Chapter 2! Sorry guys for the wait, a lot has been going on. I just want to figure my life out, you know? But whatever! I am really bored tonight and don't feel like catching up on my school work, so I got distracted and am going to update stories! Yay! Check out my new one? "Don't forget me when I am gone." Again guys, I am sorry. I can't say it enough, Chapter, after chapter, after chapter, after chapter in all my stories. I suck. I know.

Chapter 2:

Jades POV

I was crying about my life. Tori she sat there, she held my hand. While I sobbed she just waited. Waited for me to be ready.

I couldn't tell her anything. I never could. I never can. I can never tell anyone anything. The only thing that I can tell her about, is how I am feeling about Beck. I don't want to though. I just want someone to comfort me right now. I don't want to go home anymore, and I know that I am going to have to. I know that nothing is going to go right when I get back tonight.

"Talk to me Jade." She said to me, squeezing my hand a little tighter.

"What do you want me to say?" I asked. I kept my head in my hands, while my elbows relaxed on my knees.

"Tell me what is on your arms..." I froze. I just lifted my eyes, the arm my head rested on, my shirt fell down, revealing my wrist. God please no. I quickly pulled me sleeve down and jumped up, heading to the door.

"Jade! I wont tell. I just want you to be okay. I swear, I wont tell anyone." She rushed to me. "I just don't want to see my friend hurt."

"Your friend?" She nodded, her fluffy brown her bouncing with her head motions. I hugged her, crying into her shoulder.

"You don't understand Tori. Nothing is going right." I said between sobbing.

"You mean about Beck?" She asked.

No...

"Yeah." I said, lying.

"Is that why you cut your wrist?" No... he isn't. He was this time, but never any of the other times. Never.

"Yes. It was a one time thing. It was stupid! I will never do it again!" I didn't want her to tell the school, they will send me off again. Now that the hospital is on my case, they will tell the school. But if no one can convince my dad to get rid of me, then I wont go anywhere.

My dad wouldn't want me anywhere anyways.

If I am gone, he has no where to put his fist.

He has no where to put his pain and anger.

After awhile of us sitting there talking about Beck and mine relationship, I told her I had to get home. So I picked up my things, called a cab, and went back to hell.

I didn't even bother to go around the house to my window. My dad would be passed out on the couch, or he would be out. There really isn't any reason to hide right now. I opened the door, and he sat, right there, in the middle of my living room.

"Jade!" I heard him yell, the pain started then, even without him starting the beating yet.

"The hospital called the police! Cutting? Why did you go to the hospital for that? You know I had to lie to them! I had to tell them that it was just stress about loosing your mother and that you are okay! That nothing was going on! That I would take care of you?" I closed the door and dropped my purse. He just sat in the chair. I don't think he is drunk.

"I am going to tell you something right now, you are going to be lucky to live through the night." And with that he got up and walked into the kitchen. I heard a drawer open. I could see the reflection of him through the glass of a picture. A knife sat in his hands. My eyes grew wide, my heart raced when I saw that. I ran up the stairs, quickly. I ran down the upstairs hall into my room.
"I have no lock, no lock..." I whispered to myself, searching my room for something to block my door with. Dresser. I quickly ran behind my dresser and pushed with all my might to get it in front of the door.

Just a few feet... I can do it. You can do it Jade.

I felt the dresser move, closer and closer to the door. My dad wasn't even coming up the stairs. Yet. My dresser hit the door, I fell to the ground in tears.

This can't happen. Please... Don't let this happen.

Hey guys! Sorry for the really long wait for the update, I know I have said this! Please forgive me! :( Everything is happening at once and I just want a fresh start.

But I am going to continue the stories! Read my others? They are all kinda like this, of course not JUST like this, but they are about sad stuff. If you haven't noticed I like sad stories.

God Bless!

Sierra~~