Disclaimer: I no own Naruto. Sometimes I wish I did, but who doesn't?
Naruto sat slouched over, elbows on knees, on a bench just outside of what used to be his favorite park as a child. It seemed like a hundred thoughts raced through his mind at once and as if the torrent of emotions that came with those thoughts wasn't enough, the effects of the drugs still hadn't worn off. Even with his brain trying to forcibly shut down the treat of his mind's eye causing him to see Sasuke's face when he walked into that room kept Naruto from closing his eyes and sleeping on the bench beneath him. "How could he not...not believe me? He knows I would never..." Naruto's voice slowly died out as he heard hurried footsteps in the distance. The blonde steeled himself for whatever was to come, As long as it's anyone but Sasuke. He thought, It's probably just Sakura wondering why the heck I bailed like that, or Kiba coming to tell me I didn't get hammered enough, yeah...
"What the hell, dobe!" Naruto visibly deflated as Sasuke came around a corner, nearly slamming into a Naruto who at that moment had decided to get up and greet whoever had come chasing after him. "We both would have ended up on the ground if I wouldn't have stopped in time. Why were you just standing there you idiot? I thought for sure you'd-Hey! Why are you walking away when I'm-" Sasuke's near ranting cut short when Naruto looked over at the raven. Sasuke stilled when he saw the glare on his dobe's face. Naruto's eyes are supposed to be a beautiful cornflower or cerulean not the ice they were now under the light of the moon.
"I would appreciate it if you did not follow me any further Uchiha. You have no business with me any longer." Naruto turned and began to walk towards his home.
"Like hell I have no business with you. You are the only person I care to have business with and I may have been," He paused. As an Uchiha, Sasuke had a certain set of standards to uphold, apologizing and admitting you were in the wrong happened to both be fairly high on the list of don'ts but the slight hesitation in Naruto's steps was enough for Sasuke to damn the rules to hell. For right now, the blond idiot was slightly more important than his pride. "No, not 'may have been', Naruto I was wrong. So, so wrong. I know you, that you'd never cheat on me, lie to me, cause me so much pain. I was just so confused, as to why you were in the bed with that female." Sasuke practically growled out the last word. "Would you please just stop walking away like that? You're look like a zombie. Naruto!"
Sasuke closed the gap between the two of them and grabbed Naruto's hand, and twisting him around so that their bodies were only a hairs breadth away from each other, Naruto staring at the ground. "Look at me" Blue flicked to glance at black for half a second before find something on the ground to stare at again. "This isn't like you. You always fight back or have something to say but, we can never get you to shut up. You expect me to believe you're suddenly out of words? What are you thinking Naruto? You have to tell me what you're thinking right now dammit."
Naruto's eyes darkened. "Sasuke if you really knew all of those things you wouldn't have jumped to the conclusions you did. You would have saved me, not abused me for something I didn't want."
"I don't know why I did it Naruto, my body just moved on its own. My mind didn't process what was happening until it was over."
Naruto just shook his head at Sasuke's words while pulling his wrist free of the raven's grasp. "I guess maybe the next person you date will have the benefit of the doubt because I won't take the chance of your 'mind not processing' things like this." Naruto's glare was pointed back towards Sasuke. "You of all people should know I wasn't ready. If I told you I wasn't going to be having sex with you anytime soon why would I do it with someone that I don't, didn't love."
"Don't do that Naruto, don't you dare try to use past tense like you don't love me anymore, like you stopped because of one mistake." As Sasuke said these words he grabbed Naruto pulling them together and leaning down slightly to catch the blue eyed boy's lips with his own. Why isn't he reacting at all? Come on Naruto do something! I can't know what to do if you won't react to anything. Sasuke was just about to pull away when Naruto finally reached up and grabbed the nape of Sasuke's neck, pulling him closer. They stood there for a few minutes, quietly drinking each other in.
Naruto was the first to pull away, making Sasuke smirk slightly. Naruto almost always had to pull away first. "I think I'm ready Sasuke." The taller boy was pulled from his thoughts at his dobe's voice.
"You're…what?"
"You heard me Sasuke." Naruto's expression was almost childish under Sasuke's gaze. "I said I'm ready."
"I don't know. After all that's happened tonight already..."
"Look I wanted my first time to be with you. I've made you wait almost two years and now somebody got it before you did. It just isn't fair, ya know?"
"What are you a girl? I don't think this is something you can judge by fair or not fair, dobe."
"Teme, just come with me. You're going to like it whether you want to or not." With that Naruto grabbed Sasuke's hand and marched off towards his house.
A/N: So yeah, I know I was the worst person ever about updating. It was my Senior year though, and let me tell you if you haven't already experienced it it's really hectic and I had lost inspiration for while. Tell me what you guys think though! I've been feeling a lot of creative juices flowing recently so if I get responses I know I'll stay motivated. I just wrote this chapter in less than two hours, of course, it's not even 1,000 words but baby steps! Chapters will get longer, I promise. :)
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