A/N : Whoo hoo, I have time to write! 4 for me! Reviews are love, thankyou. Summer is coming & I'll probably write a chapter every week! This is Quinn/Rachel Centric.

Disclaimer: don't own glee

Rachel's POV

Dear Diary,

I'm sick, sick of this, sick of fighting, sick of Quinn being sad. I knew just being friends with her won't change much, but maybe if she doesn't have to worry about fighting with me she'll get better. Whether she wants to believe it or not she's not over puck. And she doesn't have many close friends she can talk to it about. Sure I'm mad at her for teaming up with Whitney to take down Finn & I, but can I blame her? If I was single and saw my best friend so in love I would be jealous to. We both just needed to sit down and talk, about everything.

"Hey, Quinn. Can you come over tonight so we can talk? My dads are gone!" I sent that morning.

I didn't even know at the time how bad talking could be. But I'll start from the beginning, so you can see what really happened.

"Yeah, I guess" She replied in a text message. Just as my phone beeped I heard Kurt honk his horn, signaling school.

"Hey, Rach!" He said as I slipped into his car.

"Hey Kurt, how are you?" I asked

"I'm fine, but I want to know how you are. I'm so confused with this whole Quinn, Finn, Whitney drama. And was that fight at Mercedes party real or not?" He asked, obviously I had fooled him. & if he thought that fight was real and he knew about me faking all of these fights with Finn then I must have fooled everybody.

"I fooled you, Kurt Hummel. That wasn't a real fight, pretty convincing though right?" I asked giving a small grin.

"It was a great performance" He replied

"Not to sound rude, but where's Finn? I didn't even notice that you picked me up instead of him!" I asked

"He's skipping first block today because he had an English project due, and he didn't do it. So hes skipping so he can have two more nights to do it" He said laughing

"Typical Finn." I giggled

"Well maybe if you didn't distract him when you come over!" Kurt said

"Hey, I finished my English project just on time!" I laughed.

We pulled up to the school & I went straight to my locker to get my English binder. It seemed as if I would be in English class alone today. I guess I would just hangout with Puck since Quinn & him wont be together.

Just as I shut my locker a short blonde approached me.

"No Finn, Awh. Did He skip school so he didn't have to see you today? The breakup must be though" Whitney said

"I wouldn't know, my dads took my phone because somebody told them I sleepover at Finns on Saturday!" I said frowning Which this was a lie of course.

"Oh to bad, who would do such a thing?" She said with a sour grin. "So how are you and Finn? Bumpy road?" She asked trying to be friends.

"Yeah, I think were over. Things were left at an awkward situation, and if want to date him you have my blessing" I said slowly walking away.

I walked into English and a bright eyed Quinn Fabray stopped me. She hadn't looked this good in weeks.

"What time" She said. Her great look didn't effect her personality because she was as bitter as ever.

"Uhm,4" I said walking past her quickly.

I went to go sit next to Puck & he himself didn't look so chipper today either.

"Hey Puck, can we talk?" I asked.

"Sure" he replied. He had finally started to move on with his life ever since he found out about his father which was good. He started coming back to glee club, & playing football again.

"Whats going on with Quinn? I KNOW you don't want to be without her, but she doesn't know that. She thinkgs its over!" I asked quietly so Quinn couldn't hear

"I don't know what to do about her" He replied

"You broke up with her for no reason. Sure you were sad about your father, but all Quinn did was help. I don't mean to be rude, but look how far this breakup has taken her. Shes gone batshit crazy." I said which gave him a small chuckle earing him a glare from the teacher.

"I want to talk to her, and apologize, I just am worried she wont accept." He said looking down.

"I'm Sure if you try hard she'll take you back, you're her love." I replied.

By the time 3rd period came I walked into glee seeing Finn at the drums. This was the first time in two days that I had seen him. I walked over set my books down and approached him.

He looked up at me and said "Hey Rach"

"Hey babe" I said leaning over for a kiss when he backed away. At first I was a little confused, then he motioned to the others walking into the choir room. I backed up and took a seat next to Santana. Who was showing a lot by this point; I think she was 5 months along.

Whitney & Quinn walked in as many filed in behind them. Once everyone was there I raised my hand.

"Mr. Shue, I haven't sung a while, would you mind if I did a quick number?" I asked He nodded and I took my place in the middle of the room.

Of course I was singing a breaking up song to Finn. Just to further prove my point to Whitney

"I'll be singing the song 'Cry' by Kelly Clarkson" Everyone slowly looked at Finn as he rolled his eyes.

By the end of the song I was CRYING, although the song was a fake it was still so emotional. I looked up to see everyone some with tears, Finn Looking down & I just ran out of the room.

I went to the bathroom wiped of my tears & continued on with the rest of my day. Besides the two second hello in glee today I didn't see Finn after that.

I was home and it was about 4 o'clock and I was just waiting for Quinn to show. She probably wouldn't. She'd probably just blow me off. Just as I was thinking that the doorbell rang. I quickly opened it to see Quinn.

"Hey Quinn, come in." I said she just nodded and walked into the kitchen. "Where to start…" I said which only made the awkwardness and tension raise.

"I want an apology for what you said to me in the hallway." She said.

"Look Quinn, I am sorry for that. But I did say I was sorry after I said it. And trust me I regretted it. Then you took a jab at me too." I said flatly.

"Yeah, I'm sorry or whatever." She said which wasn't much of an apology but It was a step. "So are we done here?"

"No, not until we can get back to Quinn & Rachel, the girls running of the NYC together!" I stomped my tiny foot.

"I don't think, we will ever be that again." She said bitterly.

"Why? You wont be able to move on?" I asked.

"Maybe I just don't want to be friends anymore, ever thought of that. Maybe these past couple of weeks without you have been good for me. Maybe I liked you being gone." She said. And god I didn't know she was THIS big of a bitch.

"Yeah, well I still want to talk regardless if we'll ever be friends, we need to put this in the past and talk it out." I said sternly.

"Fine." She agreed.

"why did you do it?" I asked she started at me "Why did you team up with Whitney to take me and Finn down?"

"Because Rachel, don't you see your better than him. Every since I broke up with Puck, I realized he was just weighing me down. That independence is key to starting a new life. & I was only trying to help you breakup in the most unpainful way!" She replied.

"QUINN, he didn't cheat on me! Whitney made that up! Don't you think she would be showing by now? Or having morning sicknesses if she was really pregnant with Finn's Baby? And I don't want to go to New York without Finn, or YOU." I said laughing.

"It doesn't matter; I don't want to go to New York anymore. And I DON'T want to be friends" she said bitterly

"Why? Are you taking your anger from Puck breaking up with you out on ME.?" I asked

"Don't even say that Rachel. I'm not angry at him." She lied

"Dear god Quinn stop being a stupid bitch, Your heartbroken. The love of your life broke your heart. Either pick up the pieces and move on or leave the rest of us alone. Your ruining so many friendships over this breakup. Which Puck didn't even want." I blurted out.

"Of course he wanted to breakup with me, he did it." She frowned, this was the first time she showed any emotion. It was her face that said a silent "I'm sorry" she finally came to terms with the fact that shes been being a bitch because she still loves Noah.

"Quinn, he loves you. He was hurt & did it out of morning with his father. Last I talked to him he was coming up with plans to win you back." I smiled slightly. She looked into my eyes and gave a small grin; if you blinked you would have missed it. But it was there, and I saw it.

"Well I don't know if I can just let him walk on me like that, dumping me when things get rough. If that's how its going to be with him, then I need to just move on."

"Well just wait, don't do anything rash. Just let him talk to you." I said.

"Rachel im truly sorry, I know I've been the worst friend lately sneaking around & hurting you and Finn, but im really sorry. And if you ever need a shoulder to cry on about Finn im always here for you." She said. Then I remembered I still had to tell her about Finnn.

"Er, About that Quinn. Finn and I aren't broken up." She shot her eyes up quickly.

"What, you guys have been fighting so much!" She said.

"That was all fake, we were fake fighting so Whitney could think she could finally get Finn. I'm just that good of an actress." I laughed & so did she for the first time in months.

"I can't say I'm mad, she was getting really annoying." She said

There was a knock at the door and we both got up to see who it was, It was Finn.

He came in and saw Quinn and shot her a look. I ad-libbed "ill explain later" as Quinn said
"Well I'm going to head home, thanks Rach" she hugged me and was off.

"Uhm." Finn said dumbfounded. I just took both of his hands and stared deeply into his eyes. "What" he laughed.

"Have you missed me?" I asked smirking.

"More than you know" He smiled then kissed my nose. "But what did I miss?"

"Well Quinn and I talked out what happened, and got to the bottom of her problem which I had expected to be Puck, and it was. Were fine now I think. I guess we'll see how things go tomorrow" I said snuggling on the couch with him.

"Im glad we can be a couple again" he kissed me.

"Me too" I replied putting my head on his chest.

"Want to watch a movie?" He asked.

"Sure, I'll put in 'Funny Girl'" He rolled his eyes. And I just replied "Love me?"

"Always" He mumbled into my hair.