November 17th
Dear Me,
After that... heart to heart with Hinata, I decided to go back to school for a little bit. It was kind of hard to get back into the groove of everything but I eventually got it. When I came home after school yesterday, I locked myself in my room and just ignored everything. I didn't want to see them after seeing Hinata because I knew that seeing them would taint her image in my mind. If it wasn't for her I don't think I'd still be alive. If she hadn't asked me to come to school, I think I would've actually done it yesterday. But she was there, and she reached out to me. Maybe the world isn't so bad after all.
Naruto
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November 21st
Dear Me,
I'm still alive, don't worry. So, school's been all right. Hinata went back to visit her grandpa after we talked and then she came back. We haven't really talked about what happened that day and I don't really feel comfortable bringing it back up. Days seem brighter with Hinata around. Anyways, what I wanted to really talk about was the Snow Ball coming up. Our school throws one every year even when there's no snow. I really don't get the point in throwing one when we don't have snow but whatever. In the past I've never attended one and I don't plan on doing so. They're having the dance in December or something like that. I already know that Sakura and Sasuke are probably going to get crowed Snow Prince and Princess this year. They did last year so. Remember that Kiba guy? He hasn't been in school for a little while and I was kind of wondering why and I just found out he transferred like a week after I hung out with him. Huh, who would have known. Oh well, he kind of sucked anyways, I'm glad he's gone.
Naruto
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November 23rd
Dear Me,
It is finally Thanksgiving break. Since I was out of school for a real long time I have a shit ton of work to catch up on. I haven't left my room much since break started since my 'parents' are out there. The only time I really leave is to use the bathroom. And when I get hungry I walk to the noodle shop a block down. The guy who owns the place knows me pretty well, and he's one of the only people who actually know about what goes on at home so he gives me a bowl for free. He's a cool guy.
Naruto
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November 28th
Dear Me,
Meh, so break is over now and I'm back at school. I didn't write a letter over the other days because nothing interesting happened. Like literally. I only texted Hinata for a bit but that's about it. At lunch today, Sakura was talking about the Snow Ball and what she and Sasuke were going to wear. Neji asked me if I was going and I told him no. They all looked pretty disappointed, well except for Sakura and Sasuke – they don't really care anyways. I dunno, if I went what would I do? I can't dance, and if I don't take a girl then I'd be known as the class loser. Oh wait.
Naruto
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November 29th
Dear Me,
I seriously can't wait for this year to be over. For a number of reason, though the most important would be because no more homework. Homework blows so hard, I fucking hate it. It's starting to get cold around here now since winter's coming. I can tell because the leaves are dead and Hinata wasn't here at school today. She caught a cold. I hope she gets better soon. I'd pay her a visit, but I don't want her dad to kill me. He's a pretty big dude - and I don't mean in weight. He's on the school board or maybe in the government I don't know which but it's really serious and I don't want to get onto the bad side of that guy. Actually, I wouldn't want to get on the bad side of anyone. I just don't want anyone else to hate me.
Naruto
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November 30th
Dear Me,
Okay, so in a few letters back I was talking about considering taking a girl to the Snow Ball, right? That's a stupid idea. Why would I even think about that. Was I high? No, I don't do drugs, never mind. Maybe... No I shouldn't even think that either. If someone found this they'd think, "what the hell is this kid talking about?" Well, to save you (future reader) the trouble of figuring it out, I was considering asking Hinata to the Snow Ball, but then – now I'm laughing really hard at myself – I thought, "No, that's really stupid." It's stupid because she wouldn't go to the Snow Ball with someone like me. Even if she said she liked me, whatever the fuck that meant. And, I don't know. I don't want to feel selfish, but if I brought the school's "nerdiest" girl – though I'd beg to differ – to the Ball and I being the school's laughing stock, it'd just make things harder for her. Or me. I'm not sure. And then people would think we're dating, which would be even worse. No, it just wouldn't work. Not at all. Just stop thinking that Naruto, you're crazy. I'm going to bed now.
Naruto
AN: WOW IT'S BEEN SO LONG I APOLOGIZE DEEPLY. If you haven't given up on this story yet I applaud you. Anyways, this chapter REALLY gives away something big like obviously since I'm awful at being subtle. But yeah. Hope you guys enjoy it anyways. Oh and I got a tablet, so I'll be making a cover for this story really soon. So yeah. Review because I luff yew.