ok guys i am sooooooooooooo sorry about how long it took me to write this! dont be mad at me... anyways the reason it took me soo long is b/c ive been busy and i kinda had writers block... it was like when ur reading a really good book but then you come this slow part that u dont want to read but you no u hav to so u kinda just push through it very slowly... so thats how i was with this chapter, but i couldnt just read on b/c i was writtin it... this is not one of my favorite chs but its realy up to u to deside so read it and tell me wat u think!
ps im gonna say it again, i no the first few chs i had out in lik 4 days of each other, but i already had the thoughts of them in my head had ideas written down, and the chapers now, are the things i coming up with as i go so these will take a little longer to come out ill try to do one every week but im not gonna make any promise... but just keep that in ur mind
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Ohh Baby
Chapter 5
Seth's POV
It's after our little 'accident', now we're just walking on the shore, holding hands. I understand her thinking we're going too fast, so I respect her choice, but its gonna be hard to keep my hands off of her so... But I have to try to play by her rules, but no promises...
I know that we should get know each other more so I hope we will accomplish that here on the beach. I wonder if I should start talking or should I ask her a couple of question, or should I say anything at all? What should I do! If I don't say anything we might never talk about our past, but if I do say something and she doesn't want to talk about it she might get mad at me for asking...
Then she just randomly said "14" I looked at her and scrunched my forehead, "What?" she looked at me and then at the her thumbs, and started fiddeling with them. She breathed in a gulp of air, looked at me and spit out, "thatshowoldIam" "What?" "you asked me how old I was this morning. I'm 14." I looked at her and then at the scenery in front of me. fourteen, she's fourteen. I started to walk faster. I imprinted/in love with an already pregnant, 14 year old. Isn't that illegal in some states? Is this some kind of sick joke god put me in? I mean don't get me wrong I luv her to death, it's just that she... looks like a women-ish. with womenly features... and you know how we wolves get towards our imprints... Everytime we see them we want to fuck their brains out...
Then I finally figured out that Addie wasn't walking next to me, so I stopped and turned around. Her eyes were filled with tears that were about ready to fall, her voice sounded like it was filled with pain, which really killed me inside, "Th-thiz beachhhh th-thinng hazz beeen fuun a-and st-stufff, buutt I-I reeely sh-shood b-be goingg" and she started to fast walk in the opposite direction of where I was standing. I started jogging to her. I put my hand on her arm, and she shrugged it off. So then I-
Addie's POV
What was I thinking, telling him that I was 14, I'm so stupid. He probably thinks I'm a little freakish little whore junior. I Should just pack up my shit and leave, so I don't have to see him anymore. Why did I ever think that I could trust a random guy I met yesterday? I'm an idiot, I'm soo stupid. He probably never liked me, it was probably just a joke, and it will be a big laugh for him and his friends later on. I'm soo stupid.
Then I feel a warm hand on my arm. I knew it was Seth, so I just shrugged it off. I tried to walk faster, but before I could speed up my pace, I felt a muscular arm wrap around me, the arm above my bump, but under my boobs. I tried to get out of his grip, but unsurprisingly he was too strong. He put his lips on my ear and said, "who said you could leave sweet cheeks?" then he kissed down my ear.
I looked at him. He took his thumb, and wiped off my tears and kissed my cheek, "Where were you going anyways?" "I don't know" It felt so good to have him soo close... No, it's weird I barely know this guy. "let go of me" I looked straight at him. He looked like he was hurt, because of what I said, but he still let me go.
I took a few steps forward then turned to look at him. He looked like he was thinking really hard, I wonder what he was thinking about. Then he came back to earth and looked at me. I looked back at him. He just looked at the ground. I grabbed his hand and intertwined my small fingers with his big ones. Then he looked at me and smiled, then he brought my hand to his lips and kissed the back of it.
I feel like we're connected in a way, I don't know how, but we are. He makes me feel loved for once in my life. He's a real special guy, he's sweet and loving and kind and amazing and way to good for me. I don't want to hurt him. But I just can't stay away.
He looked me straight into the eyes, "we need to get to know each other more. I want to know more about you," I nodded my head. He looked at me, "you can ask me anything you want." "why are you soo nice to me, a young pregnant slut that no one cares about?" "don't say that about yourself!" "anyways answer the question." "umm... I think that your nice and very misunderstud... and stuff" "okay..."
"Can I ask you a question?" "Sure" "why did you come to this hell hole of a place?" "my mom kinda made me, she said she didn't want me to party when I'm prego, but really, I think she doesn't care and just wanted me out of the house. Just one less kid to 'worry' about. Which she really doesn't give a damn about us anyways, she barely feeds us and she never cares where we are, or what we've done, she doesn't even care where we sleep at night. One time she said she was going out to get cigerettes and didn't come back for four days, and I'm rambling on aren't I..."
"No, When you say us, who do you mean?" "oh, well there's my older sister, Mia, which is 16 and shehas two kids, Devan and Marcy, they live with her on-and-off boyfriend so if they're not together she live with us, there's also Kayden, he's 11, there's Clay and Cameran, they're 6 and 7, and then there's Macy, she is 4, so there are several of us..."
"Wow, I just had Leah and that was a bitch growing up" I laughed at that. "I liked growing up with a lot of siblings, everyday was a new adventure" Seth didn't look at me, but I could tell that he was smiling. "so what's your story, mr. perfect?" "first of all, I not perfect, and what do you want to know?" "I don't care just tell me something" when's your birthday, how tall you are, how many girls you dated, how many times you've had sex, how big your dick is... you didn't hear that...
I blushed at that thought. Then he started to talk, "Umm... Well I was born September 19th, 1995 (the original Seth Clearwater is born september 19 1992, but to fit with this fan fic I changed it so he can be 17, that is his 'real' birthday, I googled it.) My dad died when I was 14, and my sister, Leah is an ass, we both live with our mom and... yeah..." "I'm sorry about you dad" "Yeah, everyone always is, I mean like I understand that alot of people cared about him and our family, but that's what everyone always said. I hate when people feel sad for me. but anyways, so what else can I tell you about me, umm... I don't like talking about myself," I giggled at that,
"I like to cliff dive-" "You what?" He looked and chuckled at my horrified face. "It's not really dangerous-" "It sounds pretty dangerous to me!" "it's not I promise." I just looked at him. "I'm serious!" "mmmhhhmmm..." He just looked at me, I had to smile at him. "so how big is this cliff thingy?" He turned me around, put his left hand on my lower back and pointed to this huge, sharp, jagged, drenched in danger, scary as fuck drop of death. I grabbed both of his forearms. He got very tense, "what's wrong?" before I could say anything I bent down and pucked my guts out.
sorry this is a short chapter also...
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