Pokemon isn't mine but my OC Blake belongs to me as well as this story.

I wasn't the lying type,Never was,Never will be. So I told them flat out,I,Blake, who loved Giratina and Arceus had had sex with Reshiram and Zekrom...and enjoyed it. At first they seemed confused,not understanding and then they seemed relived,which was odd. But then they told me that they where just glad I wasn't harmed or anything and where actually quite surprised that I had had sex with another male even though I had told Giratina I was bi.

"We somewhat expected something but we more expected you to get hurt or you to get into some argument over something stupid like why you where chosen to act as a trainer...And then we would of have had to tell them we fucked you more than once and where rather fond of you."Giratina said

"Why didn't you come after me anyways?"I said back

"Well the whole getting hurt thing went away pretty quickly when we saw you where actually shopping with them...So yes we watched you until you where snatched up by Zekrom and flew off, And let me tell you we had to tell a big lie to Cynthia to keep her off of you."Arceus said

So there it was,I was OK,Arceus and Giratina where OK,Zekrom and Reshiram where more than pleased, and Cynthia was off my back. So all in all everything was well. So I told Arceus of my want to move on to the next town which I had found out was solaceon town where the main Pokemon daycare was located in the region and I had found I would like to learn more about Pokemon with physical experience and The area was next on the map.

Arceus agreed to call all the legends with us to move on to the next town tomorrow and we all bundled up for the night to sleep. When morning came we all woke nearly at the same time and we went down for breakfast Which was uneventful. Finally after breakfast was done we all got together,calling Reshiram,Zekrom,Darkrai and Rayquaza together who had been doing their own things in the city and surrounding areas and all prepared to leave after signing out of the hotel.

When we questioned Cynthia if she would like a ride she declined and said she would catch up herself. So the legends and I departed for solaceon. The initial flight from hearthome to the small town was also uneventful besides the common flying Pokemon flying in the skies with us and admiring us. Though from above we could see trainers and Pokemon alike on the ground.

Finally after a couple of hours of flying we reached our destination. Since the area didn't have a hotel we had to check in with the Poke-center and rent a room their with a lot of suspicious eyes following me which unnerved me.

"Since I'm here I'm going to check out the daycare and see if I cant learn a thing or two you two can come with or do whatever you like I don't care."I said

"I'm coming with you to make sure you aren't hurt or anything,Wouldn't want to lose my favorite toy now." Giratina said

"I'm going to look at the area for awhile you two have fun,Especially you Blake."Arceus said while winking to me

The daycare was what It said it was,A daycare for Pokemon, A place where any trainer could come and go keeping their Pokemon or allowing them time to be free for a wile. Their where all kinds of Pokemon I saw while looking over the fence,From small dragons to large sea creatures. They where all kinds of cute to dangerous. And then it dawned on me,these creatures where stronger than me despite being cute.

And then I remembered but I felt like I had never forgotten in the first place. I remembered how useless I would always feel back in my world,How I would cry to myself on nights and take pills to make myself feel better. I remembered the agony and frustration that pushed and pulled at my very being. I remembered everything.

How I was diagnosed with depression years ago,how angry I was and then how sad and hopeless. And then I felt how worn out I was despite my age. It all came back. And then I had no desire to be seen by anything Pokemon or human and I could feel tears at my eyes. Before I knew it I was running back to the poke-center crying my head off.

And before I knew it I was wrapped up in Blankets in a locked room with no-one their with me. That didn't last long though soon Giratina found a way through the door using her powers and she was their to comfort me like always. But her presence brought me more pain because she was something better than me. She was a god,and I...I was nothing in my own eyes again. Not a soldier,not a doctor,not a god, not even human anymore. I was a wreck. A bitter shell of what was once a man. And the sad part was that this is who I was to myself.

So I cried into Giratina's chest while she tried to comfort me with words and hugs, but they where no good..Not anymore,I was just her little pet and nothing more at that moment she seemed to be the root of all evil she wasn't helping. But even though,I still enjoyed her company,Even if I hated what she was. To be nothing in the presence of a god was unsettling and I hated it,everything and myself at the time. How I had just lost it a few minutes ago,How I was a small pawn for two gods,How I was in this world.

It was a good hour before I calmed down enough to talk with Giratina,and the first thing I said was one word"Why"

"Why what?"Giratina said

"Why am I here,Why am I so weak,Why can my mind break so easily while others can't,why am I a toy to a god even though,why does despite my best effort I return to my depressed ways?"I said

"Your not weak your mind is more structured than everyone else and you have to get used to it,I don't consider you a toy anymore you more my lover than anything and you will be able to get over depression I know you will."

"If my mind is so structured why can't I use it,If im not your toy how come you said you didn't want to lose your favorite toy earlier and how will I stop being sad?huh answer me."

Giratina didn't say anything after that just sighed and hugged me closer. I was so sad but she was now helping me and I knew it. But it wasn't enough not yet. Giratina could sense my distrust of her but even though she somehow got me to my feet and into the bathroom,and finally into the tub after stripping me down. She intended to let me relax and watch over me at the same time.

She turned on the tap and slowly watched to tub fill with warm water until it was almost full before turning it off. Then she began cleaning me with tears in her eyes. I could tell she cared,but I sill felt like nothing. Giratina continued to rub me down with a soft sponge until I was clean,Then she left the room and allowed me to rest.

I sat there in the tub for a good wile thinking about myself. It was annoying being so weak difficult even having everything done for you. But I still managed to move myself out of the tub,drain it,dry myself off,and get dressed again.

When I got out of the bathroom I noticed that Arceus was there and was heavily talking to Giratina about me. But I ignored them and headed to bed where I felt myself drifting off to sleep. It wasn't until later that I felt both Arceus and Giratina slip under the covers with me,and then just barley I felt some happiness

Thabk you for reading and please tell me how I did and I know this chapter was a little shorter than usual.