Kindness for more
Ch 4
He stands and look at Dana, he's very close to her
"you ok?" he asks concerned
She nods
"Dana, if your uncomfortable ill sleep on the sofa"
"no... Please"
She puts a hand on his chest, she can feel his heart pumping quickly, he quickly covers her hand with his,
"you ok?" she asks back
He takes a deep breath, he likes the feel of dana's hand on his chest, though its blocked by a layer of cotton he can feel her warm hand, it makes his body tingle
"Dana..." is all he manages
He's so close to her, he so wants to kiss her but fears her reaction, but he's run scared for too long, she's kissed him before. He moves his other hand to her cheek, it's now or never, he slowly dips his head down making his intention clear. Dana freezes, she loves his touch on her hand and cheek, but he's moving... Moving in... She wants this so much, she just prays it means to him what it does to her. He's a tiny distance away, he gets scared
"ok?"
"yeah"
And he places his lips on hers, gently only for a moment then he pulls back
"sorry" he says
feeling very stupid, feeling he's... Wait Dana's hands gone to his neck pulling him in again, in for another. Their lips join again, he let's go of her hand and slips it onto her waist. This kiss lingers, so much feeling is passed between them in this moment. Dana pulls back... An just looks at him, could this really mean something to him?, for them? He draws back a little from her
"I'm sorry, I know your vulnerable, ill move.."
"Stop, no I'm not, I want this, I need this"
"just not with me" he says sadly
"Walt, I want and need this only from you"
"why me though? You could have any guy you want"
She stumped again, why is it only him she wants and needs
"your the only man I can trust. I've been hurt too many times and..."
"And what?" he urges
"and I like you, a lot. All I think of is you, like this. Is that wrong?" He steps back up to her, strokes her cheek
"no its not wrong, I just never thought you'd want me back" he moves closer
"but clearly you do"
And he kisses her again, this time with more want, more feeling, and so much more passion, she's set him alight with her words.
He hands slowly start moving down his body, she eases up his t-shirt a little and runs her hands on his stomach, he does the same, overwhelmed by the sensations running through him. Dana feels amazing, he clearly likes her too, but she suddenly has an urgent need to pee, she pulls out of the kiss
"Walt, I need to go bathroom"
He steps back, feeling the lines been too flexed and she's pulling away. She sees him retreat back, so she moves her hand to his cheek
"I won't be a minute, crawl into bed and ill join you"
He nods and gets into bed. She hates her bladders not as it used to be, joy of having a baby she guesses. Its then decision time, what to wear to bed? Thankfully she has on a nice pair of Lace French panties on, she grabs her white vest top from the ironing pile, then there equal. Once sat on the toilet she begins to think and worry, does he expect them to sleep together? What if he takes off her top and sees her horrid stretch marks? Does this mean anything to him? She shakes her head trying to ignore the thoughts. She looks in the mirror, she smiles then opens the door, he is in bed, facing away from the door and her side
"hey" she calls
"yes?" comes his muffled voice
"I kept my end of the bargin, wanna look?"
He slowly rolls
"wow... Dana... Nice"
She slowly walks to the bed and slides in next to him, he rolls over completely to look at her, he strokes her cheek
"you ok?" he asks again
She shrugs, not sure what to say
"Dana we can stop whenever you say, and we can forget it..."
"No, I like all this but what does it mean to you? I told you what it meant to me"
He nods, it is true
"well Dana... It means a lot, as I like you so much, I think of you all the time and being here with you is amazing. If I died now I'd be the happiest man ever just to of kissed you, your an amazing woman"
"you mean it?"
"I do"
She then moves closer and kisses him, she trust him so she knows what he said is the truth. The kissing gets more serious and she starts running her hands further up his chest and back
"one second, can in take this off?" he asks
"ok"
he pull away, sits up, pulls his t shirt over his head then lays back down. Dana's amazed at his body and muscular arms, she runs her hands along them as he watches, stroking her belly through her vest top
"your so muscular, why do you hide it in those loose shirts?"
He smiles
"well it keeps people guessing, no one knows if I am big or just wear baggy clothes to give the impression. But I do try keep on shape. I'm guessing you like it then?"
"yeah, I do"
They start kissing again and his hand slips under her vest top, onto her sides, back and belly, she feels she's loosing control, and soon won't be able to stop then will regret it
"Walt"
"yeah"
"this is as far as it goes tonight" she stern on this
"ok, that's fine, I'm loving just kissing you"
This goes on for sometime and both enjoy the attention, its a very sensual experience and full of so much. Dana snuggles into him and wraps her arms around, she touched his chest in every way but longs for it to be skin to skin properly, could she really ask this of him? To let her be topless snuggled with him but not go any further? Maybe...
"what you thinking hun?" he asks
Hun? She likes that
"can I... I'd like to..." how can she word it?
"Can you what?"
"Its weird to ask, and its expecting a lot"
"what Dana? Just ask ill do anything you ask me to or not to do, trust me"
"I do trust you but... I want to lie topless with you"
This prospect excites him but he knows its not about sex, this is sensual and whatever she wants she gets
"ok, that's fine"
"you sure?"
"Dana look at me"
She moves back from his chest, and looks at him
"this is the most amazing feeling ever being with you and it not being about sex, its special and if you want to lie topless with me do, but you must trust me"
"I do trust you"
"ok then top off"
She sits up and slowly pulls it off over her head,
"your bodies amazing" he says stroking her back
"your just being kind" she says as she slips back down,
He seizes her chin,
"ok, right now I promise all that I say to you is true always. Dana your body is amazing"
She feels a blush coming on, and pulls herself into his chest, it feels amazing to be cuddles like this to the one man she's always wanted. Suddenly a noise comes over the monitor making them both jump, its William he doesn't sound asleep,
"is he ok?" asks skinner concerned
"yeah, give him five minutes and he'll go back off, he always does this"
Skinner nods as they both lay, cuddled up, listening. Soon it goes quiet
"see he's fine" says Dana
"good, now I'm thinking we go to sleep its late now"
"we have a problem there"
"what?"
"I sleep on my side, facing away"
"that's fine. Can I spoon behind you or not?"
She pulls away, smiles and kisses him
"I'd like that"
She rolls over onto her side, and he lays behind her, arm across her belly
"night" he says
"night"
At around eight o'clock skinner wakes up, still snuggled up to Dana, who looks so peaceful. He can hear William stirring through the monitor, its almost his wake up time, but Dana is always saying she's tired, she deserves a lie in so he decides to get up and sort William out, warming a bottle can't be that hard. He kisses her cheek then crawls out of bed, he quietly finds his jeans from his bag and puts on his t-shirt, grabs the monitor and creeps out. He sits on the sofa waiting till he knows William is fully awake, his mind starts to wander, back to his night with Dana, it had been amazing for him and to be so trusted, though he wasn't sure that Dana was convinced that he didn't expect sex, he'd run it by her later. William becomes more vocal, he's awake, he quietly walks over to his room
"hi little man, you wanna come out?"
He moves the cot sides down,
"come on then"
He says lifting him up and onto his waist
"you ok? You had a good sleep. Now were going to be good and let momma sleep. So ill do your bottle that ok?"
William just giggles. He takes him through to the lounge and sits on the sofa, turns off the moniter, William still has hold of his teddy
"shall we sing? I know a song you like"
He sits playing with him on his lap, with teddy and a singing prop he loves this boy so much, uncle skinner is a cool name he thinks. William starts to get grumpy and tearful
"come on let's put your bottle on shall we?"
He carries him to the kitchen gets the bottle out of the fridge then looks at the bottle warmer
"well work this out won't we William?"
He plugs it in and the light turns on,
"see its easy"
And he pops the bottle in, then sits on the kitchen chair.
"So little man do you think your momma will let me stay over today for a bit. I haven't spent time with you two in ages"
William gurgles and burgles back, while hitting him with his teddy.
He gets up and checks it, its just right.
"Come on then into your room on that comfy chair for this".
He sits on the chair and William feeds himself,
"your so like your momma" he says stroking his face.
"All gone, you were hungry, now what do you do? More singing?"
After a while of singing ten little sausages he decides to go put the kettle on, he needs a drink from all the singing. He steps out still singing
"and the other went bang"
William giggles as he tiggles him, then he looks up to see Dana watching them.