Ok… it's taken me about three weeks to finally finish this part… .. . and it's not because it's a really good one, so I hope you enjoy it. Next one will be the end

Martha's Secret Diary – 6 (Hostage with less Jonathan and more Lionel ghosts^^)

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"Are you ok?" Perry asked going out the taxi.

"Sure… it's just that… it's been almost three years since the last time I was here"

"It will be fine, don't worry… Go ahead; I'll take the luggage in"

And he looked how Martha walked to the house with that key she'd been carrying for the entire journey from Washington on her hand. Once he'd managed to carry all her suitcases on once, he followed her steps and came into the house.

"I don't know why you need all these clothes…" he muttered "…with my help you'll be wearing any-" but then he noticed Clark standing in front of Martha and felt stupid for his comment.

"You remember Perry White…?" Martha said smiling and hoping Clark not get mad at that right moment.

"Hi, Clark" Perry said "It's been a long time" he added shaking hands with the young boy.

"I'll carry this upstairs" Martha interrupted taking her luggage and making her way to her old bedroom.

"I'll help you, Mrs. Kent!" and Lois run behind Martha before things could get hot in the hall.

"I'm sure you have some questions…" Perry wasn't sure of what to say to the boy he'd tried to turn into a story and that now was the son of the woman he loved so much.

"What the hell are you doing with my mother, Mr. White?" Clark interrupted absolutely ignoring Perry's innocent look.

"Nothing, I mean…" he muttered nervously "We're dating, but…"

"Were you talking about me, guys?" Martha asked coming back with Lois, and Perry sighted on relief. "Perry… Lois is very interested on your job, maybe you could talk together while Clark and I catch up each other…" and she walked outside with Clark while Lois took Perry to the sitting room with an amount of questions about his old works.

"Perry White…" Clark said once they were outside "Aren't there any more men in Washington?"

"I guess there are… but any other one makes me feel the same" she replied turning around to look at her son and show him a big smile.

"He's an alcoholic and…"

"I know about his past, Clark… more than you think… but he's trying to be a better man now"

"I don't want you to get hurt… People can't change…" he declared.

"Lionel did…" Martha suddenly said "He changed into a better man for me, and you… but I wasn't ready to let go of your father's remember then…" some tears filled her eyes and she turned back again to hide her face "I don't know how it's going to end… but I think it's worth to try it before I receive a call saying he's gone too"

"Oh, mom… I didn't… you never told me what you felt for… Lionel" he rested a hand on her shoulder and then embraced her tenderly.

"I never thought on what my feelings were until I learned what had happened… Clark… I'm not asking you to accept Perry as anything… but he makes me happy and…"

"You don't need to say anything else, mom…" Clark said cupping his mother's face "If he makes you happy that's enough for me…"

"Clark was very nice with me during the dinner" Perry commented when they went into their room at night.

"We had a… special chat this morning…" Martha told "He doesn't like you… but he understood that I love you" she smiled coming closer to him and unbuttoning his shirt.

"He's a great man"

"He really is… but do you really want to keep talking about my son or do you want to do something else?" she asked taking her top off and throwing it onto the floor.

"I guess we could do something else" he said taking her to the bed and sitting astride on her while undoing her trousers and pulling them down. He kissed her breast and her belly and then went further down sliding her panties down her tights when she suddenly stopped him and sat down.

"I can't" she said

"What's the matter?" he wondered worried.

"I… I can't… I'm sorry"

"We've done this before" he said smiling and taking his hand back to where his lips were a while ago.

"It's not this… is…" and she looked around the bedroom with sadly eyes.

"Alright… I understand…"

"I'm sorry…" she apologized "But doing it here I feel like if… I was lying to him"

"It's ok, Martha…" he caressed her hair sweetly and kissed her forehead.

"I never thought there could be a day when I would be on this bed with another man"

"Well… I'm sure that wherever he is right now he still thinking he married the right girl…" he held her hand and left a kiss on it.

Martha rested her head on his lap and he brushed her soft red hair with his fingers.

"I love you" she said.

"I love you too"

The next morning Martha surprised everybody with a delicious breakfast that everybody enjoyed. Then Lois and Clark left and Martha went for a walk around the farm while Perry had a shower.

After his shower Perry looked for Martha in the house, and since he couldn't find her anywhere, he went into the barn and found her looking at Jonathan's old tools. He put his hands on her waist from her back without saying anything and kissed her neck softly, sweetly, while she raised her hand to caress his hair.

"I'm sorry for tonight… I guess these aren't the holidays you were expecting…" she apologized again, turning around to face him.

"I was expecting to spend a few nice days with you and your family… and this is exactly what we're doing…" he said cupping her face and kissing her lips. Martha gave that kiss back to him with a few more passion and began to unbutton his shirt… to what he replied taking her top off and caressing her breasts. Martha then held his hands and took him upstairs, to Clark's loft… and he unzipped her trousers before pulling her onto the couch and kneeling in front of her.

They looked each other and smiled, she left go a sweet giggle that he stopped with a kiss and then pulled her trousers out, slowly making them slide down her tights and legs… feeling the softness of her white skin with his hands.

She kissed him, and he kissed her belly… she kissed him again, and he kissed the space between her breasts… she kissed her chest while pulling his trousers down on a quick move, and he tasted every inch of her lips like trying to steal their flavor.

When Clark came back home on the afternoon found his mother in the kitchen preparing the dinner.

"Isn't Perry at home?" he wondered.

"He had to meet Lois in the Talon at three o'clock…"

"Did you two enjoy the morning alone?"

"Sure" she said with too much enthusiasm "I mean… we did"

"I'm sure you did…" he said with a tone of voice that made Martha turn around and face her son while he added "You lost this in the barn…" and he showed her some white panties that Martha quickly grabbed and hided in the pocket of her apron.

"We…" she muttered blushing both of her cheeks.

"I don't need to hear… I can easily imagine what you were doing and, trust me… it's not something I like to have in my mind… So just try to be more… discreet the next time…"

"Thanks…" she answered smiling nervously while her son left the kitchen again.

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TO BE CONTINUED…