Here's the next chapter :)
I'm not really feeling to well today, so I'll be staying in bed just writing, so a lot of theese chapters might come throughout the day :)
Other than that there's not that much to say, but ennjoy :)
Chapter 5
Logan's POV
I walked down to the lobby and spotted Camille by the pool. I waved at her and began walking towards her. She greeted me with one of her infamous slaps across my check. Just this wasn't her normal, half-strength slap followed by a kiss, this was a full-fledged as hard as she could manage slap, and no kiss following. It felt as if my entire head was going to come off and my cheek was really burning now.
"How could you sleep with Katie?" she screamed, tears starting to form in the corners of her eyes. I was terrified of her right now, because as many times as she might have done this to me before, this was the real deal.
"I didn't sleep with her!" I told her, automatically knowing what she was talking about. I had no idea how she heard about last night, but she had. The crowd looked entertained, they even cheered at our "acting".
"She just walked out of my room, and nearly hit James in the face with the door who practically shouted that Katie was sneaking out of my room, Kendall hear what James said and freaked, so Katie made a joke about us sleeping together. But it didn't happen!" I shouted furiously.
I could see the faces of the crowd go from amused and entertained to terrified as they realized this was a real fight.
By now the tears were spilling over the edge of Camille's eyes. It broke my heart to see her cry, especially because of me. I put a hand up to her cheek to wipe away her tears, but she just looked even more outraged and slaped it away.
"Then what have you been doing all day? Huh?" she asked bitterly.
"Shopping," I told her truthfully. Camille looked stunned.
"Who with? Huh? You hate shopping, you would never take me shopping!"
I hadn't noticed before, but it was true. I had never taken Camille shopping, much less spent almost a thousand dollars on her.
"Katie," I mumbled almost to low for her to hear. Judging by the furious look on her face though, I knew she had heard. She slapped me again, almost even harder this time.
"IT'S OVER LOGAN MITCHELL!" She shouted almost at the top of her lungs, before she added just for me to hear, "it's over for good. I don't wanna see you ever again."
She was definitely heartbroken, and her last words held more anger, disgust and hatred than I ever thought a person could have while still sounding calm. Thank you, Katie, for ruining my relationship with Camille, I thought bitterly. I felt anger bubble up inside me like never before. I felt as if I seriously could punch someone to the ground right then and there, like Katie. Especially Katie.
I wouldn't do that though. No matter how pissed off I was I would never hit a girl, and I wasn't suicidal either. If I had punched Katie, Kendall would have killed me. Carlos was suddenly by my side.
"I'm sorry man," he said "I-" . I twirled around faster than ever before and glared at him, with what I can imagine was anger clouding up my eyes.
"Just leave me the hell alone!" I snarled at Carlos, who threw his hands up to his chest in a please-don't-shoot-me gesture. Just then I heard the elevator doors ding open, and stormed off to our apartment.
"Logan hey," Katie beamed cheerfully at me. I just completely ignored her and stormed off towards my bedroom.
"Logan!" she shouted after me, getting irritated. I had almost reached the stairs when she called my name again, a little more angry this time.
"What the hell do you want Katie?" I snapped. She looked stunned.
"What happened to you?" she asked, still annoyed.
"You!" I snapped, and immediately regretted it. I might be pissed at her, but I couldn't bear to break two hearts in one day. "The aftermath of your stupid joke is what happened! If it wasn't for that stupid joke Camille wouldn't have broken up with me, and she wouldn't hate me for sleeping with you even though I didn't actually do it!" I walked over to her. It wasn't such a long walk anymore as she had come closer to me at one point.
"This," I breathed heavily, "is all your fault!" I said poking my index finger hard against one of her collarbones. I twirled around and headed up to my room and slammed the door shut and collapsed against my bedroom door.
Warm, salty tears escaped my eyes as the image of Camille and Katie's heartbroken eyes flashed in my mind. Camille's words where still burned in the back of my mind, and her anger and hatred towards me. How could one little thing, a joke, screw up so much?
A small part of my brain told me that maybe it wasn't all Katie's fault. Maybe it wasn't just that one joke that messed everything up? Maybe it was more?I mean, why was Camille so eager to believe I had actually slept with Katie? And how did she know about the joke Katie had made? She seemed to know about the shopping trip too, and Carlos was about to say something to me when I blew him off.
My head was starting to hurt with all the questions. Without even realizing it I pulled out the memory from the mall, when Katie and I had nearly kissed. She had leaned in, seemingly not realizing it, but I had and I leaned in too. I had gotten all tingly inside and.. Oh God!
This is why Camille had believed that I had slept with Katie; I was in love with her! Oh God, Kendall is going to kill me, James too. Especially if he really did like her. Dammit, this thing could be a mess. What if James likes her and he finds out that I like her too? That could be the end of Big Time Rush.
Carlos' POV
I sat back down at my table by the pool after Logan practically snarled at me to stay away from him. I had never seen him this angry before, but he also seemed a bit confused. It was hidden deep inside his eyes, but the confusion was definitely there.
I couldn't help but to feel like the entire thing was my fault though, I was the one who told Camille about the shopping trip, and James had also been so clever that he had told her that Katie came sneaking out of Logan's room last night (before I got home) and that she had apparently slept with him.
Okay, maybe the blame was split evenly between James and me, but it still didn't change how bad I felt.
"Carlos, what's wrong?" Jo asked concerned. I hadn't seen her with Kendall the entire day, not yesterday either, I noted.
"I feel so bad. I mean, I was the one who told Camille about their shopping trip, I just didn't think she would freak out like that," I said almost feeling like crying. Jo shot me a sympathetic look.
"It's not your fault, Carlos. It's Logan's. If he hadn't been shooting those looks at Katie, Camille never would have believed that there was something going on between them," Jo told me.
"What looks?" I asked confused.
"Looks that said he wouldn't mind being the one with her on dates, holding her hand and kissing her… Camille told me she felt like there was something going on between them a while before this. If anyone's to blame, it's Logan."
"You're saying he likes her?" I asked, still a little surprised. How come I hadn't seen that? I asked her the same.
"It was just in his eyes, really. I didn't notice until Cami told me, and honestly, I don't really think Logan has realized himself," Jo replied. I felt tired of talking about the entire thing, so I decided to change subjects.
"Why haven't you been with Kendall lately?" I asked curiously. Jo sighed, seeming a little sad.
"He dumped me…"
"WHAT? B-b-but… why?"
"He said he couldn't be with me anymore because he had feelings for somebody else, and that he really didn't like that and that he had tried his best to get rid of his feelings for that person, but just couldn't, so he felt like he just couldn't be with me anymore. He said it wasn't fair to me…" Jo looked like she was about to cry, so I gave her one of my bear hugs.
"Thanks, Carlos," she said and smiled bleakly.
"So, do you have any idea who the girl might be?"
"Well, he never really specified that it was a girl, so for all I know it might be a guy," she said. I felt my mouth fall open. Kendall into a guy? I mean, I wouldn't have a problem with it if it was true, but I just couldn't imagine Kendall liking a guy.
"But no, I'm apparently not as observant as Camille is at this things, so I have no idea who this person is," Jo continued, pulling me out of my thoughts.
A little more drama :)
You'll find out who Kendall is crushing on soon enough, if you haven't figured allready :)
And somebody will tell their crush about their feelings...
