For reasons I will never be able to comprehend I am writing in this diary. I shouldn't be but I am. Something unimaginable. Something unpredictable, terrible has happened to Posy.

It all started with a minor cough she had a few days ago. We all thought it was nothing, not a big deal. Just some allergies to the pollen maybe. Then it got worse, the coughing turned into vomiting, and fever.

The doctors told us it was just a bug, a small flu that would surpass us. That'd we'd have to wait it out. Being the fools we are we listened.

But the doctors were wrong.

A couple of days later she developed excessive vomiting, diarrhea, fevers, altering temperatures, hallucinations, dizziness etc. But it was only until she started to throw up blood that we knew this was bad.

Now I sit here, Diary in one hand, pen in the other. Writing, hoping and praying that she will be alright. She was checked in the ER at 2 am, it's currently 5 am and I have not moved one bit.

My mother hasn't left my sister's side since she arrived here. Seeming she is the only one allowed to see her.

Rory, Vick and I are seated in the waiting room, scared for her results. Mysti and Rina stayed for moral support but the guys insisted they leave, grateful though.

Johanna also came. Angry as Hell. Still in her work clothes I might add in.

She went straight to the front desk. "Hawthornes," she simply stated. But before she could reply Rory called Johanna over.

Her big brown eyes went even wider when she saw me, rushing over to where I am sitting now she crossed her arms over her chest.

"What the Hell Gale!" she screamed at me.

"How'd you find me here?" I said plainly.

She huffed. "I went to work like always, knocked on your office door, you didn't answer. I called your phone, still nothing. I rapped your house. Both of them! And no one was there. Finally, Plutarch tells me about Posy so I rush over here as soon as I can and I find you here!"

When I didn't blink she got even more infuriated. "Why didn't you call?" she yelled.

I sighed. "I didn't know you cared."

My words suspended in the air. It scared me some but then she spoke.

"You...you didn't think I...what?" she stammered out. She threw her hands up in the air and took a seat by me so we'd be face to face.

"Gale look at me," she said softly. So softly that I did.

"I do care," she said as she placed her hands on mine.

And everything kind of went from there. Hours passed and my mother told Rory and Vick to go home. They did but Johanna refused as she stayed by me. Even as I am writing.

I just looked over at her. Dead asleep. Wow. Even in the worst situations Johanna Mason seems to make me smile. Still in her work suit and heels curled up on her small chair she looks rather uncomfortable.

Maybe I should throw my jacket over her or something since it is pretty cold in here and she is only wearing a blouse and a skirt but she'd probably think I was cliché or something.

I've been too caught up in...Johanna that I didn't see the doctor come out.

This is the moment of truth.

Oh God, please let my Rosy Posy be alright. Please.

Gale

HA! I told you that when Posy died- jkjkjkjkjkjk- when something bad happened to her it would be a total bombshell! Sorry for the late update! *Sigh* just summer is so stupid sometimes. Not in a bad way though! Like june and july im sitting at home playing with my ipod watching tv, swinging, pools the usual. And then in August everything explodes with excitement! From birthday parties at adventure park USA to busch gardens to Rehobeth Beach and way freaking more! I just don't get that all of the fun stuff is happening when were getting ready to go bak to school so we cant really fully enjoy it…gimme a shout out about that in the reviews if you agree with me. OH! AND did y'all see Gale and Peeta! Liam looks so hot in the movies and Josh doesn't! I mean Peeta MY peeta looks so ugly!1 Just PM me or review and ill give ya the deets and where to go to get all the info if you didn't already…ANYCHIZ as you can see im really conflicted rite now…JezTheMockingjay: sorry I missed ya at the aquarium ;) Okay well to end this ridiculously long author's note, …OMG! Just got what A/N means….sorry….bye y'all….God I need oreos..

BYEBYEBYBEYBEYBEY! And may the odds be ever in ur favor! (cause theyre sure as Hell not in mine!) :D

-Jozette! Luv y'all!