You wanna join us?"
"Thanks, but I'm going to have to pass. I've sworn off drinking for the foreseeable future. You and Ronald McDonald will have to make do without me."
"Alex!"
"Good-bye Serena."
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Alex was going to put on a pot of water for tea when the water faucet sprung a leak. Cursing, she managed to get the water turned off and went to change. Once she was wearing her tank top and shorts, she got her tool kit and a towel. Realizing the issue was coming from the pipe below and not the actual faucet, she cleared out space beneath the sink, placed her pink towel down and settled on her back underneath the offending pipe. She'd turned the radio on and was so engrossed in fixing the pipe, she didn't hear Olivia enter the apartment.
The brunette found a pair of legs sticking out from under the sink. She took a moment to admire the shapely form before she made her presence known.
"Whatcha doin' Alex?"
Startled, the blonde raised up and hit her head on the garbage disposal. "Ouch! Fuck!" Holding her head she shimmied out from under the sink and looked at Olivia. "Olivia." She started to go back in under the sink but Olivia stopped her.
"Are you ok?" She reached for the blonde's forehead.
Alex ducked her head and muttered, "I'm fine." She went back under the sink and finished with, "Why aren't you at Elliot's?"
Olivia sat down next to Alex. "I got tired of you avoiding me and decided to trick you into coming home at a decent hour so we could talk." Getting no response from Alex she leaned in under the sink and stilled her movements. "Alex, what are you doing?"
"The sink is leaking."
Olivia moved back out from under the sink. "I can see that. I meant, what are you doing trying to fix it?"
Now Alex moved out from under the sink. "I learned how to do a lot of things while in witness protection. I'm not Bob Villa, but I can do a few things."
Olivia picked up the hammer and laughed. Alex snatched it out of her hands.
"It's pink!"
Alex scowled at her and grabbed a pair of pliers. "When you quit laughing, can you do me a favor and turn the handle?"
Olivia did as she was asked and tried not to laugh as Alex cursed. She went back to work and Olivia settled in next to Alex once again. Deciding she had Alex held captive and might get the answers she sought, she decided to start talking.
"My ultrasound is tomorrow." Alex grunted in response. "Are you going to come with me?"
Alex did stop working at that and considered her answer. Not moving out to where Olivia could see her she asked, "Do you want me to?"
"Yes."
"Kurt?"
"He's not invited Alex."
Alex sighed. "He is the father Olivia."
"No Alex, he is just a sperm donor. You know I never knew my father Alex and that's why it hurt when he said he just wanted to be a check writing part of this. I would never choose for my child to not know their father if at all possible, but Kurt made his decision."
Alex motioned for her to try the handle again and smiled as she realized the faucet was fixed. She finally came out from under the sink and faced Olivia.
"And he changed his mind."
Olivia shrugged. "And I'll figure that out, but that doesn't mean I want him there for the ultrasound, Lamaze or delivery."
"Oh?"
Olivia reached out to touch the nasty bump that was forming on Alex's forehead. "Yes." She rubbed the angry area and smiled at the blonde.
"Then I'll come. I just don't want to interfere and I don't want to get involved in this only to be pushed out later Liv." The brunette nodded. Alex wiped her hands and collected her thoughts.
"Olivia, I am so sorry for the other night. I'm sorry I got drunk and I'm sorry I tried to…force you." She shrugged. "I just….I…." She shook her head. "I'm sorry."
"It's ok Alex." She bit her upper lip. "But Alex? You know my mom was a drunk. I can't, won't raise my baby around that. Ever. And I don't want to lose my lesbian virginity to a drunk horny woman."
Alex laughed and then leaned in and kissed her. She smiled and got up, then helped Olivia up. She walked Olivia to her bedroom door and hugged her goodnight.
"Alex?"
"If you want to keep your lesbian virginity safe from a horny, slightly concussed woman, you better sleep in here tonight." She kissed Olivia on the cheek. "Besides, I want to be in top form when I pluck you." She winked at Olivia and sauntered down the hall to her own bedroom.