Chapter 15

Please

BPOV

When I went inside my first class, everyone stared at me.

"She looks horrible with red eyes" A brunette said.

Red eyes?

"Don't blame her…she cried" The girl with a black hair said.

Just because Edward blamed me, I'll cry?

I don't understand myself. Usually, I'm the kind of girl who can't cry with easy things like those because I'm used to being bullied since I was a kid.

Maybe because bullied by people was hurting me. What Edward did was mentally.

But still…

The teacher went inside the room and I frowned. He had TV? Why would math need a movie?

Seriously weird.

Then without saying anything, he opened it and made us all watch.

I frowned more as I saw what we were going to watch.

The interview of Edward with Tanya and Jacob.

Is that the reason why Jacob is absent? Because they're promoting their movie. Yes that's the reason.

DOES THE TEACHER INTENTIONALLY WANTED TO ANNOY MY DAY? SERIOUSLY? IT'S SICK! HE KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED AND NOW HE'S GOING TO MAKE US ALL WATCH THE INTERVIEW!

It doesn't make any sense.

"What does Edward, Tanya, and Jacob had to do with math?" I asked out of annoyingness.

"Just watch" The teacher said and turned the light off.

I crossed my arms on the table and buried my head in my arms so I won't see the movie.

But I could still here their voice. Irritating voices.

Interviewer: Good morning people! Here we have now are Edward Cullen, Tanya Denali and Jacob Black! Good morning, how are all of you?

Jacob: I'm great

It was only Jacob I heard who answered.

Interviewer: First of all, what can you say about your movie being on top for a week?

Tanya: It feels overwhelming knowing that our hard works we've done came out as a good movie and people loved it.

Interviewer: We all know that you three haven't filmed a movie together since you are 10…what can you say about the sudden reunion?

Edward: Actually we hang out a lot but filming a movie together is just fun.

Jacob: Yeah I agree.

Interviewer: People got excited when you three decided to go to school before the premiere of the movie. What does it feels like going to a high standard school?

Tanya: It is so fun! The three of us hadn't gone to school since we were 5 so being able to attend classes again made me happy.

Interviewer: Isn't hard to budget your time with school stuffs and the Hollywood thing? And of course with your personal lives?

Jacob: Pretty much…but this school made us took the quizzes or exams we missed when we did a Hollywood thing. So our grades won't fail…

Tanya: Sometimes you'll think there are no weekdays because of tons to do but at the end of the day, you'll still be happy because you've accomplished something.

Edward: All we have to do is manage our time so we won't feel like so stressed up.

Interviewer: Speaking of personal lives, no offense but why don't you have no girlfriend right now Jacob? Or is there a girlfriend now?

Jacob: I guess the girl I want is already taken but I think I'll have a chance now.

Interviewer: Ooh…can we know who is she?

Jacob: Soon

Interviewer: I like that, Tanya…any love relationship?

Tanya: None…I still don't have plans into changing my status. Being single is fun.

Interviewer: And of course, Edward….what is happening?

Edward: Complicated things right now.

Yeah right. Just say you are also single!

Interviewer: Complicated? Mind if I ask, is the news real? You two dating again?

Edward: No, none of it is true.

Tanya: Me and Edward broke up a long time ago. We are just purely friends.

Interviewer: But why does Rosalie said you, Edward, are cheating behind Bella's back? Besides, we caught you two at a hospital and at a mall.

Tanya: It was all a misunderstanding.

Haha. Now she wants to lie. Why do they have to lie? Oh I know. To make their image good.

Edward: We are just friends. Nothing romantic going on…

Tanya: Yes. After PE yesterday, I got a head ache. Edward told me that I should go to the nurse but I told him I should visit the hospital because you know how I am…I'm always scared when something is wrong with my health and I thought I had a checkup that day. When we got there, the doctor said I don't have a check up and nothing is wrong with my health.

Edward: I drove her to the hospital because I can't let a friend drive when she got a headache. I was about to drop her to her house when she told me she had to buy something at a mall. I accompany her and when we got there; my sister saw us and thought I'm dating her.

Interviewer: Oh, so your sister just assumed everything?

Edward: Exactly and when I got home, me and Bella fight.

I raised my head to see the TV monitor. Why is he talking about our fight? What is he up to? Why does he have to say to the whole world we fight? To tell them we broke up? Yeah right.

Interviewer: Ohh is everything okay now?

Edward: Actually not. She's mad at me.

Interviewer: Ever explained to her?

Edward: The night me and my sister got mad at each other, I went to a bar. Hate to admit but I drunk a lot of alcohol. When I went home, I am already drunk then Bella welcomed me with angry face. Of course, I don't blame her…she's my girlfriend…she'll ask.

Interviewer: And then? She didn't let you explain?

Edward: No. I did a very huge mistake that I will regret forever in my life. I'm the one who she thought cheated and I blamed her why me and my sister fight. It's a stupid thing. I'm sorry Bella…I know you don't deserved that. Every word I said weren't true. I hope we can talk.

WHY IS HE SAYING THIS TO EVERYONE? HE'S RUINING HIS IMAGE!

Interviewer: What did she said?

Edward: She told me she give up.

WHY IN THE WORLD IS HE TALKING ABOUT THIS! GOSH!

Interviewer: Do you think she can forgive you?

Edward: I love Bella more than anyone or anything in the world I have right now. She changed me and I don't think I could live without her. I don't know if she can forgive me but I do hope so.

Interviewer: We got an statement from her early this morning

Edward: You did?

Interviewer: Yes…and we'll show it to you.

Then a video played.

"Isabella Swan…what can you say about Edward?"

"Did you two broke up?"

"Does Tanya and Edward had a thing" The interviewers said.

"Please I needed time…I don't…I still don't know what to believe. People might say I don't have trust on Edward but I just wanted time alone. At the right time, I'll answer all your questions and choose the right decisions for me and Edward"

Then the video was cut off.

Tanya: I'm so sorry Bella! I really feel sad about happened. But she knows me and Edward were close friends…

Jacob shook his head.

Edward stared at the floor.

Interviewer: What can you say?

Edward: If I ever wanted to say things for her…I'll tell it to her…not here.

Interviewer: Okay. We all hope everything work out fine. You two are perfect for each other…the best couple in Hollywood.

Interviewer: Thank you Edward, Tanya and Jacob for being here.

Tanya: Thanks for having us here.

Interviewer: There we have it, once again, good morning people!

Then the interview stopped for a commercial and the teacher closed the TV.

How can Edward say all those things worldwide? What does he wants? Why can't he leave me alone?

I quickly stood up and all the eyes were on mine. I grabbed my bag and went to the door.

"Excuse me" I pushed off the teacher, not caring if this is directly cutting off school but who can blame me? Why does he have to make me watch that damn interview?

I ran out of the school to my car. Everyone is still looking at me and some are even talking.

I closed my eyes for minutes.

I'm so confused right now. All that came out of my head is questions I can't answer!

I drove fast out of the school property and to somewhere no one can see me.

I went at the forest near my house…or Edward's house. I walked until I got here.

My meadow.

This is the place I can relax besides library. But since they all know library is where me and Edward went, girls crowded it every day, expecting Edward to be there.

I lay there and stared at the sky for hours making my head relax.

"One reason why I shouldn't kill Edward? Fans will kill me" I said.

I touched my forehead. I'm having a headache right now!

I don't understand Edward. He told me to stay away from and I said yes…why is he acting like he still wants me back?

"Can we talk?" I heard a voice. I gasped and sat down.

No one knows this place. This is hidden!

I looked around to see Edward.

Am I imagining things?

"Please" He said, standing beside a tree.

I frowned at him.

"How in the hell did you know I'm here?"

"I saw your car on my way to the house…I walked until I got here"

"Leave me alone!" I shouted at him. Totally mad.

"Let's talk please"

"There's nothing to talk about"

"There is a lot to talk about. Me and you"

"There is no me and you" I said and stood up.

"Please!" He said.

"Edward, if you don't want to leave me alone…I'll leave"

But the only way to get out of here is the path behind Edward. I didn't even looked at him as I bumped my shoulder to his right so he will get out of my way.

But I guess it didn't work out. And that's the worst thing I ever did.

He caught my hand and pulled me into him. He wrapped his arms around my waist.

"CUT IT OUT!" I shouted but he didn't let go of me.

"What do you want from me?" I said, totally mad at him.

"I want you…to talk with me"

"I told you I don't want to!"

"Please! Give me a chance!"

"Chance? For what! You want me gone and I did what you want!"

"I didn't mean anything last night!"

"Who cares?" I said.

It's irritating to talk with him when our body is this close.

"Me…I care" He said…his voice low.

"I don't care" I gave him a cold stare.

"Forgive Bella…I'm sorry. I made a mistake. It's not your fault that me, tanya and my sister fight. It's all my fault"

"I don't need an explanation! I'm not your girlfriend! I'm not even your friend!"

"So you really give up? You're a quitter!"

"I TOLD YOU I DON'T CARE!" I shouted at his face.

"All the hard works your parents did just to make the house built is going into nothing because you're giving up"

"They're dead!"

"We had a deal…you signed the contract that we will stay pretending until a year! We only had a month or less!"

"You broke the deal yourself!"

"How many times did I told you I didn't? You heard Tanya at the interview"

"Wait…did you planned…the whole math thing?" I said slowly.

I'm so gonna punch him.

He nodded.

"I HATE YOU EDWARD CULLEN!"

"No you don't!"

"I TOLD YOU I GAVE UP! LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE! I DON'T NEED YOU IN MY LIFE! I'M NOT GOING TO LET MYSELF SUFFER AGAIN! I DON'T CARE IF I'M A QUITTER! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE OR EVEN HEARD YOUR NAME! PLEASE…just leave me alone" I was crying when I said those words. I'm tired of all of this…

Then he kissed me.

I pushed him away but he put a hand on my face and kissed me again.

It was longer and I hate it. The more I tried to push him, the more he'll kiss me. The way his lips crushed mine is just too strong.

When he pulled out, I was crying so hard.

"I'm not your toy…You can't just kiss me because you like it…you can't just make me say yes to something I don't want to do. I have a life!" I stared at him as tears fell down and he looks like he doesn't want to see what he's looking at.

"Bella…"

"Please Edward…leave me. I gave up! I don't want this deal anymore…knowing you is the worst thing that ever happened to me"

Then I was able to get out of his hold and ran back to my car.

Once inside my car, tears fell down more.

Honestly, when he kissed me…

I realized I have something for him. I have feeling for him.

But I know it was wrong. I know I couldn't be so stupid to let this feeling say yes to his plans again because in the end, I'll be one who will be hurt again.

I cried not only because of the way he treats me…but also because I love him. I do…and I don't know why! All this time he smiles…he stares…he hugs…he kissed me, I knew I had something there and I keep on denying to myself. I keep on thinking I'm annoyed at him.

The more you hate, the more you love? Maybe.

I drove faster until I got to the apartment. I went to my room and cried.

"Why do I have to love a guy that all he does is hurt me and is taken already?" I asked myself.

I hate myself. I'm not in love with Edward! I'm just confused right now!

EPOV

I didn't know why I kissed Bella. But it seemed appropriate.

Hearing her words…stunned me.

She's so hurt. I hate it. I don't want to see her like that.

I wanted to do what she wants…to leave her alone but I had this feeling I shouldn't.

That I still need her. That I still can't lose her. Not right now…

But playing her for Tanya seems so wrong now. I'm hurting Bella so much and so is Tanya.

What can I do to make Bella forgive me? To make her back at our deal?

BPOV

I slept and when I woke up, it was already 2 am. I stood up and went to alice's room. She's not here…but she left a note.

Went to Jasper's. Need help? Call me. Love yah!

It was better for her to be gone right now. I needed alone time.

I went to the kitchen and cooked. I hadn't eaten lunch and dinner.

After eating, I went to the living room to watch TV.

Pictures of me crying on my car was all over the news. The one in the school parking lot.

Who took these pictures? I didn't saw any paparazzi or camera man. Gosh!

I quickly turned the TV off. I'm so stressed with these things!

I went to bed again and slept. I think I'll skip class tomorrow and just stayed here the whole day. I just don't want to see Edward again. EVER!

When I woke up, I quickly went to shower.

When I'm fully dressed up, I heard a knock. I went to the door and saw Jacob.

"What are you doing here?"

"Ice cream" He raised a one gallon of ice cream and smiled.

"I…" I wanted him to stay away at least now but he quickly spoke.

"I know what you'll say…Jacob please leave me right now but let me just tell you, you don't have to bury yourself with cries. Let's have fun" He smiled more and I just laughed.

"Ok" He went inside and sat at the couch.

"Spoons please" He murmured and I smiled. He's like a kid. I went to the kitchen and got two spoons and sat at the couch too.

"You don't look okay" He said.

"I don't want to talk about it"

"It's okay, I know why" He scooped an ice cream and said yummy.

"Jake…if you love someone…do you really have to take risks and let yourself suffer?" He's a guy. He'll know…

"You're suffering?"

"Just answer it" I ate ice cream as he started to speak.

"Sometimes…if you really wanted a relationship to last, yes but it's never been good"

"Does breaking up with Edward the right thing to do?" I asked him.

I can't believe I'm opening up to him.

"You're the only one who can answer that. If you really love him, you'll give him second chance, but if you can't take it anymore…I am here"

"Huh?" He is here?

"To be your crying shoulder" He said and I punched his arm lightly.

"Be serious"

"I'm serious"

"Thank you Jake…I just can't talk about this to anyone…I hope you won't mention anything to Edward"

"Of course"

"Do you really love him?" He suddenly asked. I nodded. That's the truth.

I broke my own rule. I love Edward. And I don't like it.

"How did you know?" He asked.

"You'll feel it Jake"

"Does he love you?" He asked again.

"I don't know"

"You don't know? How was that even possible?"

"I just don't know"

"CHANGE TOPIC! You're so stressed up…have you seen the new movie trailer?" I smiled at that.

"What movie trailer?"

"The comedy-horror…I forgot what it's called"

We talked there for hours, we also watched a movie. We ate lunch and it's fun to have him here. At least for hours I forgot my problems…and Edward.

"Jake, it's already 4…my sister's coming home. I think you should go home now"

"Aww"

"Maybe next time….thank you. I had fun" I smiled at him and he smiled back.

"DO what you have to do…always think I'm here. Goodluck" He advised then went out of the door.

Jacob is the kind of guy with no problem. Like everything are cool and all problems have solutions. I wish I could be like that.

Then a knock again.

I laughed.

"Jake, did you forget something?" Then I opened the door.

"It's not Jacob…it's me" Edward standing there.

"What do you want?" I automatically had a cold face for him.

"I'll give you a week. Think about my deal"

"I don't want to make any deals anymore"

"Tanya won't leave me anymore…she told me. I'll give you your house back for free if you made her say to me she wants me back. Like before…but now, I'll pay you. Car…money. Whatever you want…just say deal"

"I don't need my house back, a car and money"

"Me?"

Maybe.

"Shut up"

"Think about it. I promise you don't have to sleep at the guest room anymore…Alice can also stay at the house if you want. I'll give her the resort she always wanted and I won't treat you like I hate you"

"Alice doesn't want any resort"

"She does. I heard it…"

"I don't know Edward…I'm not a gold digger"

"Think about my deal Bella. Please" He smiled politely then went out of my sight.

Alice…my only sister…wanted a resort? Huh?

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