A/N: Pray for Sam/Rachel in Season 3

Rachel Pov

I don't understand. I usually always understand whats going on.

But when it comes to Sam choosing Santana over me.

She is horrible bitch that could never understand Sam like I do.

I sighed as I sang the last note in the glee club rehearsal.

Sam stood way on the other side of the stage dancing around with Santana.

Didn't he know it hurt like hell to see that? I bet he did but he just didn't care.

"Rachel, Are you okay? Asked Mr. Shue.

"Yes, fine just a little nervous about regionals".

Mr. Shue nodded and dismissed the club.

Finn and Quinn held hands and left, then Kurt and Mercedes, Artie and Brittany, and finally Sam and Santana.

He gave me a small look of guilt before exiting the stage.

I felt empty like someone cut out all my insides and left me with black numbing pain.

"Rachel?" said Mr. Shue.

"Yes" I replied walking off the stage to meet him.

"I know your nervous but try to relax everything will work out" He said and patted my head then left.

I sure hope so I thought to myself and hurried to get home.

I just wanted to lie down and bed and cry.

Sam Pov

I don't want to hurt Rachel but it keeps happening.

Some part of me has this attachment to Santana.

I can't really describe it but it is like we need each other.

I know in my heart that I love Rachel more then Quinn and Santana together but I can't let go.

I dropped Santana off at her house then I started back to mine knowing I'd have to pass Rachel's on the way.

I thought long and hard about going to talk to her.

Its only been a couple days maybe I should give her more time.

I started to turn the other way but my hands didn't work that way.

They didn't the car right into her driveway.

I sighed and got out the car then rang the door bell.

After some excruciating minutes she pulled open the door and my heart broke some more.

She looked like she had been crying for awhile, her hair was a mess, and she had tissues scattered every where.

I felt my heart constrict painfully then I said "Hi".

She didn't smile like she usually did she just said "Great, your just the person I want to see".

The sarcasm was so dry that it actually hurt.

"Can I come in?" I asked trying to make this right.

"Whatever you have to say Sam it's not going to fix the damage that's been done" She replied trying to close the door.

"Just please, Rachel, please" I said practically begging.

She nodded and led me to her room.

Rachel Pov

I don't know why I let him in.

Maybe it was the part of me that missed him and wanted his comfort.

It over took the part that wanted to kick him in his balls.

He sat down on my bed and started looking around my room.

I sat down on the end of the bed trying not to get too close to him.

"Say what you have to say" I snapped at him.

He sighed heavily and said "I know you are hurting right now". "

Oh really what was your first clue the tissue or the running make-up" I snapped again the wouldn't stop coming.

Sam got up from the bed and looked me with a hard glare.

"I'm trying to make this right" He said sounding frustrated.

I got up too and turned towards him "Don't you understand how bad I feel right now Sam?" I yelled at him.

He shook his head and backed away slowly.

"You destroyed me,Sam, I don't know how you could fix this."

I felt the tears falling and Sam face was unreadable.

After a few minutes I screamed "Say something please".

He ran over to me and kissed me passionately on the lips.

I wanted so badly to pull away but my lips didn't obey.

He pushed me gently against the bed post.

I ran my hands through his hair and continued to kiss him.

We pulled away after a few minutes and looked at Sam.

"I want you, Rachel" He said in a whispered.

It sent shivers down my spine but I pulled myself together and asked "Are we talking about the same thing?" He took my hand.

Then he replied "I hope not".

He took my hand let me back to the bed.

A/N: This should make up for my lack of updating. :)