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It's been a few weeks since Bella spent that first day out in La Push. I'm not exactly sure what happened while Bella was there, but whatever it was...she's better. Much better. She's smiling more and she's eating more. She looks amazing. I have to admit that I'm a bit jealous, because I wish it could have been me, that put that smile on her face. What am I saying? I have no idea... I guess it really doesn't matter who or what caused the Bella to snap out of her depression. She's back. Bella, is back. I still don't like those mutts, but if they make her happy...well I guess I have to give them some sort of credit or something. Since Bella's been doing better, I feel like I can finally leave her alone and go hunt without worrying about her. I really need to hunt too. I've waited too long to hunt again.

So, I was on my way to go hunting when I was hit with a tidal wave of emotions. It hurts so much that I had to stop running and I fell to my knees and wrapped my arms around my chest. It felt like I was about to rip in half. Someone must be dying, somewhere. I can't smell any blood and that's when it hits me. I've felt this pain before. Bella. I race back to her house. If those mutts have hurt her, I swear, I will kill every last one of them. I jump into the tree outside her window and I watch her...she's breaking. Not like when I first got here, when she was crying over him... Something definitely happened though. She's crying so hard, that it's hurting her head. Charlie isn't home, he must be working late. I have to go to her, but I can't. It's been too long since my last hunt. With all the crying that she's doing, it's causing her heart to beat faster. Her face is red, filled with blood. I would like to say I would be okay holding her, but I can't risk it. I will not put her life in danger again. I take off. I have to feed as quickly as possible. It hurts me to run away from her when she's like this. She's breaking my heart, but I will find what I'm looking for and I will be back to Bella before nightfall.

I quickly take down an old grizzle; he didn't put up much of a fight, too old. He won't satisfy me for long. I need something a little bit younger. My phone starts ringing in my pocket and when I look to see whose calling, I stop dead in my tracks.

"Alice?"

"Jasper, where are you? Please tell me you're with Bella. I need to hear that you're with Bella." She's freaking out so much that she's freaking me out.

"Alice, Alice calm down. No, I'm not will Bella. What's going on?" She makes this sound, I think it's a sobbing scream.

"Noo, no, no. You have to be with her. Why did you leave?"

"Alice, you're really starting to scare me. What's wrong with Bella?" She pauses. She must be searching for Bella in her visions. She gasps. "Alice, please. Please. Tell me what happened."

"She's gone." I stop breathing and force myself to take a shaky breath

"What do you mean? Gone?"

"I started getting glimpses of Bella. She's trying to make up her mind with what she wants to do. You weren't supposed to leave her today. You were supposed to leave tomorrow." I have no idea what she means. "Jasper." She pauses again and I can tell she's trying to figure out exactly what she needs to say to me. "Jasper, the last vision I got was Bella jumping off the cliff in La Push. Everything goes dark after that. I can no longer see Bella. She's go-" I didn't mean to be rude, but I hung up an Alice. I couldn't let her finish what she was saying. Bella is NOT gone. She's still up in her room and I will go to her and I will wrap her up in my arms and I will keep her safe and I will never let anything bad happen to her. I take off towards her house again.

I see her truck still in the driveway and I smile with relief. She's still here. I knew she would be here. I know this is crazy of me, but I call out her name. She's going to know one way or another that I am here now. "Bella!" I call to her as soon as I step foot on her drive way. I slow my run to a more human pace. "Bella!" I knock on her door. I'm too impatient. I try the door knob, it's unlocked. I run in. "Bella! It's Jasper!" I quickly look around her house, she's upstairs. "I'm coming up, Bella!" I run upstairs and I don't even knock, I just barge into her room. "Bella!" I stop. It's empty. The restroom, maybe she's needs a human moment. I turn around and head over to it. The door's open. She's not here either. Charlie! Maybe she's in Charlie's room. I run and check. She's not there either. I feel myself panicking. I sit down on the top step and hold my head between my hands and bring my knees up to my chest. I'm freaking out. Where is she? She's, she's at Angela's or maybe she made up with Jessica. Maybe she went to the book store. Or went to get a coffee? I get up and race down the stairs. I will find her. My phone rings. Peter.

"You know where she is, stop messing around, Major." He hangs up. That's all I needed to hear. Treaty or not, I'm about to cross the line. No mutt, will be able to stop me now.

I race over the treaty line and I know those mutts will be on my flank soon. Actually I hear them now. There's two behind me and I hear more heading my way. They will not keep me from reaching Bella. I push myself faster to the cliffs. The wolves are gaining on me. I may have underestimated them. One is about to take me down from behind. Another on each side of me. I'm surrounded. I can barely make out the edge of the cliffs. I am so close. Then I see her. Just barely. Just a tiny dot. Like an ant falling into the water. "NO!" I roar and I scare one of the mutts and he takes off and I grab the one that's behind me and throw him far into the forest and he hits a tree. I kick the third one in the throat and easily take him down. He's fighting me, but he's gasping for air. To keep him down longer. I take his hing leg and break it over my knee. He howls in pain, but he and I both know that he will be just fine. He will be healed before I reach the cliff. He's down and I can hear more wolves approaching. I take off towards the water. I have to find her. I have to save her. If those mutts only knew what was happening.

I reach the top of the cliff. I search the waters for her. It takes a minute, but a spot her. I don't hesitate and I dive in. I reach her quickly and pull her up the the surface. She's not breathing. She's blue. I might be too late. I race to the shore with Bella's lifeless body cradled in my arms. I'm not alone when I step out onto the shore. The rest of the mutts are there. Waiting for me in the forest. They're about to attack when they see that I'm carrying something. They back off and I know they must be confused and they're talking to each other. I can relax a bit and I look down at Bella and I have no idea what to do. She might really be gone, but I have to try. I know what CPR is, but I don't think I can do it. I might crush her. I've seen when humans have done it and even they leave bruises. I can't, I can't risk it! I might be crushing her now and not even realize it. I'm not normally this close to a human, unless I'm killing or changing them. I start to panic again and I fall to my knees. She's going to die, right here, in my arms and I can't do a thing about it. But they can.

"Please." My throat is dry and my voice is hoarse. "Please, you have to help me." I look up into the line of trees. I know they can hear me. "You have to save her. I can't do it. I might kill her. Please. Please." I know I'm begging and that is not something the Major does, but I am desperate. I hear some rustling in the trees and see two boys step out onto the beach. Jacob, he's limping, but his broken leg is healing. The other is Embry. He was the one I threw into the tree. He's winded, but he's fine. I make eye contact with Jacob. "I'm not sorry I crossed the line and I'm not sorry that I hurt you guys. Now you see why I had to do it." I could see Jacob and Embry looking at each other, but neither one is stepping any closer. Do they not see that it's Bella? "Jacob." He seems surprised that I know who he is. "Jacob, it's Bella!" His eyes grow wide and his jaw drops and I can hear the wolves rustling around again. I was right. They can't see as far as I can. They had no idea what or who I was holding. They just knew that it's me. Jacob starts running towards me and Embry hesitates. I slowly place Bella on the sand. He's afraid of me. He knows that I can hurt him. I don't want him to be afraid. So, I have to let go of Bella. I slowly stand up and look at Jacob, he's fearful too. I did just break his leg. He's conflicted. He wants to be by Bella's side, but he's afraid I will hurt him again. I slowly back away. We're wasting time. "Please, Jacob. Embry. You have to save her." Embry runs up behind Jacob and nudges him. They're still not convinced that I won't hurt them. "Please!" I pause and take a breath and look at the two boys standing in front of me. "I'm in love with her."

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