Chapter 14

Denial Feelings

RPOV (Rosalie's Point of View)

After dismissal time at school, I called my mom and told her that me and Emmett will just watch a movie at a mall. She quickly agreed and told me to be safe.

Emmett keeps on giving me jokes the whole ride to the mall and I just can't stop laughing. He's so funny, one of the reasons I love him.

"Sugar, I'm kinda hungry. Can we eat first?" He asks.

"You're always hungry but okay hunny…I'm pretty hungry too" I said and we went a restaurant.

People seemed to realize me and Emmett. Some asked for a picture and a signature. I cheerfully did what they want.

It was Emmett's treat today. Actually, my boyfriend doesn't know the word 'thrifty'. Whenever we went to a mall, he never let me pull out my wallet out of my bag.

After we ate, we went to the fourth floor where the cinema is and I bought popcorn while he bought our tickets.

I looked around, totally bored because of the long line before me. Then I heard some girls spoke.

"Is that Edward Cullen? OMG! Oh…is that another girl? Where's Bella?"

I quickly turned my gaze to where they are looking.

Then I saw a very familiar person. I looked harder and recognized it was really Edward.

Why is he here? Then I saw a girl talking to her, she had her back facing me. Maybe a fan…

She had a paper bag on her hand and Edward took it.

She is definitely not a fan.

She is also absolutely not Bella. Her hair is blonde…strawberry blonde.

My jaw dropped as I realized it was Tanya. And at the same moment, I finally got a chance to see her face and hear fans say "That's Tanya!".

I am right.

Why does my brother with Tanya? Where is Bella? What's happening?

She knows Edward's with Bella, why would she go out with him? Unless…unless she wants to seduce Edward again to come back to her! Oh no no! I cannot let that happen.

I walked to them and Edward first saw me.

"Rosalie? Why are you here?" He asked, totally saying those words in a cool expression.

"Why are you here? With her?" I asked and looked at Tanya. She smiled.

Gah! She's really an actress! She and I both know I hate her because of what she did! Why is she acting like she didn't know anything!

People are starting to crowd us but I don't care.

"Rose? Oh hey Edward" Emmett said as he approached us and looked suspiciously at Tanya.

"Why are you with Tanya? Where's Bella?" He asked and Tanya spoke before my brother can speak.

"She's not here" She murmured. And I was about to spat at her but Edward spoke.

"Shit! I forgot Bella! What time is it?" Edward looked alarmed. Now you're worried your girlfriend caught you cheating? UNBELIEVABLE!

"What do you mean Ed? Bella doesn't know you're here?"

"Yeah…I uhh…she must be really mad right now" He opened his cell phone but it won't open. Low-battery?

"You didn't answered our question, why are you here with Tanya?"

"I don't have time to explain, I have to go…she might be still waiting at the parking lot"

"Seriously? That's an hour ago" I told him and he looked so worried.

Acting like you're worried is easy for him because he's an actor. He doesn't have to pretend…I already caught what he did.

"Leave my brother alone Tanya" I told her and Edward frowned.

"Huh?" He said.

"You and I both know you left my brother already! He moved on and now he had Bella! Don't be such a slut to seduce him and go out with you! HAVE A LIFE AND LEAVE US ALONE! STOP PLAYING HIM" I shouted at her and Emmett tried to stop me but I looked at Edward.

"Not because you're my brother I'll let you do things like this. Don't you cheat at Bella! She's a very nice girl and she will never deserve any of this!" I shouted at him and I saw Tanya started to cry.

"How dare you say that? I'm not cheating on anyone!" Edward shouted back, totally mad now.

"Then why are you here with Tanya? Huh? I ALREADY CAUGHT YOU"

"I TOLD YOU I'M NOT CHEATING! AND DON'T TALK TO TANYA LIKE THAT" He told me and Tanya ran away. He run towards him.

I cried. And now it's my fault why she cried? She just realized what she did! And why would Edward be the one who is mad here? Shouldn't it supposed to be me because he shouted at me? Because I'm just correcting his mistake?

"Shh" Emmett soothed me and we sat at a chair. People are talking and some even tried to follow Edward.

Me and Edward do not fight until Tanya became his girlfriend. At first I don't care but when I saw Tanya ruined the dress of her co-actress at a dressing room, I confronted her and she cried in front of Edward making him mad at me.

We never talked right then until they broke up. But Edward is still cold to me back then, Bella made me and Edward okay. And now Tanya is ruining my relationship with my brother?

Emmett decided to make me go home now since we can't watch the movie when I'm feeling like this.

I'll do everything I can to make that little Tanya leave my brother alone. I just wanted him to be alright…and Bella is the right girl for him not Tanya.

EPOV

I can't understand my sister! She's pushing me to say something I did not do! I'm not cheating on anyone! Bella's not my girlfriend.

Oh. Right. I forgot she doesn't know.

But shouting at Tanya and calling her slut is something I could never forget.

I don't know why but Rosalie hates her. Before, she accused something to Tanya that I know she can't do and now! It's sickening.

"Tanya" She didn't look at me as she entered the elevator and the door closed. I run downstairs…it made me dizzy. I mean running from fourth floor to the first floor?

I looked around. Shit…How am I going to find her here?

I ran to the parking lot and bingo! I saw her crying…her hands at her face.

I went to her and touched her hands. She looked up.

Seeing her cry is natural for me…maybe because she always cried just to get something from me when we were together.

"I'm sorry about earlier, please don't mind Rosalie. We both know we are not dating so…" I said but she didn't reply.

"Stop crying" I said.

"Maybe we should our friendship…I don't want to ruin you and your sister's relationship"

"Tanya…don't say that. What's wrong with being friends?"

"I'm your ex-girlfriend. People would think I'm trying to get you from Bella"

I really hope so.

"Is that what you want? Me…leaving you alone" I asked.

"I don't want you gone…" I forced myself not to smile.

"But in the meantime….let us not hang out together. Bella would be jealous" She continued.

"Don't mind Bella"

"How can you say that? She's your girlfriend"

Oh. Correction, fake one.

"For how long?" I asked…

"We'll hang out again when Bella told you so"

"Huh?" I asked. When Bella told me?

"She'll be mad at you…I know it. What happened is already in the news and she might be watching it right now. Sorry" Then a limousine stopped on our side and she entered.

Bella won't be mad.

The real truth is…me and Tanya are not dating or hanging out today. After PE, she touched her forehead and told me she's having an headache. I told her she should go to the nurse but she wants in the hospital. She also told me she had an appointment with the doctor but the real truth is…she tricked me out. There is no appointment with any doctor…

I asked her what does that mean and she just replied to me that she must have forgotten what is the date today.

I let it go and was about to drop her to her house when she told me she needed to buy something at the mall. I agreed to accompany her and at the fourth floor…Rosalie saw us and thought we were dating.

I don't really care about what other people think. I have my own problems.

Tanya doesn't want to see me.

Tanya wanted me to go away from the mean time…

I drove to the nearest bar and drank a lot. This is a bar for popular people…they didn't let any paparazzi got a picture of us. There are actors and actresses, directors and others who are also drinking.

I was kind of dizzy when I decided to go home.

BPOV

When I got home, I stayed at my room for a while then cooked for dinner.

Should I cook dinner for Edward too? I decided yes.

After an hour, I sat at the table. Where is he? I sighed and ate. After it, I decided to wash the dishes and cleaned my room.

Load of assignments today.

I went to the living room and opened the TV as I did my assignments.

Maybe I'm just imagining things…maybe it's just a coincidence that after I left Tanya and Edward at the gym, she ditched class and that afternoon, Edward left without telling me.

Maybe there is an emergency and he had to leave.

Maybe someone stole his car and he went to the police station.

Maybe he had to buy some things and when he went back to school, I was already gone.

Maybe he had a low-battery cellphone.

Or

Maybe he really did date Tanya.

Maybe he shut off his phone so I won't call.

Maybe he really wanted to annoy me tonight that's why he's still isn't here.

Maybe he is already upstairs sleeping while his car is with a bodyguard.

I shook my head. Why am I thinking of Edward anyway? Why am I worried? He had his own life that sometimes doesn't involve me and our deal.

But leaving me in the parking lot without telling me whether or not I should wait for him is seriously damn thing.

Then something I heard distracted me. I looked at the TV.

"News update: Edward cheating on Bella?

Then they showed a video of the Edward and Tanya in a hospital, leaving it, in a car together and going to the mall.

"Rosalie Cullen was in there and saw this. She shouted at Tanya and Edward got mad at her. Does this mean Edward is picking Tanya over his sister? Absolutely. Sources said that Edward and Bella were incredibly sweet at school but why does Edward with Tanya?

Today's Poll: Edward cheating on Bella? Or they are just friends"

Then I heard the gate opened and a car went inside the garage.

It's Edward.

Then he slammed the door. I frowned and muted the TV. I opened the door and without a word, he went inside.

"Mind telling me why you're with Tanya? And why you didn't tell me?" I said angrily.

He didn't spoke. What's wrong with him?

He continued walking until he reached the stairs and I spoke.

"I am talking to you jerk! Don't pretend like I'm not here! DID YOU KNOW HOW LONG I'VE WAITED FOR YOU! YOU SHOULD HAVE TEXTED ME OR CALLED ME OR TOLD SOMEONE TO SAY THAT I SHOULDN'T WORRY! You're not answering your phone calls! And now you're not talking to me? Unbelievable"

He turned around, looking mad.

"Let me say this straight" He walked towards me and stopped only a few inches away. I smelled some alcohol in his shirt. Tanya and Edward got themselves drunk? Psh.

"You are not my girlfriend" He said those words slowly, lingering in every word he said.

"I know that! But you left me there at the parking lot and made me wait!"

"Who told you to wait? Huh?"

"YOU KNOW WHAT, I don't get you! You broke a rule and now you're the one who is mad here? Gosh!" I shouted back and crossed my arms.

"I didn't break any rule!"

"Oh yeah? Dating someone is not in the rules? Give me back my house! Deal's done! You had Tanya and broke a rule"

"YOU ARE JUST LIKE ROSALIE, I AM NOT DATING ANYONE! I'm not with Tanya!"

"Well I saw the videos in the TV; you can't deny it to me"

"Believe what you want! I don't care" He started to walk away again when I shouted.

"I HATE YOU!"

"You think you're the only one?" He said.

"Not because I'm not your girlfriend you don't owe me an explanation. You're so stupid! If you want Tanya to be jealous then you shouldn't gone out with her!"

"I don't owe you anything! I don't have to explain myself to you! WHO CARES? SHE WANTS ME TO GO AWAY FROM HER FOR THE MEAN TIME…I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE" He told me angrily.

"Fine! Deal's off!"

"GO AWAY BELLA! YOU ARE THE REASON WHY MY SISTER GOT MAD AT ME! IF SHE THINKS YOU ARE NOT MY GIRLFRIEND, SHE WON'T BE MAD AT ME, TANYA WON'T CRY! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

My fault? He really is a bitchy jerk.

"Me? Who is the one who pleaded for me to act as your girlfriend anyway?"

"I don't want to see you ever again Bella! I don't need you! Leave me alone!" He shouted.

He had his back facing me again as he walked up the stairs.

I got stunned by his words.

"Oh yeah I will go away from you! I wish you'll be happy! DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN! I GIVE UP!" I shouted for him to hear.

"Good" He said.

I don't know why but I'm crying. Our conversation shocked me.

I turned the TV off and gathered my things in the living room and placed it at my bag. Then I went inside my room and started packing my things.

It may be midnight already when I was finished.

I am giving up this house. My parents are already dead…they won't be mad if our house is with someone's owner now.

Should I leave a letter? No. I don't need to explain myself.

I put my things at my car, dressed into jeans, t-shirt and a hoodie. I started the engine and drove out of this house.

I decided to go to Alice. I knocked at her door and when she opened it, she yawned and got shocked why I'm here.

"Bella? What in the hell are you doing here at 3 in the morning?"

"Can I stay here?"

"Did you cry?"

I didn't spoke, I went inside her apartment. I sat at the couch and she sat beside me.

"I'm going to stay here…I'm not going back to our house"

"Huh? What do you mean?" She sounded worried.

"I…I don't want see Edward again" I murmured and she shook her head.

"So the news are real…I knew it"

"You knew what" I asked.

"At lunch, I saw him smiled at Tanya and she smiled back. Both looking at each other's eyes. You were there but you didn't notice it"

Tears are starting to fall down again.

"I know it hurts" She said.

"That's not why I'm crying. He blames me for what happened between him and his sister…he told me that if I wasn't his girlfriend, they would never fight" I just edited a few words.

"He told you that? Wow. He's a idiot! Why would he blame you?"

"And he keeps on denying that Tanya and him dated" I added that for her to forget what I said that Edward blames me. Then I cried more to make her believe that I'm jealous. With this, she would never ask and know about our deal.

"It's okay…don't cry"

"I hate him"

"No you don't. You love him…I know that" Alice said.

"I don't want to be his girlfriend again. I don't even want to be friends with him" His fake girlfriend again.

"You'll eat your words sis, even if it hurts…you'll forgive him soon"

"NO I won't"

"We'll see" She said.

I don't love Edward. I hate him. I hate him so much. One day he makes me smile, the other he made me cry.

Is he a girl player? The kind where he thinks people are his toys…

I don't want my house back. I don't have to suffer anymore.

EPOV

When I went inside my room, I quickly went to my bed and slept. I'm drunk and I'm tired.

The alarm clock rang and I still got a hangover but I went to take some shower anyway. Yesterday was my worst day and night ever.

I dressed up and went downstairs. I went to the dining room but no food is at the table.

I frowned and knocked to Bella's room.

"Bella, cooking breakfast for me is part of the rules" I told her and she didn't spoke.

"Wake up" I opened her door and went inside. Her room is empty.

She's not here…

Maybe she's in the shower. I went to her bathroom but it was also empty. I searched the whole house but she isn't here.

"Maybe she went to school early today. But why did she left me?" I asked myself. She's mad. She's not going to talk to me.

I went to her bed and sat at it. Then I realized something looked wrong here.

Then I remembered her words last night. "Oh yeah I will go away from you! I wish you'll be happy! DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN! I GIVE UP!".

She give up?

Her things! No teddy bears and stuffs in the bed. I went to her closet and all her clothes were gone.

She went out of the house!

Shit! This is all my fault. Remembering last night, everything that came out of my mouth can hurt her. The worst part is, I told her to stay away.

My head hurts. What am I going to do now?

"You are so stupid Edward!" I told myself.

Then I remembered that I had an interview today. This can give me a chance to say sorry to Bella.

I called my manager for help and I also explained to him what happened at the mall.

BPOV

Me and Al went to school early today. People are looking at me.

Some are even talking about me.

"OMG! I knew they fight. I pity Bella…" A girl said.

"We all know Bella can't be with a prince forever" Another girl said.

"So it's true that Edward cheated on her? Poor Bella"

"Don't blame Edward. You know how she looks" A blonde spoke.

"Maybe she just seduced Edward to like her"

"Tanya is a whore! How can she do that?"

"Tanya is just Tanya. Maybe he still likes her"

"But Bella and Edward are so sweet together! I hate Edward now"

I cried as I heard their conversations. I seduced Edward? How can they say that?

Then I decided to put earphones so I won't hear them. I don't need their opinions anyway. This news would be in Hollywood for only a month. Sooner or later, they'll forget me.

Then alice pulled my earphones down.

"What?" I asked.

"Look" She said. Camera mans, interviewers…paparazzis are starting to crowd me. I frowned.

CAN'T THEY LEAVE ME ALONE? Not now please…I still had tears and they caught it.

Flashes of camera welcomed me with their questions

"Why are you crying? Is it because of Edward?"

"Ms. Bella, is it true Edward cheated behind your back?"

"Does Tanya and Edward together again?"

"Did you two break up?"

"What can you say about Rosalie's rescue for you?"

"What is your reaction when you saw the news? Did someone tell you?"

"Is Tanya seducing Edward?"

"Is it true Edward don't love you?"

I decided it was time to end this.

"Please" They all shut up but camera flashes won't.

"I needed time…I don't…I still don't know what to believe. People might say I don't have trust on Edward but I just wanted time alone. At the right time, I'll answer all your questions and choose the right decisions for me and Edward" Then I ran towards the school. The guards stopped them to go inside the school.

"It's okay" Alice comforted me.

"Well well well…Isabella Swan" Jessica Stanley had her arms crossed and looked at me.

"What do you want?" I asked.

She's my great enemy since 3rd grade.

"I knew Edward don't love you…all this time, he was just acting"

What does she mean? She knew about the deal?

"He loves Tanya and maybe you just seduced him" She said.

Alright, she didn't know the deal.

"Leave her alone please" Alice said.

"Fine" Then she went out as quickly as she appeared.

Then a text message distracted me.

Bella…I'm sorry last night. Please forgive me, I'm a bitch…I know that. But I'm drunk and some words I said weren't true. I hope we can talk

Sorry,

Edward.

Sorry? That's it? After what he did…he thinks I could just forgive him? I don't care if he's drunk.

He's hitting below the belt.

Things are messed up right now. I wish I could just edit my past. So that I won't meet Edward.

And all of this didn't happen.

Angry is what I have with Edward right now.

Ikr? Edward is a jerk today but let's see what he'll do next! If you all don't have nothing to do while waiting for the next update, go read my another story 'Secret Identity' and don't forget to review there too! Mhuah! Oh and I'm totally hating Tanya for planning all of this!

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Remember, every fight can be the cause of ending or the strength of a relationship. But well…in Edward and Bella's situation, they really don't have true relationship. Pure friendship? We'll see about that.

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