Sorry it has been so long guys. It has been a hard couple of weeks, but that isn't an excuse. I will try my hardest to keep up. Sorry guys!

Jade's POV

I heard the ambulance. I saw all of their faces above me, telling me to hold on, that they would be here soon to help me. They were wrapping my scars, tightly. The world was going blurry. I barley could understand. I felt my body being lifted and before I knew it, I woke up in the same white boring room that I was in only days before.

I fluttered my eyes open, seeing all the people that surrounded me. Tori. Cat. Andre. Robbie. Everyone. Except Beck... I don't think he even cares. Why would he? I'm worthless.

They all quickly jump up, running to my side when they see that I woke up.

"Jade! Oh my god!" Tori says panicky, holding my hand. Andre kept his distance, not looking me in the eye, not saying a word. Cat was standing there with her sad baby look. Trying not to look sad, but failing. Robbie just looked at me scared. They all looked scared.

"Why would you do this...?" Tori asked.

"You know why, Vega." I say, pulling my hand from her grasp and pulling my legs up to my chest.

"Jade, it isn't worth it. You need to get better.." She says fading off.

"That's why..." She pauses, standing up and slowly backing away from the bed. "That's why I told the school that you're hurting yourself..." She looks at me worried. I feel a sudden rage of anger rush through me.

"Why would you do that? Do you know what you have just done? You have ruined my life!" I scream at her and she jumps back scared. Her eyes still locked on mine.

"You can't do this for yourself anymore." She whispers, grabbing her coat and leaving the room.

"She's right.." Andre says. He looks at me, for the first time, worried.

"You're hurting everyone else by doing this. Do you understand that? Or does that not matter to you? Because it should." Andre shoots at me painfully. He walks out of the room, slamming the door. I don't know what I have done so quickly to get everyone so mad at me. They didn't even let me explain.

A few days later I was able to leave. Or so I thought. I was leaving when a whole bunch of nurses stopped me and dragged me to this room. They soon evaluated me, I guess you could say, and locked me up in some crazy house. They had a large sitting area, with rooms all around it. They had a dinning room, with class doors. But it wasn't really glass.. because I guess that is a hazard. I roll my eyes at all of the eyes looking at me.

"What are you here for?" A boy asked me. I ignored him and let the nurse lead me to my room. I walk into the room. White. Of course.

The bed felt like I was sleeping on a rock. I was better off sleeping on the floor. It only had this thin cheap blanket, with a newspaper filled pillow case for a pillow. The bathroom was nice though, but you couldn't lock the door. The dresser was a cheap shelf. In the corner of the room was a desk that was attached to the wall, and a chair that was attached to the floor. You had one pencil, that didn't have an eraser, and it wasn't sharpened.

"So this is your room." The nurse said, putting some clothes on my bed for me.

"Okay." I look at her angrily.

"Now Jade. This is for the best. Make yourself at home. You're gonna be here awhile." She looks at me with a stern look and turns around leaving. I sit on my bed staring at the white wall.

"Jade West?" I hear a voice behind me say. I turn around and there is a tall woman with long black hair standing there.

"Yes." I look at her confused. Why are you bugging me? I want to be alone. I can't believe that Tori would do this to me. I thought she said she wouldn't tell anyone. That it would be our secret.

"Hey Jade. I am Sabrina, I will be your nurse. We have group in three minuets, do you think you're gonna go?" She asks kindly. I didn't want to be mean to her. She seemed so nice and kind. Like she didn't want to tell me what to do, but that it was her job.

"What is group?" I asked confused. She comes over, sitting next to me.

"Group is where all the kids come together and we do different activities. It is strongly recommended. Because if you don't go, you wont recover. Because group is the treatment." She looks at me with pained eyes.

"I don't really want to go." I look away, staring back at the wall.

"Jade.." She hesitates to go on. "Why did you start cutting yourself." She takes my wrist gently, turning them to see all of the scars.

"It's just a habit.. its just the only thing that I am good at." I respond emotionless.

"You don't need it. You might think you're not cared for.. but I have only known you for 10 seconds, and I can tell you I care. I promise you." I felt tears build up in my eyes and slip down my face. I felt her arms wrap around me and hold me tightly.

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