White Horse: Chapter 5

May 2, 2012

Author's Note:This chapter will probably make you as confused as Amber doing Algebra! But here it is anyway, Chapter 5 of 'White Horse'. All of your reviews make me smile like Jerome pulling off a prank! My mother thinks I've gone crazy...
P.S.: I watched 'The Lucky One' in the cinema today! Has anybody else seen it? Did you enjoy it? If you haven't seen it I highly recommend it!

Disclaimer:I do not own anything other than the plot. Though I do own this Oreo cupcake I am eating...

I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

Fabian PoV: (Something special ;) you sort of get to see what's going on in his head!)

As I pull my black Audi TT into the parking lot I see a familiar, pink, convertible Porsche driving away.

Killing the engine I race up the stairs, to our apartment.

Opening the solid, wooden door I see a very bare looking space staring back.

She's moved out.

She isn't just staying at Amber's for a while.

She's really gone.

Probably forever.

I take one, of the many photo albums, off the counter and sink to the floor, hugging it to my chest.

With tears pouring down my face, I curl into a ball and just lie there, sobbing.

Crying makes me feel weak.

I don't care though.

The love of my life practically just screamed in my face that she's never coming back.

I figure I'm aloud to cry.

"Fabian!" a sweet voice calls.

I gaze up at her from the bottom of a large, marble staircase. A huge grin plastered on my face, she grins back.

She looks mesmerizing.

I open my arms wide and immediately she runs down the smooth, white steps, into my tight embrace.

I inhale the fruity scent of her hair. She smells like her strawberry shampoo, the one she never seems to run out of.

The smell makes my head spin.

"You look beautiful. Just like a princess." I twist a lock of her silky hair around my finger and tug on it slightly, locking our gazes together. Her warm, chocolate eyes make my brain implode.

"I love you," I whisper in her ear, gently kissing the soft skin of her neck.

She nuzzles her head against my shoulder, her fingers playing with the hair at the nape of my neck.

It feels amazing. Her being this close makes me feel like I could save the world!

"I love you too; don't ever leave me Fabian, please!" she whispers. She sounds so scared.

"I won't, I promise." That is one promise I don't need to think twice about making.

Using my index finger, I lift her face to mine.

Our lips brush against each others, her touch feather-like.

I kiss her again, though with more power this time. My hand cups her cheek holding her face there.

Adrenaline courses through me.

I feel light-headed and weak at the knees; I have no idea how I'm managing to keep both of us standing.

Her arms lock behind my head, pulling me closer.

I graze my tongue over her bottom lip, begging her for entrance. She grants my wish immediately.

Fireworks explode in my head.

It feels like a million butterflies have been set free in my stomach.

My heart is beating a mile a minute.

Then it's so bright I think I've gone blind.

She's still there though, safely wrapped up in my arms.

I kiss her, telling her not to worry and that everything is alright.

But it's not.

The moment out lips come into contact I know it's not my Nina.

It's Her.

The bitch that ruined my life.

I try to pull away, desperate to go and find my one true love.

Tell her that this is all a big misunderstanding...

Wow! This light is boiling!

And I think the temperature is still rising!

If I don't get out of here soon I'm going to burn to death!

I look around for some form of shade. I see it about 6 metres away.

I try to move towards it but i can't move anything below my neck.

What's going on?

And then I see it; a figure staggering towards us through the dark. A figure dressed all in white.

It's Nina and she's shaking violently.

The 'dark side' must be freezing!

I try to run to her and give her a warm, comforting hug.

But I can't.

This is spooky! What's happening to me?

She shouts my name, wanting my attention.

I turn to look at her, as does the girl in my arms.

I try calling to her, try telling her that everything is going to be alright and that I'm coming to get her.

Instead it comes out as an amused laugh.

THIS IS NOT FUNNY FABIAN! WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING?

She tries to cross over to the 'light side', but her foot won't go over the boundary.

"Fabian you promised!" she cries, and now, I find, I can't even turn my head to look at her.

I KNOW NINA, I'M COMING, I PROMISE! but I have no idea how I'm going to keep this promise.

'What are you doing?' I think towards the monster I'm STILL holding!

'I'm taking back what's rightfully mine'

'You're Crazy! I don't want you! Let me go!'

'No, I'll never let you go. We'll be together forever!'

Nina bawls my name repeatedly and the sound makes me want to cry.

Her voice is so thick with pain that it actually hurts!

Then she is screaming for help and I can't even turn to see what's happening!

The anger and frustration of breaking my promises is agonizing!

I jolt awake; sweat plastering my clothes to my body, my damp hair sticking to my face, tears staining my cheeks...

I realize that I'm still clutching the photo album to my chest.

I throw it at the opposite wall and it falls to the floor with a dull thud, landing open on a photo of me and Nina on our first date.

Tears well in my eyes again and I blink a few times, trying to keep them at bay.

It was just a dream, just like so many other before it!

Only this one didn't have a happy ending, this one ended in pain and misery...

What have I done?

I peel off my sticky t-shirt and drag a clean one over my head.

I have to fix this!

I grab my car keys off the table.

Why did I let her get to me?

I pull on my jacket.

I HAVE to get my Nina back!

I slam the door and jog to my car.

Author's Note: Ok, so this chapter has the dream from Fabian's PoV and a little insight into Fabian's thoughts. I bet most of you are thinking 'What the hell is happening?' Don't worry my fellow Sibuna's! All will become clear in the final few chapters. I'm also off school until Tuesday so uploads SHOULD be faster! 4-5 reviews until the next upload. Sibuna!