Disclaimer: Still don't own Naruto, yeah pretty sure I won't ever. But I still own Ren SHE'S MINE BACK OFF! Lawlz

AN: Hey guys here's chapter three, sorry it's been a while but I kinda have a life. I know I tricked you all into thinking there would be smut in the last one I'm so mean. So R&R people.

I push him off of me and I'm breathing heavily. My mind is racing, trying to figure out what to do about this situation. I know I don't love him the way he loves me. He's my brother, how could I love him any other way when we've practically grown up together? The expression 'I saw my life pass before my eyes' seemed oddly enough to be happening to me right now. I saw flashes of my life with Kakashi.
That first day when I found out we would be in the same squad I remember being quite intrigued by him. He was very quiet and reserved. He never really spoke, just watched. I remember Obito yelling and excited about everything. No wonder they were rivals. Oh the rivalry they had was amusing and cute.
On our first mission when he wasn't paying nearly enough attention and I covered for him and he would not admit he was doing anything wrong but insisted that I got in his way.
When Obito died and he cried his eyes out in his room for five days. Those were the things I loved Kakashi for, those were the things that made him my brother.
I tired to think of what my life would be like if I was with Kakashi. I couldn't even see it as a possibility. I bring my thoughts back to the present and I see him sitting once again across the table from me.
"Kakashi," I start to say but he interrupts me.
"Ren, I'm serious I love you. This isn't just me finally noticing that you're a girl. I'm in love with you."
"Kakashi I'm in love with someone else."
"Who?" I see the darkness of jealousy spread over his face in an instant. His one eye that I can see glowering at me. That's when it occurs to me that he really does love me and this isn't just a childish crush. Then something else crosses my mind, this is why he's always been so protective of me.
"It doesn't matter." I say and he calms down a bit. "Kakashi I'm gonna go home okay?" He nods and let's his face fall into his hands. I stand up and sigh quietly and I make my way out the door.
When I get outside the air hits me and I sigh. Why does he have to love me that way? I'm only going to end up hurting him. I don't love him that way and I know it. I feel a raindrop fall and hit me face. I look up at the sky to see the rain falling around me. The rain falls faster. And as I stand there I can hear the drops as they hit the ground. I walk to the training field where I spent so much time as a child.
I climb over the fence and when my feet hit the ground I start to run. I run around and around the training field as the rain falls on me. My feet slosh through the mud as I run. After a while of that I stop and I go to the middle of the field and I drop into the wet grass. I lay there for what seemed like minutes but was probably hours staring up at the sky, letting the rain fall on me.
Eventually I sit up, and I see standing by the fence my sensei, Minato. He starts walking towards me. He sits down beside me and takes my cold hand in his warm hand.
"Ren are you alright?" I shrug, which is an appropriate response because I'm not alright but nothing is really wrong. He hugs me. "Let's get you home." He picks me up and he carries me back to my house.
When we're back at my house I take a shower and I put on dry cloths and I feel a lot better. By this time it's about the middle of the night. As I walk back into the living room where Minato is I wonder what my night will be like.
"Sensei," I say as I walk out, "You are welcome to stay here if you want because it's getting really late." he nods at me. "But I only have one bed so I'll sleep on the couch,"
He stands up from the couch and takes my face in his hands and he kisses me. "No if there's only one bed then you can have it." I shake my head at him.
"No, Minato you are my guest and you will take the bed." He kisses me again.
"Then we'll share it."
As we lay in bed I try to stay as far away from him as possible. I know what I would like to do tonight but I don't know if he wants to at all. I feel him shift in the bed until he's spooning me.
"Ren are you still awake?" I turn and look at him. I nod. He kisses me lightly. "Good, I didn't want to sit awake by myself."
I roll over in bed so that I am facing him and our bodies are about an inch apart. "Well Minato what would you like to do if we aren't going to sleep?" He kisses me again.
"I think you can guess." It is then that I decide to take some initiative. I have never been shy or passive and I won't start now. I kiss him, harder this time. And I feel his tongue flick across my lips and I open my lips and I feel his tongue slide into my mouth and our tongues dance as he moves and gets on top of me.
"I think I know."
"Well I might just have to show you."

AN: okay I lied I said there would be smut but I like it ending here lawlz