Logan honked when he pulled up to my house. I ran out to his car and got in, silent tears still running down my face.

"LeeAnn, what's wrong?" Logan asked.

"Just take me to your house," I whispered. "Please."

"Tell me what's wrong," he demanded.

I didn't say a word. I just lived the sleeves of my jacket and showed him. His face fell.

"LeeAnn."

"They sting," I said softly.

"Let's get those cleaned up."

Logan led me inside and forced me to sit down at the kitchen table while he got the first aid kit. He pulled out everything he needed.

"LeeAnn, why?" he asked.

"I was on the phone with Kendall," I explained. "We were kind of arguing and… I don't really know what happened. I found my pocket knife and…" I faded out when he put something on my arm. It burned and I winced.

"Sorry," he said. I just shrugged.

"Logan, have you se-" Kendall stopped when he saw me. "LeeAnn?" He looked at my arms. His face was filled with pain. He walked towards me. "Oh my gosh, LeeAnn-"

Logan put his hand up and shook his head. "Kendall."

Kendall stared at me, possibly hoping for me to say something to him. I couldn't look him in the eye. I bit my lip and looked away.

"I'll guess I'll be in my room," Kendall said quietly. He looked at me again and walked away. I let out the breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Wanna go upstairs?" Logan asked when he finished cleaning my arms. "We can just lay down. It's getting kind of late."

"Sure," I mouthed. We walked up to Logan's room. I smiled when I saw his bed. "Nice sheets."

"Well, no way in hell was I sleeping on the others," he said. I let out a small laugh.

Logan gave me a pair of his sweatpants to change into and I crawled into bed with him.

"I don't know why this happened," I said suddenly. "I mean, it's been almost 5 months since I last cut. I'm happier than I've been in a year, but one little argument pushed me over the edge."

"What exactly was said?"

"I asked Kendall if he regretted coming back," I said, "and he said he didn't know."

"Ooh, bad move," Logan commented. "Is that it?"

"Pretty much." I shrugged. "But we've been fighting a lot lately. He should've just stayed gone. Maybe I would've moved on. Or maybe my mom would be planning my funeral."

"Don't talk like that," Logan said, grabbing my face. "Don't ever talk like that. The world needs more people like you."

"Depressed, suicidal, freaks?"

"No," he said softly. "Beautiful, incredible girls who care about others."

"I'm hardly what you can call beautiful or incredible," I whispered.

Logan lifted my chin and forced me to look at him. "I beg to differ."

He slowly leaned forward and placed his lips on mine. He pulled away, but I pulled him back for more. We rolled over to where I was straddling his hips. Logan's lips kissed their way to my neck. He started biting gently as I fumbled with the button on his pants.

-*Logan's P.O.V*-

LeeAnn cuddled into my side, breathing slightly heavier than normal. Her soft snores told me she was asleep.

There was a knock on the door. I hurried to get my shirt off the floor and put it on. I pulled the covers up to LeeAnn's neck to cover her bare back. The person knocked again.

"Come in," I said quietly.

"How's she doing?" Kendall asked when he walked in.

"She's fine," I said. "She cried some and fell asleep."

I was praying that Kendall wouldn't notice her clothes on the ground.

-*Kendall's P.O.V*-

"That's good," I said.

LeeAnn's hair fell off her shoulder. It was bare. Something on the ground caught my eye. A light pink fabric…

It was LeeAnn's shirt.

"Um, I'll, uh, see you in the morning," I stuttered. I had to get out of there. LeeAnn's shorts were by her shirt.

As soon as Logan's door shut behind me, tears started falling down my face. LeeAnn slept with Logan while I was down the hall. I collapsed on my bed and tried to hide my sobs.

"Dude, what's wrong?" Carlos asked as he walked in my room. "Are you crying?"

"N-no," I stammered. "I'm not c-crying."

"You're a terrible liar," he said as he sat beside me. "Tell me what happened."

"LeeAnn slept with Logan," I whispered. "I went in there and her clothes were on the ground. She cut herself again. She cut herself and slept with Logan."

"She cut again?" he asked. I nodded. "Wow."

"She didn't even call me," I said miserably. "She called Logan. And then she had sex… With Logan!"

"I don't really know what to say," he said. He sighed and started to rub my back.

-*LeeAnn's P.O.V*-

When I woke up, I was a little sore. I sat up and stretched.

"Morning, sleep head," Logan said as he walked of out his bathroom. "Breakfast is ready downstairs, but you might want to put some clothes on before you go."

I was confused and then it hit me.

I had sex with Logan.

I threw some clothes on and walked downstairs. Kendall was sitting at the table. He gave me a sad smile and I returned it. I walked up to him.

"I'm sorry about ignoring you last night," I said quietly.

He pulled me into his lap. "It's OK, baby girl." He kissed my temple. "I should be sorry. This is my fault." He kissed my wrists.

"Don't blame yourself," I said.

Logan walked into the kitchen. Kendall put me in the chair next to him and stood up. "We need to talk."

Kendall pulled Logan into the living room I stood by the door to listen.

"I can't believe you slept with LeeAnn!" Kendall half-yelled. My jaw dropped.

"You- How- What- How did you know?" Logan asked shock apparent in his voice.

"Her clothes were on the floor when I went in there last night," Kendall said. "I'm not stupid, Logan."

"I-I don't know why it happened," Logan stammered.

"You took advantage of her. She was hurt and vulnerable, so you decided to make a move. I can't believe you!"

"Kendall, that's not what happened! I wouldn't do that to her!"

There was a silence. I tried to wrap my head around the conversation.

"How could you do this to me?" Kendall finally asked. His voice was filled with pain. "You know how much I love her."

Logan's next words made me dizzy and light-headed.

"Have you ever stopped to think that I might love her, too?"

I leaned my back against the wall and grabbed my head. I didn't notice Carlos walk up.

"LeeAnn, what's wrong?" he asked.

My head was spinning. I looked up at Carlos. He looked concerned.

"Logan… Logan loves me," I managed to whisper. "He really loves me."

Everything went black as I fell to the ground.

**Author's note:

I'm so sorry I haven't updated all summer! I don't know why I haven't… I haven't done much except meet BTR, Cody Simpson, Alli Simpson, and Rachel Crow…(: Yeah.. There might be some drabbles about that soon…. But anyways! I'll try to update again before summer is over! I'm almost done with Chapter 13.

-Xoxo L