YAY! Another chapter! Here is Bella's POV on Jasper. Hope you like it :) And please check out my other twilight stories :)))))

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BELLAS POV-

I always thought that my life had been pretty messed up, and it still isn't exactly normal. But when I look at a certain member of my vampire family, I can't help but think of how easy I actually had it. I never had to fight for my life, kill or be killed, or been tortured for someone's entertainment. I also never thought that I was useless and that nobody loved me. I always got what I needed, was loved by my family, and always felt safe with those I knew.

However, Jaspers life was a lot different than mine. He not only had to fight in the Civil War, but he also had to participate in the vampire war. During the Civil War, Jasper was ranked high because of his charisma and his need to help everyone that needed it. When Jasper became a vampire he did a lot of things that he didn't exactly want to do. He was told that he had to kill and drink off of humans to survive. He also was forced to train blood thirsty newborns to fight in battle and to kill and dispose of them when the newborn power was gone.

Jasper may never admit it, but at one time in his life he must have loved Maria. He had woken up to her and she had, at first, treated him nicely. It would have been natural for him to fall in love with her. But she had ruined and abused his love for her. It must have been really hard for him to deal with all the mixed emotions that she had to be giving off. She was just using his battle tactics and his caring and trusting self for her own personal pleasures. I know that he resents what she's done to him, but without her help he never would of meet Alice.

Jasper thinks that he is a complete monster. He hates the scars that cover his entire body, but I was never scared of them. The scar only brought me closer to him because we finally had something in common. Our scars were both from people who we didn't particularly like. They were received for pure torture and nothing else. They weren't out of love like Edwards, Esme, Emmett's or Rosalie's.

The scars also show how strong and determined he was to survive. They show that he will never give up and will always push through even in times of hurt and sadness. I know how bad the venom hurts, and I can't imagine being bit that many times. The pain must have been unimaginable.

Jasper use to not trust himself around me, but I did. He lacks self-confidence which I believe makes his thirst worse. Sometimes he needs to just relax. It would make things so much easier for him. Jasper lives in a world of emotions. He rarely is able to feel just his emotions. If someone is sad, Jasper is sad. If someone in the house is happy, Jasper will be bouncing up and down like a bunny on crack. And if someone in the house is mad, well you better stay away from Jasper. But the same goes for thirst. Jasper isn't just feeling his own thirst; he's feeling every single one of ours. I can't believe how strong he is.

Jasper is also a really caring southern gentleman. While I love Edward to death, I have to admit that Jasper has a certain charm that could win over any woman's heart. He loves his family and would do absolutely anything to keep them from turning into "Real" vampires. He doesn't want us to have to fight in large battles. He just wants us to be a family that never ends and have weird food habits.

With me becoming a vampire and my blood no longer a problem, I have become really close to Jasper. He's one of the brothers that I never had. I had been an only child for… well, my whole life. But with marrying Edward, I not only got a husband and daughter; I got two brothers and two sisters.

Emmett is the one to go to if you're in dire need of laughter, Rosalie if you need some girl talk or help with a car, and Alice if you need a shopping buddy. But you can go to Jasper for pretty much anything. He would take you shopping if you asked him to. He can be funny when he needs to be, and serious if that's what you need. He's a great listener and is really patient. I have to admit that I share a lot of my problems with him. I would talk to Edward, but obviously I can't complain to him about him.

Jasper may not agree with this, but he has saved my life more than once. He helped me get to phoenix when James was chasing after us, he saved me from Victoria by training the whole family even though it brought back some horrible memories, and he helped save the whole family from the Volturi after Renesmee was born. I will forever be in debt to my brother.

You may think that Jasper doesn't talk a lot and is really shy, but the opposite is actually true. When the whole family is together, it is hard to get him to shut up. But it doesn't really bother any of us. He's usually full of great advice and wonderful stories.

These are just a few of many things that Jasper doesn't see.

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