Disclaimer: Don't own glee, thank you guys for your patience!
Rachel's POV
This movie was so stupid, I really didn't even know why I was here. I could be in the pleasure of my own home watching all of my Musicals, just because I'm dating Finn doesn't mean I have to be with him 24/7 right? Well I wish I could say that was so but look at me I'm watching some "Star wars" movie or something. Its not even fun because he's really into it and were both sick so making out instead was off the list of things to distract me from this movie so I was just thinking and playing with my hair.
So I decided to text my dad to pick me up because this movie was going to be 1 ½ more hours and I just couldn't hold out.
"Save me! Finn put in Star-wars ill tell him I need to sleep just come get my asap!"-R
"Ha-ha okay darling"-Daddy
Luckily my dad had the morning off and could come get me before he had work.
"Hey Finny" I said grabbing his hand as he gave his half attention to me and other half to the t.v.
"Yeah" he said looking at the t.v.
"Im going to go home and rest" I said slowly creping away, which got his attention.
"Wait what? My House is empty…no parents!" He said sniffling
"Finn Hudson, were both sick no WAY!" I said raising my voice witch didn't work because my voice was gone.
"You can come over later when your movies over if you want" I said putting on my coat
"Oh so it's the movie, stay you might like it" He said quickly as I kissed his cheek and made a dash for the door. I saw my dad in the driveway and I ran to the car and shut it fast because I saw Finn come out to the porch in his pajamas.
"Rach" He said
I blew him a kiss and said "Step on it dad before he charms me with his ways"
"Rach ive been meaning to talk to you about college" He said slowly
"What wait did you get some letters?" I asked with big eyes
"No, but I was curious to what colleges you applied to?" He asked
"Um, Julliard, NYADA, and NYU" I said
"I think you should apply to some more and maybe some in or in a different state" He said
"Why would I do that, do you not think im good enough for Julliard?" I asked
"No, Rachel I just think you never know there's a lot of talented kids, just do it in case please!" he said pretty serious. Did he not think I was good enough?
"What about Finn?" I asked
"Rachel, im sure you and Finn don't have to go to the same college, I mean think about it how long do you honestly think your relationship will last? Maybe a year in college." He said which made me want to go back to Finns to watch that stupid movie.
"Daddy I assure you , Finn and I are fine. Yeah there has been bumpy roads and there is bond to be more but Finn and I are fine." I said confident
"I know, but hes really the only boy you have loved and been in a long relationship with, don't you think that you should be in a relationship with other guys or at least see what else there is. Maybe Finn isn't your type but that's all you have to offer?" My dad said
"I don't know" I said unsure and unstrapping my seatbelt.
I went and made some tea then laid down on my bed as my dads left for work. Day two of being sick and I wasn't feeling any better. Hopefully Quinn would come over later but that probably wouldn't happen since im sick. I haven't seen her in forever and really need some girl talk.
I was just laying there I wasn't able to fall asleep because it was only 11 but I was thinking, thinking quite hard.
Was Finn really the one for me or was this just some high-school love/crush thing. I mean Quinn and Puck seem happy just as happy as Finn and I and maybe what Finn and I have is normal and not as special and strong as what I thought? I know I love Finn and want to be with Him but when my dad said I had never really been with anyone else that hit something in me.
I knew I didn't need to be with anyone else to know how I felt but what about Finn? Was I what he wanted, was he going to trade me in when im wrinkly and getting grey hair for a younger girl, or when he gets mad will he cheat on me? Or if he gets bored of me will he go with someone more new. I doubt most of these things but I really never know. With College and New York coming up I have to be sure on something and that something needs to be Finn. I know we talk about our relationship a lot but I need to be for-sure Were doing this for a good reason and were right for eachother.
Time was really flying, I wasn't sure if it was the nap in between the thinking or just the thinking but it was 1:30 and I called Finn.
"Hey Finn, can you comeover?" I said into the phone
"Yeah, im really bored and I thought you were mad at me so I didn't call" he said laughing quietly than coughing.
"Okay, see you in a few" I said hanging up.
I put on a sweatshirt and wiped the makeup from two days ago of my face, I really should have showered. I problay smelt gross and looked worse.
About 10 minutes later Finn came in and up the stairs and saw me laying on the bed with it folded down for him.
"Did you have me come over so you could snuggle with me?" He asked playfully laying in the bed and kissing my red nose.
"No" I said laying down on my side looking at him. "We need to talk"
"Woah, wait I didn't do anything" He said getting defensive
"I know, just there's a lot on my mind about college and us and new York that we should talk about" I said blowing my noise
"Wait, Us"- He said
"Yeah. I know I just want to make sure that your as committed as I am and they you want the same things and you wont live me for the first girl in New York" I said shy
"Rachel, I wont leave you for the First or the Last girl I see in New York. I know well fight and I know well breakup somewhere along the road but that's what makes us special. When you think about it we don't have much but each other, and as long as I have that I'm happy. I promise you I don't want anyone else." He said Making some of my stress disappear.
"Good, I feel the same" I smiled into his neck
"I Mean look at you, your hairs a mess your face is dirty you haven't showered in days and your sick. But to me your Perfect, Pretty Rachel. I wouldn't have it any other way" He said smiling
"You look pretty hot yourself" I said giggling
"And I have something to tell you too" He said grabbing my attention
"Huh?" I said clearing my throat
"I think I figured out what I want do in New York!" He said
"Whats that, football?" I asked curious
"No, I think I want to teach Music to children!" He said smiling
"Finn that's perfect its so you. You would be amazing at that and you love children!" I said really proud
"You really think so?" he smiled
"Of Course, I would kiss you if I wasn't filled with germs." I said blushing
"I don't care, I'm already sick" he said pulling me into him for a small kiss.
"Finn we better be feeling better tomorrow, we have school and I have a test. So do you so we should be studying." I said smiling
"No Rach, just lay here and rest. That's the only way your going to really get better" he said holding my hand
"No its not you just don't want to study" I said resting my head on his chest.
"Maybe" He said "Have you heard from Puck?"
"No, why where is he?" I asked curious
"Well Quinn said he wasn't at school yesterday and I just wasn't sure if you had heard anything?" He said
"No, ill check my phone I haven't checked it lately" I said grabbing my phone and looking under my text from Noah and finding nothing I went to Quinn's messages and found one message that wasn't usual.
"Finn!" I said
"What is it?" He asked looking over my shoulder
"Read this!" I said handing him my phone
"It says 'Rachel, Where are you I've been calling! Call me ASAP this is VERY important!' Why would Quinn send that?" He asked
"I have no clue, we need to call though.
I dialed her number and she answered.
"Quinn what's wrong?" I asked
"Is he okay?" I asked into the phone
"No? Okay I'm going to Noah's Now!" I said hanging up.
"What was that about?" Finn asked
"Come on we need to go to Pucks!" I said pulling him up and changing my clothes.
A/N: Cliffhanger, hahaha! Review!