Hey :)

Me again, and yet again I apologize for taking so long to update, I really need to get my laptop fixed

But a big thank you to all those that have reviewed thus far

In a way, its seeing that you all like my work that keeps me going

But enough about that

Here we are

I hope you enjoy

Please review if you do :) it doesn't take long

If you don't like it, let me know why, so I can learn from my mistakes

But anyway, lets go

There's only one way

Just one

No other way

Only one

It can't be done in any other

I only have one way

To make things right

Cat sat down in her bed, the entire house was empty, and silent, Cat had her knees to her chest, as she sat silently on her pink bed cover, her pink pillows lined neatly behind her, the sun coming through the pink curtain, making the room glow a shade of pink, Cat quite liked that, but that wasn't what she was thinking about right now.

She kept herself perfectly still, looking straight forward, at the huge mirror on the desk across the room. she held eye contact with herself, not moving a muscle.

Her cheeks were stained with makeup, her eye's were red, the clothes she had worn to the funeral discarded on the floor by the bed, she simply sat there in a pink night gown, her red hair fell loosely, down her shoulders, and a few bits over her face too, but it didn't obscure her vision, it didn't stop her from staring at the mirror.

The smell in the air was getting worse, and she knew it would dry up soon.

She took the piece of paper next to her, and her favorite pink pen, and began writing.

Dear whoever is the first to read this, if anyone does

My name is Caterina Valentine, and if you are reading this, I'm gone, long gone, because thats what I deserve

I did something bad, and I only have one way to make things right

To make amends, by her anyway

By Tori

I love her, I love Tori Vega, she was my best friend, and because of me, she's gone, why?

Why? why did I do this? why would I be so stupid?

I guess everyone is right

I'm just stupid old Cat

Because of me she's dead

And the only way I can make things right is to put myself through exactly what she sufffered

What she suffered, at my hands

I'm sorry Tori

Love

Caterina Valentine

A few tears fell where she signed her name, she scrunched the paper into a ball, stood up off the bed, walked over, pulled the curtain aside and threw the paper out the window, in the hope someone would see, what she had left.

What she had left behind.

She turned and went back to her bed, the smell of gasoline by now was sickening, Cat looked at the canisters she had emptied across her floor, tables, cupboards, everywhere.

She picked up a box of matches.

"What started it, will be what finishes it"

She muttered to herself as she struck the match.

Admiring the glow, one last time.

She threw it off the bed to the floor, it didn't take long for the fluids to ignite.

The flames quickly rose around the carpet, forming a ring around Cat's bed.

Cat looked to her side, she saw Tori, only this time she wasn't dreaming.

Seeing things probably, because of the fumes.

"Tori?" she asked

"Wow Cat, I didn't think you had this in you" she laughed laying back on the bed

"I didn't think sweet old Cat could be this, this dangerous"

Cat didn't respond.

Tears dripped one by one from her big, beautiful brown eyes.

The flames grew higher and higher, consuming everything around her.

It was exactly like the dream.

"I'm sorry Tori" Cat whispered, but by the time she looked up Tori was gone.

Cat was alone, surrounded by fire.

Consuming everything, edging closer and closer to her bed.

Cat hoped she would pass out from the fumes but she didn't.

She didn't let herself pass out, she wanted to be awake.

It was what she felt she deserved.

The flames grew closer and closer, her bed started to burn.

She could feel the heat, and by now it was too hot.

Cat started to cry, it was hurting her, burning her, but she didn't care.

The flames grew more and more, and before Cat knew it, the bed was burning, and she was too.

She lay there, motionless, her final minutes.

The flames ripped her burning skin.

She gathered her last breath.

And whispered.

"I'm sorry Tori"

The End

Well there you have it

I hope you enjoyed my work, I know I enjoyed writing it

This is probably going to be the last piece of writing from me, at least this year anyway.

I might work on a little Christmas one shot, for any Beck/Cat fans, but I'm not sure yet

I hope you all have a Merry Christmas, and if you don't celebrate it, a Happy Holiday

Sending you all love