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Chapter 3 - You Drive Me Crazy.

James P.O.V

I'm a bad person, I know it. As I watched Kendall walk away from me I felt my heart ache and my stomach coil. His father was right; I was totally going to break his heart. Once I got home last night there was just a lot of thinking to do, I couldn't even escape these thoughts with sleep as sleep never came. This is a lot to handle; surely Kendall feels the same way? The crushing realisation I was giving my heart to a 16 year old was smothering me as I lay awake in bed, tossing and turning over what to say and what to do. I had so many things I wanted to say, but the minute I saw him standing in the doorway of his house, the faded red of his red t-shirt illuminating his emerald eyes, blonde hair so completely messy but perfect at the same time and a small smile on his lips, a smile which was reserved just for me... I couldn't say anything. The only thoughts that could reach my logical thought and vocal chords was stating the obvious, he was going to freeze to death without a jacket. Okay maybe not to death... But cold none the less. Thinking about him in my jacket was almost enough to have me clutching my heart and wanting to scream... Why was I so obsessed with having him put it on? He looked SO FUCKING ADORABLE. It was too much. He wearing it was like saying "Property of James Diamond: So back the fuck off bitch" Yes, yes I wanted Kendall to be mine, all mine. The problem with that though, is that I am a selfish, self centred, egotistic, asshole, bastard, prick who really doesn't deserve to be with Kendall at all. He looks at me with those big, puppy, green eyes saying we should be boyfriends and come out together and it's like "Dude, do you want to break my heart anymore?" I just don't want him saying things like that because I know he doesn't mean them, well if he means them now he wouldn't mean them later, because I would be a terrible boyfriend. It might have something to do with the fact I will never be coming out, no matter what he says. And as he told me last night, I really am so in the closet it's ridiculous but that's exactly where I'm going to say, nice and cosy in the closet. Although I would be perfectly happy to have him give me blow jobs every morning in the car, fuck me it was incredible. I just can't understand how he has never done that before and manages to be so good, beats Sarah on the blow job competition any day.

The urge to go run after Kendall and tackle him down with a kiss, showing the whole school and in fact the whole world that he is the man I want to be with is burning hot in my veins. And especially because he's wearing my jacket, I mean come on, could he look any cuter? Maybe I'm asking for people to find out, because the more I think about it the more I realise that yes it will look slightly suspicious that he is wearing my varsity jacket, especially seeing as we hadn't even met before yesterday, but I'll let him work that one out. If anyone asks me I'll be like "That bastard stole my jacket!"... Actually no that's mean, scrap that idea James Diamond.

"James!" I heard a girl squeal from behind me, a voice I instantly recognised.

"Hey Sarah" I said with a beaming smile that really didn't match my mood or feelings towards her.

She greeted me with a long kiss, flinging her arms around my neck and pulling me down to her height. There's another reason kissing Kendall is better, he's not so bloody short.

I relaxed myself into the kiss, trying to concentrate on the soft feel of her pink lips, her porcelain skin against my chin and her supple curves underneath my hands... but it wasn't enough. I wanted to feel rough lips taking me by control, stubble on my chin and a hard body against my hands.

"Why didn't you call me last night James?" She asked when I pulled away.

"Sorry I was busy"

"I wanted to hear about your Doctor's appointment. How's the rib?" She sounded concerned, which was nice I guess.

"Yeah the doctor was... good. I have to get x-rays though, it's probably broken"

"Oh baby!" She said with a cry, flinging her arms around my waist and resting her head on my chest.

Where was this coming from?

"You seem really sad this morning babe, I hope you're ok"

Did I seem sad? Kendall said I seemed pissed off. To be honest I'd never been happier in my entire life. Sure, I was stressing out over Kendall and treating him like shit which made me feel like shit, but that didn't mean Kendall wasn't the best thing that had ever happened to me.

"I'm fine. Just sad about hockey I guess" I replied, trying to sounds as if it were no big deal.

"Well I hope it's not broken and you can heal quickly, I don't like seeing you upset. I love you"

Ok what has this girl done with Sarah? Maybe I was kidding myself when I said Sarah was a bitch... maybe I told myself she was to make me feel not as bad about cheating on her with Kendall.

"I love you too" I replied, kissing her blonde hair softly.

She pulled back to look at me, big blue eyes shining with love and trust. Sarah really was beautiful, I couldn't deny that. Long, soft platinum blonde hair, big blue eyes, lightly tanned skin that would have been more suited to somewhere like California or Florida, a toned athletic body and of course her smile, the smile that stopped hearts and had men and women falling at her feet. I was lucky to be with her... I was. Crap, maybe I really did love her. But I loved Kendall more.

"Is there something you want to tell me James?" She asked, looking at me quizzically "You seem really... I don't know, agitated."

Yes there are a few things I want to tell you, I cheated on you with a guy... who is two years our junior and I think I'm completely in love with him and I need to break up with you so we can be together but in secret...

"Um no? Nothing out of the ordinary" I said with a smile.

"Ok, well let's go to class" She replied, grasping my hand firmly in hers as we walked towards the main campus.

"So do you want to do something tonight?" She asked.

"Maybe" I replied. I didn't want to say yes, just in case Kendall wanted to do something.

"Maybe? What does that mean?"

"As in, maybe! I don't know babe"

"Why?"

"I'm pretty sure Mr. Matthews is going to tell us we have a test tomorrow for chemistry, which we will both need to study for"

"Ugh yeah chemistry... Well we can study together?"

"Ok" I sighed, giving in. Wasn't I supposed to be breaking up with her today?

"Hey Diamond!" My best friend Dak and vice captain of the senior hockey team called at me from across the hall once we had reached our lockers.

"Zevon" I said with a grin, unlocking my fingers from Sarah's so I could open my locker and throw in my bag.

Dak leaned against the locker next to mine with a big grin on his face. I don't know why I never thought he was hot, well I guess I always did but I smothered those feelings down. Looking at him now though... yeah Dak was hot... Why is everyone turning me on these days!

"So I have a question for you James, why is that Kendall Knight kid in junior year wearing your varsity jacket?"

Crap.

"What? Who's Kendall Knight?" I asked, playing dumb.

"You know, he's captain on the junior hockey team. Tall, blonde, kind of weird looking, but in a hot way" Did Dak just said Kendall was hot? Also, I would hardly say he was weird looking.

"Yeah I just saw him heading over to the Science building, and I could have sworn he was wearing your jacket man"

"Shit! I know what it is, yesterday after training when I was in a rush to get to the doctors I must have picked up a random jacket instead of mine in the locker rooms, there were heaps laying about, he must have done the same after junior training. He probably doesn't even know it's mine"

"Yeah good call, you'll have to go get it back before people start making assumptions, don't want to worry Sarah here" He said with a laugh and offering her a smile.

"Ha please" She said with returning laugh "You think James is fucking the Knight boy?"

I laughed along with them but my pulse soon quickened and my palms began to sweat.

"He probably is! Dude, we could fuck any of the juniors and have them twirled around our fingers, they all worship us. Such easy fucks! Girls and boys alike"

I stopped laughing then, choosing to glare at Dak instead "Don't say that" I said with a growl.

He was taken aback by my sudden change in tone, but before he could start making guesses I quickly said "Don't say that, I don't want to fuck any of the juniors, I love Sarah, duh"

Good save. "Besides, since when would I want to be having sex with a guy, Dak?"

"Mm I dunno, but just think about it Diamond" Dak purred, stepping closer to me so our bodies were almost touching "Hard body, lean, muscular, tall, long... riding you so hard you see stars. Or the other way round, riding him so hard you feel his body tighten around you, grunting your name... Ugh fuck yeah James... right there..."

I would be lying if I said this wasn't getting me hard, and I would also be lying if I said Dak wasn't totally fucking with me right now.

"Ha! See! Oh my god! You totally want to have sex with a guy!" Dak cheered, taking a step back so I could finally breathe again.

"Dak what the fuck?" I grunted, trying to shake the images out of my mind he had implanted.

"Dak that isn't funny" Sarah said, finally speaking up. I desperately hoped she hadn't picked up on how I licked my lips or had nothing but lust in my eyes when Dak spoke.

"It's so funny! I'd keep an eye on him if I were you Sare!" He laughed.

"You're such a dick" I muttered.

"Yeah yeah, blow me Diamond... I know you want to"

"Fuck off!" I said, shoving him slightly.

"Ha whatever, I'll catch you at lunch"

As I watched his retreating figure I couldn't help but notice the strong lines of his back or the way his ass moved when he... No fuck this; you're not going to think about what it would be like to have sex with your best friend.

"James..." Came Sarah's soft voice to my right, breaking me out of my train of thought.

"Dak is such a dick sometimes" I said in frustration, slamming my locker shut.

"He's just joking though right? You don't really want to have sex with that Knight kid or anyone else?"

"Of course I don't! I'm not some homo"

"Of course not" she replied with a satisfied smile "Now, let's go to chemistry"

I'm a horrible person, I know.

Kendall P.O.V

I was practically bounding out of my chair once I was seated at my lunch table with my best friend Carlos Garcia to my right and our two girl friends Camille Roberts and Jo Taylor sitting opposite. And when I say girl friends, I don't mean "girlfriends". Some say it was awkward we hung out with Jo, seeing as Jo had once been my girlfriend, in freshman year. Jo was amazing, don't get me wrong, she was beautiful, made me laugh and I could be completely myself around her, she was seemingly the perfect girl (even thought she hated hockey) but honestly, Jo and I had been friends forever and we both agreed in the end being more than that was a horrible mistake. Camille on the other hand had only ever been a friend, a headstrong, passion driven, and gorgeous friend. She had dreams and aspirations of moving to Hollywood to become an actress, but for now she was content to laugh and hang out with a bunch of dorks in Minnesota. We were an odd group but in some ways a perfect group, I couldn't think of having friends better than these.

"You seem so on edge today Kendall" Carlos laughed, stuffing what looked like a corndog and a handful of fries in his mouth at once. "So what happened last night with James? You never texted me back man."

"Oh yeah, I got officially introduced. He's a cool guy." I tried to act all chill but I had no idea whether or not it was working.

"Was he so cool? I bet he was cool."

"Yeah he was pretty cool" I said with a small smile, trying to look the other way so Carlos or the girls wouldn't notice what was probably blush on my cheeks.

"Oh my god, James Diamond?" Camille squealed, leaning in close like she was going to learn some huge secret.

"Yes Camille, I met James last night" I sighed.

"You can totally introduce us!" Jo smiled, leaning in to Camille to start whispering and giggling over James.

I rolled my eyes, and laughed on the inside. If only they knew the real James...

Every two seconds I looked towards the table I knew James and his friends sat at across the other side of the cafeteria. I could see Dak Zevon, vice captain of the hockey team and James Diamond's best friend, and then there was Jett Stetson; popular, rich boy, asshole and the Jennifer's, three insanely hot girls of the same name and all on the cheerleading team, but there were two important people missing from the group, James and Sarah.

Their table was like a kingdom, surrounded by an invisible wall and for one to penetrate that wall you had to be extra special, for the kingdom was reserved for princes and princesses and James and Sarah were the King and Queen.

"Dude what are you staring at?" Carlos asked, trying to follow my line of vision. "Ha! You're looking for James aren't you?"

"What! No!" I said blushing.

"Don't worry I'm pretty sure if I had of met him and we chatted I would be hoping we were best friends or something" He said laughing.

"It's not like that" I said in a small voice, twiddling my thumbs.

"Well, there he is."

My head snapped up to where Carlos was pointing and my heart instantly began to pound faster. I saw him scan the room as if he were searching for something, and it definitely seemed as though he found it; me. He leaned in and whispered something into Sarah's ear before giving her a quick kiss on the lips; he hadn't dumped her yet obviously.

As he weaved through the cafeteria towards me I began to get nervous, what on earth was I going to say?

"Oh my god, is he coming over here!" Camille said, hands flying to her hair to smooth it down or whatever it is girls do when they touch their hair.

"Hey everyone, hey Kendall" James said as he stood at the end of our table, offering us all a dazzling smile.

"Hi James, take a seat" I said with a smile, motioning the spot next to me.

"Thanks"

I felt electricity pump through my veins as he slid in next to me, our legs and arms touching, driving me wild.

"Um James, this is Carlos, Camille and Jo" I said, pointing out each person as I went along.

Camille and Jo almost fell over themselves to say hello, flashing him flirtatious smiles which he returned with grace, probably sending their hearts into overdrive.

Carlos at least showed a bit more dignity as he shook James' hand across my body; however I knew he was probably freaking out. James was almost like a celebrity.

"So, Kendall, can I talk to you?" James said in a low voice, leaning towards me with words that were obviously intended for my ears only. Luckily the others got the hint, trying to talk to one another and not eavesdrop.

"Yeah sure" I replied standing and moving down the table a bit so we were out of earshot.

"So, the first thing my buddy Dak Zevon said to me this morning was 'Why is that Knight kid wearing your varsity jacket?'"

"Oh" I said in a small voice but a smile I couldn't fight growing on my lips, "Told you so."

He smiled at that but I could see the pain behind his eyes.

"I told him I didn't know you and that we must have gotten them mixed up in the locker rooms. I really don't want to ask for it back but..."

"No it's cool, I understand" I said with a sad voice as I took it off and gave it back to him.

I looked over towards James' regular table and saw two sets of eyes boring into me, Sarah and Dak.

"Did Dak say anything else by any chance?" I chuckled nervously, drawing my attention back to James.

"Yeah, he may have suggested that you and I were fucking" He grimaced.

"Oh, shit"

I felt a little bit sick; I really thought people wouldn't figure it out so quickly.

"It's fine. I covered it; he was just joking around anyway"

"Thank god" I said with a sigh of relief. "What about Sarah? You're obviously still together?"

"Yeah about that Kendall... I don't think I can break up with her, not just yet, it would be too suspicious"

"I knew it" I groaned, moving away from him slightly. "I knew you couldn't break up with her"

"Kendall it's not like that" He said softly, reaching out to touch my leg under the table where he suspected no one would be able to see. "It's just, things got pretty heated this morning with Dak and Sarah and Sarah was asking me all these questions about you and whether or not I'd cheat like the whole time in chemistry and I don't want to give her any reason to worry"

"No, you don't want to give her any reason to believe the truth. You see those three people sitting there?" I said, motioning towards my friends who were so obviously staring at us, "They're my bestest friends in the entire world and I could tell them right this second I was gay and that we were in love and they would be happy for me"

"Believe me Kendall, you have no idea how jealous I am of that, and you should know you're incredibly lucky but it's not the same for me. People watch my every move, if I were to suddenly break up with Sarah and be with you it would be the end of me"

"So what you're saying is your reputation is more important than how you feel about me?"

"Ugh no, that's not it. You also have no idea what my parents are like Kendall. They're not sweet and loving and amazing like yours, they would kill me if they found out. My Dad would probably go as far as moving us across the country just to get away from you, taking me away from my friends, hockey, school and yeah exactly that, you. I couldn't do that Kendall."

"I'm not going to say 'I understand' because clearly I don't, but you know this is something we can do together James, I will be here for you, I would be by your side"

"No Kendall! You wouldn't! That's what I'm trying to say!" He said angrily, hand now grasping my thigh firmly and his voice becoming raised. But honestly in this moment we could be yelling and I wouldn't notice, we were so wrapped in this little bubble we had created for ourselves, nothing and no one else mattered.

"Ok enough enough" I said suddenly, placing a hand on top of his under the table and squeezing it gently. "We shouldn't be fighting, I think we keep forgetting we only met yesterday and yet we're acting like an old married couple. Aren't we supposed to be in the 'honeymoon stage' or whatever?" I chuckled, "Shouldn't we be having heaps of sex and just enjoying each other's company?"

"Yes! I like the sound of that" he laughed back, interlocking our fingers. "So I was thinking, want to do something this afternoon?"

"I'd love to, but I have hockey training remember?"

"Oh crap... Well how about I come watch you guys train? Then after that we can go get something to eat and then maybe have a sleepover..."

"That sounds amazing" I replied with a twinkle in my eye and a lick of my lips.

"Shit..."

"What? What is it?"

"I really want to kiss you Kendall"

He was staring at me with that hungry expression I was beginning to recognise so well.

"Follow me" I whispered, standing from the table and regrettably disconnecting our fingers.

"Hey guys I'll be back in a sec, just need to go get something from James" I said to my friends who were giving me a look I couldn't quite understand or explain.

James followed me eagerly out of the cafeteria, not before sparing a quick glance over to his usual lunch table where Sarah and Dak were both staring daggers at us. Part of me knew we would probably regret this later but I just had to kiss him, I had to.

Once we left the cafeteria and prying eyes I took him by the hand and pulled him into the first empty classroom I saw. He wasted no time in lifting me up onto the nearest desk, holding me firmly by the middle and my legs wrapped tightly around his waist.

"Fuck you're so perfect" He breathed before he brought his lips to mine with that same hungry desire I saw in his eyes.

I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him closer to my body until we were pressed together so tightly I could feel his groin against mine and I couldn't help but moan into his mouth.

"I want you to fuck me" I whispered into his ear before placing hungry kisses all over his neck.

"Kendall" He chuckled softly. "You had no idea how much I want to, I'm picturing bending you over this desk and fucking you so hard you scream..."

"Ngh fuck" I moaned louder, trailing my hands down to his belt "Please, please do that."

"I really want to. But later" He sighed, obviously using every bit of willpower he had to pull away and leave me flustered and half hard sitting on the desk. I looked at him with what I hoped was my best pair of sexy eyes and a grin that I hoped conveyed "You can't resist me"

"Oh my god why are you so irresistible" He growled, coming at me again with both hands grasping the side of my face and pulling me into him. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss as I had accomplished my battle, I must have some special spell over him.

"No, ok, fuck" He grunted, straightening up his coat and flattening his hair. "We've got to get back to lunch"

"Fine" I said with a big sigh, standing up off the test and giving him one last kiss before we left the room.

"I don't think I will ever want to not be kissing you Kendall" He said smiling whilst we made our way back through the cafeteria.

"Neither" I whispered, stopping suddenly when he had. "What is it?"

"I better go back over to my table, I told Sarah I was just grabbing my jacket off you, and besides, I think every second longer I spend with you I have more and more explaining to do"

"I understand" I sighed. "But I'll see you at hockey training?"

"Yeah totally" He replied with a dazzling smile, giving me a quick wink before returning to his table.

"Sorry guys" I said to my friends as I retook my seat next to Carlos.

"Hey" They chorused, looking rather confused and I didn't miss the look Camille and Jo just shared.

"Um Kendall, what's going on?" Camille asked, leaning towards me slightly, resting her chin on her propped elbow.

"What do you mean?"

"I know this is ridiculous, and I don't even know how it would be possible, but is something happening between you and James?" Jo whispered.

"Of course not!" I said probably too quickly, looking down at my hands. "Why would you say that?"

"Oh, no reason, forget we said anything" Jo replied, quickly looking at Camille before beginning to talk about something non interesting.

Carlos hadn't said anything yet, instead staring at me with big brown eyes there were burning with a million questions.

He opened his mouth to talk but at that moment the bell rang, drawing the two of us out of our staring competition.

"Ok let's get to class" I muttered, before saying my goodbyes to Jo and Camille who smiled at me brightly, the whole James situation seemingly forgotten.

"Are you coming Carlos?" I asked when I realised he was still sitting at the table, staring off into outer space.

"Yep sorry buddy" He said with a true Carlos Garcia smile.

As we left the cafeteria there was a small commotion outside which had a few people gathered around to watch. Both Carlos and I being insanely curious human beings couldn't help but stop and see what was going on. My heart sank when I saw who everyone was watching; Sarah and James.

"Sarah, can you settle down?" James said in a low voice, trying to take her by the hand and pull her away from the crowd.

"No! I will not settle down! I don't care who see's this! So they know what you really are!"

"Sarah!" He growled, his fists balling by his sides.

"Fuck you James Diamond!" She screamed, turning to leave heading straight for when Carlos and I were standing. I quickly tried to leave before either of them saw me but it was too late.

"You!" She screeched, marching towards me so I was completely trapped. "You! You stay the hell away from my boyfriend! You freak!"

"Ex-boyfriend!" James called from behind her.

"No one breaks up with Sarah Rose! You can't break up with me!" Still screaming she turned away from me, thank god, and stormed back over to where James was standing.

"Yeah well I just did! So leave me alone you crazy bitch!"

"Oh! I'm a crazy bitch! At least I'm not fucking the junior hockey captain!"

Everyone gasped. That was it; she said it, our lives and relationship were over. I felt numb.

"Ha! Him?" He yelled, pointing over at me, which had everyone now staring my way. "You honestly think I'm fucking him? Please Sarah; I could have anyone I wanted, if I was going to be fucking any guy" He stopped to shudder before he continued "it wouldn't be him!"

I was vaguely aware of Carlos' arm on mine trying to pull me away but I couldn't move, I couldn't even think. All there was were James' cold, hard eyes staring into mine.

This was going to be much longer but I cut it off here for some dramatic suspense :P However this means the next chapter is already half written so hopefully won't be too long until the next update.

Also, my best friends name is Sarah Rose haha... sorry buddy!

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