So, I failed pretty miserably at writing this over the vacation. I'm blaming that on the fact that I'm working on 4 different stories now, actually it's technically five since I have a completely fictional story I posted on my blog as well. And the fact that I've spent WAY too much time creeping on tumblr (and spamming my best friend with Kogan stuff) and reading fanfics. Haha :P The life of a rusher :)
So again, I wanna thank all of you who have alerted me as an author, my stories, favorite and reviewed. It means the world to me! It really does :)
NessieObsessed: Haha, It was kinda the idea that Cam was gonna create some drama :)
Thanks, I like to think that I write well :)
Haha, I'm glad you liked Kendall's comment :P
Oh and thanks for all the reviews, I like to hear what you think :)
I've also started on the 2nd chapter of Forbidden Feelings, don't remember how far along I got though, but I'm gonna focus on that for now, so the next chapter of that one might not be too far away :)
I've decided I'm gonna go with the idea of a sequel to this story, and let that one focus on Kendall and James' relationship. So really, it's gonna be like a paralell story :)
Katie's POV
Logan and I had barley gotten back to the apartment and managed to settle down on the couch with the TV on when mom, James and Carlos entered the apartment with and obviously furious Kendall in tow. "What's this I hear about you being pregnant?" Kendall yelled nearing Logan and me. I tried to get as close to Logan as I could in order to protect him. Kendall being pissed off was bad news, but Kendall being pissed off like this… Well, it would be the certain death of my fiancée.
"Kendall, calm down," my mom insisted soothingly, which unfortunately for Logan only seemed to get him even more pissed. "Calm down? CALM DOWN? How am I supposed to calm down when one of my best friends got my baby sis pregnant?"
"Kendall, they're a good couple, they're both very mature and I'm sure they'll-"
"I'M NOT PREGNANT!" I shouted effectively stopping all motion in the apartment, just as Kendall had raised his fist, ready to put that left hook he'd been working on to use. I didn't want to hear the rest of whatever mom was going to say. Not yet anyways. Although I couldn't help but to be a little flattered. She didn't seem pleased with the idea of me being pregnant, but she seemed to be supportive and think that Logan and I would be great parents. There was a course of surprised 'really's escaping the four newly arrived people's lips.
"Yes, really," Logan confirmed. I sighed heavily and started to re-tell them the story of how the paparazzi caught us chatting about how great a dad Logan would be one day. I was really getting sick of that story.
"So this whole thing was just a big misunderstanding?" mom asked curiously.
"Yes, it was!" I said frustrated at how quickly the whole thing had gotten out of hand. "I thought you guys knew us better than to think we would be that irresponsible. Not to mention all the trouble Logan would get in to and we are way too young to get kids anytime soon. We're not even ready to get married just yet, how on earth are we supposed to deal with having a kid then, huh?" Now I was really just rambling. The others seemed to relax a bit knowing I wasn't pregnant. Well, mom and Kendall did, Carlos and James just looked uncomfortable talking about this. Mom looked at us apologetically.
"I'm sorry," she said, first looking at me and then at Logan, "I do know you both better than that. We all do. We should all have let you explain the situation before jumping to conclusions."
"Mom's right, I should have let you explain before nearly attacking my best friend," now Kendall was the one stepping up apologizing, then turned his head slightly so that he was looking directly at Logan, "I'm sorry, man. Can you forgive me?"
A light smile spread across Logan's lips. "Of course, man. You're just being the over protective big brother you've always been, I get it. I really do," Logan said, lightly teasing Kendall, "you love her and don't want her to ruin her life."
I loved how understanding Logan was. It was just one of the many things I loved about him. Kendall walked over to Logan and gave him a hug – that hand shake and pat on the back of the shoulder kind of hug guys seemed to love so much.
"Thanks dude," Kendall added.
"Okay," mom said and clapped her hands, ending the bromance moment, "so have you guys thought about a date yet?"
Kendall, Carlos and James looked between mom, Logan and me more confused than I had ever seen them.
"Not like anything official," Logan said.
"But we where thinking in a year or so," I finished. Now the three remaining members of Big Time Rush seemed to understand what we where talking about.
"Ohhh, you're talking about the wedding, right?" James asked suddenly a lot more interested. Mom, James, Logan and I started chatting about plans for the wedding. Not even ten minutes in, Kendall cleared his throat to get our attention. "Uh, don't mean to be rude or anything, but uh… Carlos and I are gonna head out," he said gently. I laughed at that, they obviously didn't want to be here for the wedding planning.
"Aww, I can't get my gay brother to help me plan my wedding?" I asked with a fake sob, my voice held a heavily mocking tone. Kendall just stuck out his tongue at me.
"Just because I'm gay, doesn't mean I'm automatically into this stuff. That's James' job," Kendall said with a smirk at his boyfriend.
"Don't act like you don't love it," James said, his eyes almost sparkling, almost letting them compete with the bright smile that was currently covering his face.
"Mmmm, I do," Kendall said, wrapping his arms around the pretty boy's waist and kissed his lips gently. They kissed a little while longer, before finally pulling away.
"Don't miss me too much," Kendall said jokingly, making James smile impossibly wider and chuckle lightly.
"I'll try." And with that said Kendall and Carlos headed for the door.
"Bye guys," Carlos added cheerfully.
"Oh, guys," I half-shouted just as they where about to close the door.
"Yeah?" Carlos and Kendall asked, poking their heads back inside.
"If you see the girls, could you ask them to come up?"
"Yeah, of course," Carlos said. Kendall just gave a nod, and with that they disappeared out of what was considered their hell on earth. Okay, maybe not the early stages, but we all knew the entire thing might end in serious arguments and cat fights.
Not long after, Camille, Jo and Lucy came knocking at our door. I let them in and explained to them why they where asked to come here. They all wanted to help plan the wedding. Being my best friends, they where of course super excited for the wedding. Even if it was at least a year away.
"Okay, so the very first thing we need to think about is how big you want this to be," mom stated. Logan looked at me.
"I'll let that be your decision babe, I want you to have the wedding of your dreams. Big or small. Whatever you want is fine by me," Logan said with love heavy in his voice and a bright smile aimed at me. I tilted his head up towards me and pulled him in for a kiss. Logan and James were sitting on two of the barstools placed out by the kitchen counter while I was standing, not because I had to but because that way I felt a little less stressed out. Don't ask me why, cause I have no idea.
"I don't want it to be like huge or anything, but kinda big. Have like all friends and family there," I told mom. Logan wrapped an arm around my hips and pulled me to his side.
"Sounds great, honey," he said and kissed ma again. I smiled brightly at him, glad that Logan seemed genuinely happy about the whole idea.
"Great, well we should probably make a list of things we need to figure out," I said. Mom took the hint and hurried off to find a pen and paper.
"Location," Logan said, "that's an important one." And like that suggestions started flying while mom was furiously scrambling everything down as best she could.
"Bridesmaids."
"Bridesmaids dresses."
"Best men."
"Date."
"Music."
"Where to hold the after party."
"Caterer."
"Cake design."
I sighed. I hadn't fully thought about everything that needed to be planned. We had a lot to do over the next year, and with the guys traveling around all the time, it might get a little difficult.
"Your dress," James added looking at me. That was so far probably the one I was most excited for.
"Honeymoon location," Camille said. And that one, but more for the actual honeymoon.
"Budget," mom muttered and wrote it down. I could already tell that was the one she was dreading the most.
Logan rubbed his face in his hands, seemingly overwhelmed at the thought of how much we needed to do.
"Hey James, will you be one of my best men at the wedding?" Logan asked.
"Of course, man. I would love to."
Logan smiled thankfully back at James. I loved how casual they made it sound; I think that would be a great addition to the group. If they could keep the casualness, that is.
"Okay, so we can at least start with the best men. That's gonna have to be James, Kendall and Carlos," Logan said. No shocker there.
"Camille, Jo, Lucy," I said calmly looking at each of the girls. "Will you be my brides maids?"
The three girls squealed and nearly jumped up and down with excitement. "Of course!" they all said, Jo adding an "we would love to!"
"Okay, that's two bullet points off the list," mom said.
"How about you guys start researching bridal stores and find some places we can go dress shopping?" I asked looking at my bridesmaids. They all cheerfully agreed and grabbed Kendall's laptop. The idiot still hadn't changed his password so Jo 'hacked' it and let the three bridesmaids do their research. I smiled to myself at their enthusiasm before turning back to mom, Logan and James.
"James, we could probably use the opinion of a guy as well for the actual wedding dress. Do you think maybe you could come with us dress shopping?" I asked him. Logan looked offended.
"Hey, why didn't you ask me? I'm your fiancée," Logan asked, sounding as offended as he looked.
"Exactly."
Now he just looked even more confused. "Huh?"
"Sweetie, the groom isn't supposed to see the bride in the dress before the wedding," mom told Logan.
"Oh yeah, of course. I completely forgot."
"And out of the three remaining BTR boys… Well, let's face it, there's really no one else we could have brought," I said, causing Logan to laugh.
"That is true," Logan agreed.
"Hey, don't trash talk my boyfriend behind his back," James warned.
"Oh, so we can trash talk him in front of him?" Lucy asked mockingly, turning her attention away from the computer and to the conversation going on around the kitchen counter. "And what about Carlos. No need to defend him?" she asked, shutting James up with a huff and a pout. James eventually decided he wasn't really needed anymore, and headed off, undoubtedly to join his boyfriend and Carlos by the pool, muttering something about how his services where no longer needed.
"Any preferences to place?" mom asked. She was in business mode now, meaning this was going to be a straightforward process, and she might very well pull out old contacts to make sure we got the exact wedding Logan and I wanted. Again, Logan looked at me, willing me to make that decision.
"Honestly I've always wanted to have a wedding in a romantic garden or a beach or something like that. Basically anything but a church," I said, not sure how Logan's very Christian parents would take that. "Oh my God, Logie," I breathed, making a look of extreme worry settle in his eyes, "we haven't told your parents about the engagement."
Logan's eyes widened in shock as he realized I was right. We had completely forgotten to tell his parents. How could we forget that?
Mom looked back and forth between Logan and me. "Well what are you waiting for? Go call them right now," mom ordered. Neither Logan nor I wanted to argue with mom when she was this strict and hurried off to our room to call Logan's parents.
Logan got his phone out and put it on speaker. He tried calling his dad first, with no luck. He tried again a couple of times, before giving up and calling his mom. The phone rang a few times before she finally picked up.
"Hey mom," Logan said cheerfully.
"Logie-bear," she said cheerfully, it was all too obvious that she missed her son. Logan's cheeks darkened a little at the nickname.
"Moooom," he complained, "not in front of Katie."
I chuckled lightly. "Oh, Katie's there too?" Cheryl asked cheerfully, she had always liked me, even more so after Logan introduced me to them as his girlfriend. Of course, I had known them for long before we started dating, but when his parents realized how happy I made their son, they both started liking me just a little bit more. I guess the Mitchell's had a weakness for the Knight charm.
"Hey, Cheryl," I said almost as cheerfully.
"Katie dear, how are you?"
"I'm great, thanks. How are you? Is Molly doing okay?" After Logan had moved out they had gotten this adorable Golden Retriever named Molly to somewhat fill up the emptiness. Another dog had bitten Molly a few weeks ago, and that was really all I knew.
"Oh I'm good, thank you. Molly is getting better, she still lips a little bit, but it was nothing very serious. She will be fine with a little time."
"Oh, that's great, would you mind getting her a get well hug from me?"
"Not at all, dear. Now, I suspect you two didn't call just to make small talk. What's on your minds?" Cheryl asked curiously. Her tone was still soft and polite, but she was a pretty straightforward woman. She liked to get to the point as fast as possible.
"Uh, do you have dad nearby?" Logan asked, starting to get slightly nervous. I could tell because the hand he had entangled with mine was starting to lightly sweat.
"Yes I do, why?"
"Would you mind getting him on the line too?"
"Not at all, just wait two seconds please." The line went silent for a little while, before Cheryl returned with John in tow.
"We're here," she announced, "now what is it you two want to tell us?"
"Mom, dad," Logan said slowly and looked over at me, I nodded telling him to shoot.
"We're engaged," we said in unison.
Cheryl let out a happy squeal. "Oh my, my baby boy is getting married."
I could practically see her cheering in her seat.
"Congrats, son," his father said cheerfully. His mother finally calmed down a tiny bit. And I say tiny.
"Have you set a date yet?"
Why did everybody want to know the date?
"Not anything official, but we were thinking sometime next year," Logan said.
"How about place? Wedding dress? Caterer?"
"Cheryl, calm down. Breathe," John instructed softly. Thank you, John, I thought relieved.
"Mom, we only got engaged like yesterday, we haven't gotten that far along with planning yet."
"Oh."
"So how did he propose to you, Katie?" John asked curiously. I re-told him the story of how he proposed to me. Leaving out what happened after that, of course. I had talked way too much about my sex-life for one day. Possibly the rest of the year as well. Publicly at least, I could bear talking about it with my friends. Meaning Camille, Jo and Lucy.
"Awwww, my little boy is such a sweat heart," Cheryl said adoringly as I finished the story. I had a feeling she was currently crying tears of joy.
"He most definitely is, and I love him for it," I said and kissed him.
"Awww," she cooed, "oh we need to come out to LA. We have to help you guys plan this."
"O-okay, s-sure," Logan stuttered. "Oh, Logie. Don't sound so disappointed."
"Really, I'm not disappointed. I'm just a little worried that you will try to do so much your way, that Katie won't get the dream wedding she deserves."
"Awww, Logan," I said and cupped his face, "you are too sweet." I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss, putting as much love as I could in to it in such a short kiss.
"Well, I'll call you when we know when we can travel out there," Cheryl said, still a little too excited about the whole thing. I smiled to myself at how eager she was.
"Okay, you do that, mom," Logan said cheerfully. "Bye, Logie-bear."
"Cheryl," John said disapprovingly, "don't embarrass the poor boy in front of his fiancée."
"THANK YOU, dad," Logan breathed relieved that he wasn't the only one who thought his mother could tone down the pet names a little. Especially in front of Katie.
"You're welcome son. I'll try to tone her down a bit. Goodbye, and congrats again, I'm so happy for you two," he said calmly.
"Thank you," we both said and said goodbye, ending the conversation.
"Well, that went kinda smoothly," Logan said relieved.
"It did," I said equally relieved and pushed him back on the bed, cuddling up against his chest.
"I can't believe I'm actually going to marry you. I couldn't be happier," I said softly.
"Really?" Logan asked cheerfully.
"Yeah, as a kid I used to dream about how one day I'd marry a guy I loved so much, and then later on that guy turned in to you. But I never imagined that when I did, I would be this madly in love," I told him truthfully. I don't think I've ever told anyone that before. I looked up to see tears of joy flooding Logan's eyes mixed in with love.
"I- I… God, Katie, you make me speechless. I seriously have no idea how to express this the right way, how much I love you. I couldn't be happier," he said, definitely meaning every word of it, finally pulling me in for a deep and passionate kiss.
We kept on kissing for what seemed like an eternity, before pulling away. I snuggled up against his chest again. Neither of us wanted to go back to planning the wedding at the moment. Logan pressed a kiss to the top of my head. Changing my position slightly, I eventually drifted off to sleep.