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Rachel Pov
I woke and felt super dizzy then looked around.
I was in bed and Sam lying next to me.
Wait! Sam I checked under the covers.
Okay still dressed this is a good sign.
Parts of last night came back to me but not much.
What I remember the most is just wanting to be with Sam.
Even though I was so mad that he had chosen Santana I still wanted him.
I looked over at him more closely.
He didn't snore very loud it was very soft.
I ran my hands though his blonde hair and he smiled in his sleep.
"Sam" I whispered and he groaned.
"Sam" I tried again this time pushing him a little.
Finally his eyes flicked opened and he also looked around.
"Rachel" He said finally realizing the situation.
"Did we?" He asked next.
"No, we are both still dressed, at least I hope not."
Sam nodded then got up off my bed.
"Are your dads home?" He asked obviously wondering about how much trouble we are in.
"No, their not they are away on a trip" I replied still feeling a little dizzy.
He sat down on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands.
"We need to talk about this" I said.
"What's there to talk about?" He asked looking at me harshly.
I felt my heart break a little and swallowed really hard.
"I'm tired of fighting Sam."
Why can't you just break with Santana and be with me?" I replied reaching out for his shoulder.
"She needs me and I need her" He said flinching away from me.
I drew my hand back and said "Why do you need her Sam, tell me" I demanded getting up off the bed.
He sighed heavily and got up too.
He faced the door his back towards me.
"Please Sam, don't you think I deserve and explanation".
I heard him begin to speak but he still didn't turn towards me.
"When you didn't say I love it hurt me so much.
Then I ran into Santana and she made all the pain go away.
I need her because she like a clutch for me."
He finished and finally looked at me.
"Is that what you wanted to hear?" I didn't know what to say.
He had finally explained why he needed her so much but it didn't give me much closure.
It just made me feel a thousand times worse that I had driven Sam into Santana land.
"You love me, don't you?" I asked him but it felt like a stupid question.
"More than anyone" He answered but once again he sounded very distant.
"The please, Sam, do this for me, please" I said practically begging.
His face had pain written all over it and I pulled him into a fierce hug.
"I will" He whispered so quietly that I barely made out what he was saying.
I didn't believe him because he made promises before but hearing him say it was comforting.
The Next Day
School
Sam Pov
I'm scared no I'm terrified of breaking up with Santana but there's a part of me that can't go on.
I can't go on hurting Rachel anymore.
I love her and it took last night to realize that she is everything I want.
I can't stand another day not having her in arms and seeing her smile.
Then there's a part of me that can't let go of Santana.
My clutch, the person who fixed me when I felt like I had reached the lowest point of my life.
The part that cared about Rachel felt more dominant today so I waited for Santana by the gym.
She showed up after about twenty minutes and a huge knot formed in my stomach.
"Hey Sam" She said and kissed me on the cheek.
"We need to talk" I said ignoring the kiss.
"Is this about Rachel again, I told you-" She didn't finish because I interrupted her.
"No more playing games, Santana, I want Rachel that's it" I yelled so loud it scared me.
It scared her too because it looked like she was going to cry.
I ran my hands through my hair then whispered "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell its just-" She interrupted this time.
"Its just you love her and I'm horrible so you can't love me".
Now I see why Santana wants me she feels horribly unloved.
"No, your great it just happens that I'm in love with someone else.
One day you will find someone who loves you I promise."
She nodded and wiped her tears then gave me a hug.
Later That Day
Rachel Pov
I was walking to lunch when I saw Sam running down the halls.
"Wait up, Sam, what's the rush?" I asked grabbing his arm.
"Rachel! Great news I did it" He said panting heavily.
I couldn't believe it he had broken up with her. No more Quinn, Finn, or Santana.
He was all mine.
I grabbed his shirt and pulled him into a kiss that I will remember forever.
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