Again, I own Nothing at all... wish I did. This chapter is dedicated to alycat3 Because she requested it in Jacobs POV :)
Jacobs POV-
I might be the last person you expected to compliment any of the leeches. But some of them are actually ok. Like Jasper. He's actually a really nice guy.
I have to admit, he use to scare the crap out of me. I mean, he has all those scars, and he loves to stare at you with those deadly eyes that screamed, "Hurt my family, and I'll go all carnivore on you." And I think that if I were to try and go all wolf on him, I would become a Jasper chew toy, and all that would be left of me would be a small pile of Jacob fluff.
But after Nessie was born, I really got to know him. I now know that he is such a sucker for the women in his family. He would do anything that any of them ask of him. If they want to go shopping, he goes with them to hold the bags. If Nessie needs any food, he will go get it. If Alice wants some need outfit from china, he will be on that plane faster than I can say Mississippi. He's always running ahead to open the doors, pulling out their chairs, and holding Alice's hand. They call him a gentleman, but I call him whipped with a capital W.
And him and Alice together? It's kind of weird actually. When one of them walks into the room, the other automatically turns around. Then they give each other these goo-goo eyes that would make anyone sick .But that's about it. I haven't even seen them kiss. What kind of relationship is that? I mean their married! They need to get a room, and to use it. I made the mistake of asking Edward if they ever actually do anything, all he did was laugh and say, "Hell yeah, let's just say that the forest has lost a few trees in the past week." Actually (Don't tell the guys or Leah this) but I find their love kind of cute. It's based more off of emotional love, instead of physical love. They don't go around making out every second that they can, and they barley say "I love you". I asked why once, and they said that they've been together so long, and with him being an empath, they just know how each other feels. They don't always buy each other expensive gifts, even though they can afford it. Yesterday Jasper bought Alice a small stuffed elephant, and she acted like it was her favorite thing in the world. She was jumping up and down like a crazy person. I asked jasper why she liked it so much, and he said that on their first date they went to a circus. Her favorite thing there was the elephants. There love is so simple, but crazy strong.
Enough about love, let's move on to manly stuff. Let's talk about fighting. Jasper has moves, like crazy moves. He's like a freaking ninja with all his kicking and stuff. He could fight anyone and win by a landslide. I tried to play fight him once, in human form. I'm ashamed to admit that even without his vampire strength; he kicked my butt all the way to china and back.
Another cool thing about jasper is his stories. I totally love to listen to war stories. Sometimes, when no one else is around, I ask jasper to tell me a story about the Civil War. He usually agrees. He can keep my attention easily. And he makes the stuff actually sound cool. If he were my history teacher, I might actually pass.
Now, let me get all mushy and disgusting for a second. Jasper is actually a really caring person. I can see why Nessie goes to him with all her problems. He always listens and doesn't interrupt till your done talking and he never judges anyone. One day a "friend" of mine was having girlfriend problems. Nessie, I mean my "Friends" girlfriend, Said that he was a jerk. She wanted him to be more romantic and more of a gentleman. Well, Jasper showed "him" some tips. He said that you should do small and sometimes unnecessary things, to make her feel important. He said that you should tell her she looks beautiful, call her for no reason, and always put her first. You should also tell her how important she is, and listen to everything that she has to say. All these small things add up. Like one time The Cullen's and I went to a movie theater. Alice, being Alice, wore a small tank top. So jasper, being the gentleman, took off his jacket and gave it to her, even though we all knew she wouldn't get cold. Well, when my "friend" started to do these things, his girlfriend was more than pleased.
I have to admit something that nobody but jasper knows. It was the anniversary of my mother's death. And I don't know why, but it hit me really hard this year. It was kind of hard to be in the Cullen's house at the time, so I went out to the woods. That's when I broke down. I missed her so much, even though I didn't get to spend that much time with her. I was thinking about the memories I had of her when someone's voice interrupted my thoughts. It was jasper.
"Are you alright? I felt your emotions spike all the way from the house." He asked as he came to sit beside me.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I just really miss my mom." I admitted.
Then jasper said something totally unexpected, "I know how you feel." He must have felt my confusion because he continued. "I know. I have Esme now. But I have lost a biological mother, and father. It's hard. But it will get better. It might take a few decades, but I promise the pain will ease. Just try to remember her".
"I do try. But all my memories are fading."
"That's true. They do fade. But the best part is to make new memories to add on to the old ones. I'm not saying to forget all of hers, but let others in. They will help". It was quiet for a while before he added, "You know, Esme considers you one of her sons. So does Carlisle. And sooner or later Bella and Edward will be your in-laws". We both laughed at the irony of that. "Just remember, we are all here for you. And things get better, memories may fade, but hurt is lessened by love that is made. And I do not mean sex Jacob. You will NOT ruin my nieces' innocence until after marriage." He said with a threating gaze that soon turned sympathetic.
"Thanks." I mumbled, looking at the ground.
"Jacob, look at me please," he continued when I met his eyes that seemed so old and wise. "Your family and I will always protect my family. I understand that sometimes eternity is hard. There will always be death and loss. But it is easier with your families help. And if you ever need anything, just ask. I'm a so called "sucker" for every member of my family, not just the females." Then with a small smile and a dose of sympathy and belonging, he was gone.
Yeah Jasper is overall a good friend, big brother, mentor, and . And things have gotten better since I've talked to him. He's a really nice, calm sympathetic person. But I still won't get on his bad side.
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