A/N after this I'm not doing in the point of view of Pauly

Vinny just stood there shock he saw all nurses around Pauly working on him. He knew that was going happen. 20 minutes the doctor came over she didn't look happy.

"Sorry his heart stopped and we couldn't get it working again."

"I just wanna be alone with him for a moment." Everyone unhooked him and walked away. He kissed his lips one last time.

"Pauly I love you so much I can't believe you're gone. I don't know what I'll do without you." After that they moved his body out about the time the rest cast members showed up.

"Congrats Vinny. I heard that Pauly gave birth to twins. Where is he?" Vinny stood there in shock feeling so sick he didn't wanna cry. Deena knew sometimes was wrong so she went to him they whispered to each other

"What happened?"

"Pauly died he body couldn't take it."

"Omg I'm sorry I'll tell them to go away so you can alone." Deena tried her hardest not cry but couldn't and broke down crying her eyes out Snooki went up to her.

"What's wrong?"

"Pauly died the babies are fine." Snooki told everyone and them all hugged Vinny. He soon collapsed on the floor Snooki went to him to just hold me but just moved away.

"I need to be alone please go." May 15 2015 was the best and worst day of his life. Everything he knew was gone he nothing. Now he had a father to two beautiful children. He went home packing his bags and packing up everything he was going home to be with his mom.

A week later

They had a funeral from him he was buried back in RI. Pauly's parents were mad at Vinny for what happened but happy that two grandbabies came out it. When he came home his mom was shocked to him.

"Vinny why did come to live here."

"Mama Pauly died and I can't be in jersey anymore." She ran up to her son holding him tight as Vinny just cried.

"I'm so sorry honey I'll be there for you." She picked up the two babies moving them her room lying them on the bed. Vinny went to his bed room lied on the bed and just cried. His whole world was mess and all fucked up.

5 months later

Vinny was getting letter from the cast members wondering if everything was ok with him. The show was canceled because they couldn't go after Pauly's death and Vinny leaving to go home for good. Snooki called his phone and Vinny picked up the phone.

"Vinny I miss you I wanna get together with you."

"I'd like that you're still in jersey."

"Everyone went back home after the show. How are the twins doing? I hope things are better."

"I'm getting better day after day and they're good mom is helping me."

"That is good."

"Yup bye nice talking to you." They hung up the phone he realized he go out for diapers and his mom was gone. He got the twins dressed and they went to the store. As he was Wal-Mart a cute guy caught his eye. The guy went up to him Vinny didn't know how think.

"Hey I'm Gino your cute. What cute kids."

"Thanks I'm Vinny." Gino noticed the ring on his finger and wondered why seemed to be flirting.

"I didn't know you were married. I'm sorry."

"I was I just get myself to take of the ring."

"I understand if mind me asking what happened."

"My husband died about 5 months ago."

"I'm really sorry. You wanna go sometime."

"Yeah but not looking for anything serious."

"We'll take it real slow." He tore off a piece of paper off writing down his number giving to Vinny." He smiled back at Gino when grabbed the number their hands touched and first time Vinny felt "loving" feeling. He went to the baby care aisle got his stuff and left. When got home he lay on the bed thinking bout Gino. He looked up

I miss you much Pauly why did you have go. The twins are growing up without a father. I love you so much. Vinny was looked like Pauly he had his eyes and smile. Evie had his smile too. He called up Gino up.

"Hey it's Vinny the guy you met today. Maybe we could go to a movie later."

"I like that idea I'll pick you up around 5." Vinny told him his addy. His mom came back shortly after. He decided to take brief nap before going out. He had a dream about Pauly

His dream

"Babe I miss you so much. Why did you have to leave me like that? I'm alone with our kids."

"I'm sorry didn't know I was gonna die I never wanted to leave you. You know you're hurting. I hating you like this but everything will get better I promise."

"I love you so much I need you be with you and I can't."

Vinny soon woke up he was crying and sweating a lot. He touched his wedding ring. He just got in the shower where he just cried. If it wasn't for his kids he would "go away" soon Gino showed up to take him out that made him happy. When got to the movie they sat down and started to hold hands. Gino reached in for a kiss so Vinny kissed him back. He felt weird for kissing someone when just lost Pauly. He broke away from the kiss Gino could tell something was wrong so he whispered to him

"I'm sorry for kissing you."

"I just felt weird kissing someone else. I liked it."

"I don't want you feel uncomfortable."

"I like that you're sweet." Vinny went in for kiss and two kissed again. Vinny was falling love and it scared him. He still didn't want anyone but Pauly. He had feeling that Gino knew that. After the movie they went out a club to have some drinks and party. Even though the music was fast Vinny and Gino slowed danced holding on to each other.

"Vinny do think you can stay over."

"I don't think do it's to fast I hope you understand."

"I understand you can tell me when you're ready. I don't wanna rush you." Vinny kissed him the lips before they got in the car. When they got his house Gino kissed Vinny one last time.

"Bye I had fun with you call me tomorrow."

"Me too I will." For the first time in long time he was happy and he was smiling again. He kissed the twins telling goodnight before he went to bed.

A year later

Vinny and Gino were together and now living together just them and the twins. He was a great step dad to them. Vinny Jr. and Evie were now a year and 5 months old getting real big. He was glad to have someone like Gino in his life. He was so in love with him but still didn't want to let his guard down. Vinny had a moment in his life that was bittersweet. The twin's first word was dada and they called Gino that made Vinny sad he always imaged them telling Pauly that. Vinny Jr. had short brown hair and Evie had black hair like Pauly.