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12/21/09

Patty was getting dressed for her match that night, she felt better then she had in years. Her body was healing up as her brother did not raise a hand to her the whole month. She had a feeling why even if she didn't want to say it to herself. She was sure it was so Drew would have an untarnished bride their wedding day, or more so wedding night. That thought was the one thing to ruin her mood. That was until Eve came over to her locker handing her a small note as they talked about that night.

After Eve left Patty took a glimpse at it tucking it in the waist of her ring gear & walking from the locker room. Patty watched as she moved through the backstage area. Reaching the right door she had her back to it her hands clasped behind her giving a light knock. It opened and she stepped back into the room as the door shut in front of her.

Strong arms she now knew well over the last few weeks took her arms turning her. It was some odd dance the two…well if you include Eve three had come up with. It was the only way Adam & she could think to steal precious moments in time to see each other face to face. Adam always found rooms with a light switch & a lock. If for some reason she was seen vanishing she would of lied saying she thought it was Drew that grabbed her. If someone came knocking the light would be turned off to add to the she didn't know who it was.

She worried one time that if they had to use that part of the plan Adam would be suspended for grabbing her. He didn't care though he loved her & would risk whatever fine that gave him & any suspension they gave him figuring maybe a month at most.

Once she was facing him he held her close against his chest his hand running lightly through her hair. Just like her routine to get to him once they were there it was almost always the same. They held each other close, he would give her words of encouragement & endearment. A few soft kisses that conveyed so much love between them, then she would normally need to leave. They could not risk her being missing from her brother too long cause who knew for sure if he may snap again or not.

"Adam." Her voice soft a hint of worry to it, maybe sadness. It was hard to tell from that one word.
"Yes Patty?"
Her eyes broke from his gaze looking down. "This is going to be our last time…" Her eyes closed trying not to cry. "We leave to go home in two days…by…by the time I return I will be married."
"Shhh…that is then," He brushes her cheek "This is now."
"I know." She rubs her cheek lightly against his touch. "Can ya do me something?"
"Sure…anything."
"I know ya won't touch me more then this…cause of me vow…but can ya…" Her eyes dart away in though.
"Can I what?"
She got a blush to her cheeks "Tis embarrassing I am not even sure how to form the words for what I am wishing from ya."
"Mo chroí try…for me try." It was the one phrase he learned from her. She was his heart, he wanted her to know that. If the words ever came from his or her lips they knew it was meant for the other & no one else. They were each others hearts.

"I feel the love in even the softest of our kisses…You said before there were different types of kisses. I know there must be one somewhere between the soft almost aches to be more kisses we share & the domineering ones me fiancée tries to force upon me…please…please show me one of those."

Adam almost chuckles to hide the pain he is beginning to feel realizing as she said this would truly be one of the last, if not the last kiss they could ever share as he would not go against her wishes & call her again like this once she was married. He looked into her eyes before leaning in close kissing her softly at first before slowly increasing the pressure behind it he couldn't help an almost painful growl from deep inside taking in how good she felt holding her more passionately then they ever allowed themselves before.

He finally pulled back from the kiss his chest heaving as was hers. "Mo chroí I wish I didn't need to let you go…not just now, but ever."
"I know Mo chroí I know…" She was slightly breathless herself. She then blushed again.
"What is it now."
"I hate to say it…feels wrong."
"You say that every time we meet…" He replied jokingly
She lightly scrapped her teeth along her bottom lips. "I believe I been feeling what love is when I am with ya…but that last one…what thee word…turn on?"
Adam can't help but smirk. "You wished if not desire I could touch you places I am not allowed to go?" Her eyes cast down from his slightly with a nod. "Oh trust me Patty, if you had any clue how you making me feel being near you like this."

He studied her face even thought he knew these moments would forever be in his mind he didn't want to risk anything altering them. "Patty mo chroí." he licked his lips as he placed a hand under her jaw one of his finger softly brushing her bottom lip feeling how soft it was, how it almost trembled. "Just close you eyes for me, & relax…You know I will never hurt you." She blinked slowly as if nodding before they drifted close. He looked a moment as her soft breathing, she looked so peaceful. He leaned in brushing their lips together before he faintly had his tongue lick the faint space between hers lips. The softest of murmurs from her body as her lips parted slightly more. As he glided his tongue slowly more into her warm mouth the murmurs turned to a soft wanting moan her arms wrapping tightly around him. He just prayed how close they were holding each other that his arousal would not scare her away. His tongue brushed hers sending shivers through them both. God he wanted to feel her return his actions but he realized she wasn't sure how to act when French kissed. Even though longer then they thought the kiss was broken both getting air. He wanted to feel her so badly. Her body was almost shaking with needs she never felt before & she painfully pulled herself away from him.

"Adam…I'm…I'm sorry…I need to go." She rushed from their meeting room before he could even attempt to stop her. He knew how much she had turned him on. He had a feeling he did the same for her the way she almost trembled against him. He could tell it was arousal & not fear, the down side was he knew she had no way to know how to react to it…she could not allow herself to react on instinct because to do so would break her vow to that bastard Drew.

Patty made her way back to the Divas' locker room locking her self in one of the bathroom stalls just sitting & almost rocking herself trying to calm down these feelings she was having. Her body ached but it wasn't fully a physical ache she had to force herself to calm down she was not allowed nor did she have a way to cave to such desires…well she did have a way…by the name of Adam…by the way of mo chroí…but no she would feel worse then she already did if she did that so close to fulfilling the arrangement. She heard a call she had ten minute to her match. She pushed herself out of the stall splashing water on her face before moving to the make up girls chairs to get her make-up done before rushing to the gorilla spot heading out.

After she was back in her hotel buried under her blankets she pulled out her phone her back to her brother as she sent out a text. 'Mo chroí I am sorry I ran. Forgive me. I was not sure how to react to what I was feeling so I panicked.'
She slid the phone under her pillow her hand resting on it till she heard it vibrate. She slide it out looking at the screen. 'Nothing to forgive, if you had not left when you did I am not sure if you would have remained untouched for your wedding. Pains me to type that, your wedding. Even if tonight was indeed out last don't forget me.'

Patty tried to quietly sigh to herself tears stinging her eyes. 'Never mo chroí, I can never forget you. I shall call or text every days, you will never far from my heart for you are my heart, now & always. I know in time you will need another. I just pray I will always have a place in yours.'

Feeling the phone vibrate again she looks at it. 'Always mo chroí Always. No one can fill it as you have these last few months, I just wish I had told you sooner.'
'It would not change the ending, but me too, me too. I do not know if it will cause comfort or pain, but your gift will be adorning me during my darkest moments. Sweet dreams mo chroí'
'Bitter sweet mo chroí night.'
Patty closed her phone curling up in her bed trying to have sleep claim her the thought of his gently kisses offer the comfort she need to finally have sleep claim her.

(Just in case not clear Patty's Texts, Adam's texts)