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Chapter 8: Regrettable Games

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Naruto woke up to a very cold but comfortable bed. He opened up his eyes and found himself adjusting to the room's glaring and eye-piercing lighting. His cheeks burned up as he saw his yukatta, discarded to a site in a night's passion and heated activity.

This seemed to have triggered his memories back on and covered his naked body with the sheet.

Flashback

Naruto found himself starting into Sasuke's intense eyes. He can't discuss this new feeling. It feels so light, like his body is flying, totally ignoring Sasuke's weight on top of him. His gaze was shifted, when he saw Sasuke smirk.

"You're so cute Naruto."

He only replied with a blush. But was surprised when Sasuke leaned in to kiss his forehead and lift him up on his arms.

"Sasuke... what?"

His coherent thoughts were blocked when he felt himself slammed on a hard bed. It appears that Sasuke has brought him to the nearest available bed, which happens to be the Sanctuary's sleeping rooms.

Sasuke towered in front of him, a lust-filled gaze and a playful smirk on his face.

"I don't know why I've been spending time hating you. But this time, this night, everything went into pieces. Seeing you in such a cute state, I finally realize that I desire you!"

Naruto widened his eyes as his son jumped on him, attacking his neck with kisses, slowly removing his yukatta.

"Wait Sasuke! We can't--" But his pleas went unheard as his son's grip on him became even stronger.

End of Flashback

Naruto smiled to himself. Sasuke had been such a puzzle. His son did not offered his explanation for hating him though. And how could he? He was filled with lust. But even after his son took his virginity away from him, and penetrating deep within him causing his current confusion, he put these thoughts aside.

He was happy that his son has finally accepted him. And although he showed it in a rather twisted way, it still brought a smile to Naruto's face that his son has acknowledge him! Yes! His only son, his life, the one he dedicated his whole existence to has finally acknowledge him. It almost brought a tear to his eyes.

But of course he wouldn't be a wuss as to start crying about it now. He simple sighed with contentment and buried his head deeper in the pillow, still inhaling Sasuke's scent, grateful that he had a chance to get close with his son.

Flashback

"Naruto! Naruto! I'm coming again!"

Naruto saw white spots, as his body convulsed, as Sasuke lifted him by the arms and made him fall to Sasuke's penis, he could feel the organ twitch as their bellies and stomachs grind harder, making sloppy noises as their sweat got trapped.

Naruto merely smiled with eagerness. At first, he was repulsed at the idea. He was never opened to the idea of men having sex and on top of that, with his son. But seeing his son's unguarded and satisfied expression convinced him to grow out of it.

And this time, he smiled with acceptance.

"Do what makes you happy Sasuke."

This is all that Sasuke needed to come, spilling his lustful by product at his father's hot and inviting cavern. He only took a few minutes to rest, before starting getting hard again, and flipping his father in another different position.

End Flashback

Naruto cringed as he moved a pain shot through his butt and into his spinal column, but he remembered Sasuke's face, and it was enough to prevent him from regretting the activity.

As his son entered his thoughts, he was falling again in one of his self exploration and realized that indeed, he was glad for doing it, and realized his feelings for his son. Now his resolve to do anything to please his son found a new strength.

He was shaken out of his thoughts when he heard running water, and found Sasuke coming out on one of the shower stalls. Naruto's cheeks redden as he found Sasuke only covered with a very short towel. Smiling shyly at his son, he greeted him enthusiastically.

"Good Morning Sas!" But Naruto's mood darken when he saw Sasuke glared at him.

"What's good in the morning, dobe?"

Naruto cocked his head at a side with confusion. And if Sasuke is not angry at the moment, he would have seen how cute it is. But his glare continued to worry his son.

"Is there a problem?"

"Problem? Problem!" His eyes turned hateful. "You lied here naked just getting fucked by your son and you fucking asked me what's the problem? How idiotic can you be?"

Naruto became even more confused and was quite surprised at his son's outburst, as well as his choice of words. His son never resorted to cursing and this is quite the first. There's got to be something so serious to upset him like this.

"Just tell me what's the matter Sasuke."

But without another word, Sasuke came up to him and grabbed his neck, slamming the other man on a wall.

"You're my problem, Naruto! I can't believe it! You're really are a slut."

Naruto's eyes widened. He realized what Sasuke is talking about at once. He knew it was too good to be true. And he thought his son was genuine too so he accepted it. But he shouldn't have opted for that solution.

He realized it at once, and his realization brought a tear to his eyes. He is so pathetic. He is so stupid to think that he could actually do such a thing to his son.

Sasuke seemed to realize that Naruto has gotten his point so he threw the man on the floor.

"I'm just feeling so sorry for myself. Why did I ever let myself be seduced by such a lowlife? You're disgusting! Leave my sight at once. You're not a father, you're a scum- a scum who took advantage of his own son. If you know what's good for you, don't come near me again or I'll make sure you regret everything. Got it?"

Naruto could only nod his head dumbly and ran out of the room. When he was out, Sasuke locked the door and slumped to the floor.

"Did I really do the right thing? Is this the right way?"

His voice could only echo through the empty walls of the room.

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Naruto ran. He went past the Sakura trees, past the lake, and into his room. He went straight for the bathroom, a feeling of dirtiness overwhelmed him. He felt so low. He felt so moronic. Ignoring the throbbing pain on his butt, he harshly jumped on the half-filled bathtub, wincing as his body slapped against the water.

It had been a rough night and the emotional storm that he's been going through isn't helpful either. He sunk deeper into the water, his thoughts in a jumble.

His thoughts drifted back and forth on how he betrayed his son and how he took advantage of him. This is a scary thing for Naruto.

To do something and yet only succeeding in pushing his already distant son away is tearing at him and what's more, by doing sexual things with his son, he assured himself that his relationship with his son is forever destroyed.

He forgot to notice that it was Sasuke in the first place who did it, nor did he ignore the fact that Sasuke has to restrain him on their first trial because of his disapproval. Nor did it registered to him that it wasn't his fault, and it was Sasuke who became dominant through it all and is the one who directs all of their actions.

It doesn't matter anymore that he had no control over the situation. All that matters is that he had betrayed his son and things may never be the same again. He is expert in human nature and he knew what the outcomes of the situation is. He never did take into consideration that it Sasuke was conscious all throughout the course of their activity. All he thought about was that he consented to it and it was all his fault.

And for the first time in many years, he cried as hard as he could, letting the tears flow like river, washing away the guilt, the sin. But he knew that he could never erase the deed.