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EDWARD POV-
I may not seem incredibly close to my brother Jasper, but I actually am. He is a great brother, adviser, and leader. I would trust him with my life, my wives life, and my beautiful daughter's life. I know that he would do anything within and beyond his capabilities to make sure his family is safe.
Even after the accident with Bella's eighteenth birthday, I couldn't make myself hate or distrust Jasper at all. Yeah, I thought Bella should have kept her distance, but I never said she has to "Keep back 500 feet". That was all Jaspers doing. He didn't trust himself around her. He didn't want to be the reason that she would hate our family and what we are. But I didn't want Bella to think that Jasper hated her so I said that I told him to keep his distance.
One of the main reasons that I couldn't bring myself to be mad at Jasper is his past. He hates when we feel pity or sadness for him. He says that he has moved on from the horrible things that Maria has done. But I know the truth. I hear it every single day in his mind. I know more about his past then most of the family. I've seen some of the disgusting and repulsive things that Maria has done and made him do. Every time he looks into a mirror, he can't help but think of all those newborns that he had killed. There was so much pain in his past.
Jasper is a lot stronger than me. I am known for running from my problems. I ran from Carlisle a long time ago because I didn't want to drink animal blood, I ran from Bella when I first met her in class, I also ran from her after the birthday party, and again after I thought she had died. And just a few weeks ago, I ran away from Bella and Nessie for three days after Bella and I had a fight. It was a stupid fight. I left because I wouldn't let Bella take Nessie to Jacob's house. I told her that it wasn't safe for Nessie, and then she started yelling back about me not being the boss of her. I got mad and left.
It took me three days to calm down and go back home. After I got back I hugged Nessie and apologized to Bella, but she is still kind of mad at me. But the worst thing is that I know Jasper would never run from any of his problems, especially if it was Alice.
Jasper is the kind that would charge at his problems head first. He would take a deep breath, assess the problem, and then find a way to fix it. If someone is bothering him, he talks to that person… Unlike me who just skips town. Jasper is brave. He's fought to save our country, his life, and our family's life. He's volunteered to keep people that he doesn't even know safe. And all I do is act like a freaking coward and run from everything and anything that has a slightly dark shadow.
Jasper is also a lot more patient and easy-going than I am. I have to admit that I may over-react over small things, and if I want something done, I want it done now and not in three weeks. If Emmett were to bother him, Jasper would calmly tell him to leave him alone. On the other hand, I would probably lunge at him which would end in a fight. If we were at the mall and Jasper wants to go into a certain store, he will wait until the women are done and everyone has gotten what they wanted and then he will go into his store. Me? Well I just leave them and catch back up later.
I hate to admit this, but Nessie usually goes to Jasper with her problems. Jasper is and will always be a better listener than me. He has many more years of experience and is really good with emotions. I tend to make things worse than they really are and I often lose my temper. But Jasper always keeps his emotions in check. If Nessie were to try and talk to me about some kind of trouble she got into at school, I would probably make five-hundred comments and remarks throughout the story, but not Jasper. He would quietly listen to her whole story before making any remarks.
I will never be able to repay Jasper for all the things he's helped me with. A little unknown fact is that Jasper was the one who came to Canada to find me when I ran from Bella the first time. He was the one who showed and interpreted the feelings that I had for Bella. He showed me that what I was feeling was love. That shows how mature he is, Emmett would be laughing his butt off.
Jasper also drove Bella to Phoenix, Helped train us for the newborn army, fought to protect Bella, ran around the world to save Nessie, and then helped Nessie with all her nightmares after the battle.
Even though Jasper doesn't see himself as a strong person, I do. I can't imagine what the Cullen household would be like without him. Jasper has broken up so many fights. There was one between Emmett and I that got pretty ugly. We were fighting over who won an arm wrestling match. Jasper ran over once the punches started to fly. He threw both of us to opposite sides of the yard. He then said, "What are you two doing? Why would you want to beat the crap out of each other? You're freaking brothers. And in an army, you can NEVER turn on your brothers. You two are so immature. What would happen if things got out of hand and one of you ended up hurt? Fighting is not something that should be taken lightly." There was also a fight with Rosalie, and one with Alice (He totally beat the crap out of me for that). But the worst fight was the one with Carlisle.
Alice and Jasper had only been with our family for a couple months when this fight Happened. Carlisle and I were arguing over where we would move next. I wanted to go east, he wanted to go west. I was quite childish back then and I use to get what I wanted before the others joined our family. But this time I didn't and I reacted badly to Carlisle's "No". I jumped at him and knocked all the stuff off his desk. He was shocked at first, but the shock wore off when I punched him in the jaw. Carlisle, being a pacifist, had no clue what to do. He dodged out of the way and asked me to stop for a couple minutes but never swung back. He started to yell at me, telling me to knock it off, but I didn't listen to a single thing he said.
I was about to swing at him again but was interfered when the door swung open with a loud bang. Jasper ran over and pushed me into a wall. I was swing at him and yelling for him to let me go, but he just said "Hell no" and held my arms down. When I tried to bite him, he slapped me hard in the face. As soon as he did that Carlisle came walking over to get Jasper off of me. When Carlisle reached down to grab Jaspers arm, Jasper let out a huge growl that had Carlisle taking a few steps back.
Then Jasper said, "Why are you acting like a spoiled brat? Do you really think the world revolves around you? Just because you want something, doesn't mean you get it. Maybe you should start working for the things you want. And another thing, why are you fighting Carlisle? He is you father and your leader. You should respect his choices and just be thankful that you have one that actually cares about you. You could have been changed by evil people like Alice and I. Carlisle could have used you to fight wars, or left you all alone. But he didn't. He's always here for you and has given you a life that you can be proud of. Don't do anything that can change that. You do NOT want to end up like me". So in all honesty, Jasper was the one who made me drop the teenage rebellion.
So all of this information should have helped clear up any confusion that you may have had about me and Jasper. I have and will always consider Jasper to be my older brother. I still go to him if I have a problem. And I am trying to be more like him. I try to deal with my problems instead of running, and I am trying to keep my emotions from getting away from me. I want to learn to be a father that Nessie can come to and share anything with and not have to worry about how I will react. Jasper is my motivation to change these things and many more.
Thanks for reading my story, and my bad for making Edward seem like a jerk. I hope you all liked it. Please Please Please review... And if you do, I will write Bella's POV :)
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