Hello my dear, faithful readers! I am so sad to announce that after this chapter… I only have one more to post :'( It's exciting and sad to finish a story! I've been writing this one for so long! Way before I posted it on here! I can't tell you how much I appreciate the reviews and messages I have received for this story! You guys are amazing! Also, I wanted to give a big THANK YOU to my pre-reader CassyRoxx!
Real quickly, I just wanted to let you know about the other stories I have started. One is called Nothing Is As It Seems, it's a Harry Potter/Twilight crossover with Bella and Fred. The other story is call Hearts Cold As Ice, which is a Twilight/Vampire Diaries crossover with Bella and Kol! I hope you guys will check those out at some point too!
Alrighty, on with the story!
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Previously on Bella' I'm Sorry
"Oh my gosh, Embry. I am so sorry!" I said as I jumped into his arms. He and Jake are my best friends. How could I do that to them?
"Please, just don't leave, Bells. We'll figure this out together. Gosh, I can't believe I'm going to say this," he said as he put me back on my feet. "Now, I don't know how you figured out what I am, but I figure since you know that, you also must know how I feel about your precious Cullen family?" He looked at me and I nodded my head. Immortal enemies... gotcha. "Jasper is a good person. He's crazy about you Bella. I can't imagine how hard it must have been for him to pull you out of the water and have to ask us for help. I wish you could have seen him Bella, if you had just seen the way he was looking at you, you wouldn't be trying to run away from him." He ruffled my hair a bit and smirked. "He's crazy in love with you kid."
I couldn't help but smile as Embry told me this. I felt my heart warm up and I wanted more than anything to go see Jasper. Embry smiled and picked me up and swung me up on his back.
"Come on, I'll take you to your leech!" I laughed at the nickname and held on tight as Embry took off to find Jasper.
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"Bells!" Called Jacob, as he ran over to Embry and me. "You remembered, didn't you?" I nodded my head as he picked me up and spun me around. "I knew you would remember. Honey, I am so sorry about what happened this morning." He started as he sat me down.
"It's okay Jake." I said as I hugged him from the side.
"We wanted to tell you about us, Bella, but we aren't allowed to talk about it. I guess Jacob found a loop hole or something?" He looked to Jake and playfully punched him in the shoulder.
"Well, I told Bells about the werewolf legends, before I found out that we aren't allowed to talk about it with other people. I didn't mean to." I laughed at him; I really hope he won't get in any trouble for telling me about them.
"It's okay Jake; I think Sam will let it slide. Plus, I'm glad Bella knows now." He said as he stole me from Jacob's arms and kissed the top of my head. "I can't tell you how bad I felt, when you took off this morning. I wanted to follow you, but Sam had heard our conversation and ordered me not to go after you." I scrunched my face up as I thought about what he said.
"What do you mean ordered?" I looked towards Jake and he took my hand helped me up into the back of my truck and the jumped in himself, followed by Embry. We all got comfortable and I waited for one of them to start talking. They were both looking back and forth between each other.
"Cat's already out of the bag." Embry shrugged at Jacob. "Might as well tell her everything." I looked to Jacob and he seemed to agree with Embry and then he turned his body so he was facing me directly. He then began his tales of the Quileute Tribe.
It took a while for Jacob to tell me everything, but I learned more about the purpose of the werewolves, imprinting and why cold ones 'suck'. It was a very educational talk and I did enjoy hearing about everything, but it was time for me to go. I told them that I felt bad for keeping Jasper waiting. I kissed each of my werewolves on the cheek and gave them big hugs, promising that I would come back and visit soon... I just hoped that they believed me.
I climbed into my truck and waved at them. At least now they can't say I left without saying goodbye to them. I felt a little guilty as I drove away. I just hope they don't realize that I'm turning in the opposite direction of my house. I hope Alice can't see me either. I tried clearing my mind and kept telling myself over and over that I was driving home. I just can't let it slip where I'm really going.
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I'm glad my wallet was still in my truck. It was pretty much the only thing I had on me as I drove to the airport. As I parked my truck, I looked around to make sure I hadn't been followed. I felt confident that I had made it to the airport without being discovered, but my confidence lingered as I walked up the stairs to the airport and heard someone scream. I whirled around to see a large, brown wolf running away. They found me. I felt my heartbeat pick up and ran into the airport! I have no idea who it was, but that wasn't an ordinary wolf.
I quickly got in line and paid for a one-way ticket to Jacksonville, Florida. Since I only had my wallet, I quickly ran to the security line and took my shoes off and threw them into a container and placed my wallet in next to them. I watched as it went through a scanner and then a security guard called me forward and I had to stand in a human sized scanner and place my arms on my head. The guard cleared me and told me to get my things. I quickly put my wallet in my jacket pocket and slipped my shoes on. I all but ran to the terminal and hoped that we were boarding already.
FINAL BOARDING CALL FOR SEATTLE, WA to JACKSONVILLE, FLORIDA.
Luck was with me today. I quickly showed the lady with the ticket scanner, my boarding pass and slipped through the tunnel and ran onto the plane. I sat down on my seat and pulled my legs up to my chest. What am I doing? Jacob and Embry are going to kill me! I felt guilt like I have never felt before and started crying, pulling my legs as close to me as possible. Jasper's face came into my mind. Remembering when I first saw him after the cliff diving incident. Jasper did not strike me as the type who would get scared, but when I saw him, he looked terrified and guilty. It killed me to see him like that, and now, I'm doing this to him? I hate myself right now, for hurting him. I have to remind myself that he's the reason why I'm doing this. I take a few calming breaths and it seems to help. I lower my feet the floor and whiped the tears from my eyes.
I'm doing the right thing. I'm doing this for Jasper and for Alice too. I'm still mad at her for leaving me, but she's still my friend and I can't hurt her. She loves Jasper more than life itself. Whatever crush Jasper seems to have on me, will go away eventually. Even as I think this, I know it's not true. Jasper loves me and I don't know when it happened, but I fell in love with him too.
I started gazing out the little window, when I heard a commotion going on at the front of the airplane.
'Please! Just let me talk to her!" I heard his voice and I felt myself sink into my chair. He's here? Why is he doing this? Can't he see that I'm doing this for him?
"Sir, you are going to have to leave now." Said a grouchy stewardess. "I don't even know how you made it this far."
"Please, I just need two minutes with her and then I will leave. I promise." He was begging. Did I really mean that much to him? I could hear the pain in his voice. Before I realized what I was doing, I was out of my seat and pushing past the oncoming passengers and stopped when I could see him standing there with his head down and he looked defeated. In all the times I have seen Jasper; I have never seen him look so sad. It broke me. Jasper should never be that sad. I would make sure of it. I will never allow my Jasper to hurt like that again. I couldn't get to Jasper, because they were too many people in my way. So, I closed my eyes and pushed out to him all the love I felt for him. It overwhelmed me, but in a good way and I know that the other passengers are staring at me, but I didn't care.
"Bella." He breathed as he whispered my name. I opened my eyes to see him looking at me. He looked like he was melting, in complete awe of what he just felt from me. I started pushing my way through the people, separating me, from the man that I love. The stewardess that was in front of Jasper looked at me and then at Jasper and moved out of the way. Jasper was in front of me in seconds. We were so close that we could almost be touching. My heart was beating erratically and I could see his shoulders were moving up and down, like he was trying to catch his breath. "Do you mean it, Bella? What I felt, was that real?" I stared up into his beautiful honey colored eyes and whispered...
"Yes." That's all he needed to hear and he closed the distance that was between us, pulling me into his arms, crashing his lips to mine. As I dug my fingers into his hair. He pushed out to me, all the love that he has for me. I didn't understand love until that moment. When we pulled away, I looked into his eyes and I felt like his was looking into my soul. I had never had anyone look at me like this before. I couldn't stop myself from three little words slipping out.
"I love you." I could see my words reaching his heart and he closed his eyes for a moment as he absorbed them. His eyes were still closed, but I could see his face pulling into a brilliant smile and he opened his eyes and I could see a twinkle in them and I saw one, single tear spill over his eye. I gasped when I saw it. "Jasper." I whispered to him as I reached out to touch it, it burned my finger a little, but I didn't care.
"I love you Bella." My eyes snapped back to his and I hugged him. Never wanting this moment to between us (and everyone on the airplane) to end. "Marry me." He whispered into my ear. I didn't have to think about it, I wanted more than anything to spend the rest of my life with him.
"Yes!" I whispered back into his ear.
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