Shattered Voice

Chapter 4-

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The voice in Rachel's head is in bold.

The days at McKinley High get easier, since me and Sam have been together the bullying and abuse has decreased exponentially, though I know, I can feel that this is just the calm before the storm. Glee is now bearable again, he holds my hand and talks to me and makes me feel like maybe if I died someone would care, though I cant help thinking since when do things work out for me, when does Rachel Berry ever get a happy ending.

My class has just finished and when I walk out of class I'm confused, Sam usually comes and waits for me to walk with me, so I wait and wait and wait for him, he never comes. I walk to go get lunch, I am scared and anxious but I have to believe and trust Sam wouldn't never do anything to hurt me, but it has happened too many times to erase my thoughts, I make up excuses in my head for him but my mind goes completely blank when I walk past one of the empty class rooms.

I see Sam… kissing Quinn.

'You know what you have to do…' she whispers

I sprint down the hallway, leaving before he could see me and try make excuses or rub it in, I knew it would happen but I couldn't help it. I let him into my heart and he shattered it, just like all the others. I walk home, stoic and not showing any emotion I am in shock and numb all I can feel is the ache in my chest. I enter my room and as my knees give out and I collapse onto my bed, the dam breaks. My emotions just flood out of me my sorrow, my despair, my anger and my self hatred. I pull my knees up to my chest and scream until I am breathless, it feels like something in my chest has actually broken. My sobs so intense I felt like I was going to be sick and tears streamed down my face. Why did everyone do this to me? Do I deserve this? I must deserve it, only a really horrible person could be treated and feel like this in a fair world…

'But the world is not fair…'

'We cannot let this go unpunished..'

A switch flicked in my mind, she was right, it was not fair. I feel nothing for Sam anymore, but I feel everything for Quinn, anger, rage, envy and hate, but I will not take everything from her as she has done to me. I will take only one thing… her life.

Sam's POV-

I just finished studying for my biology test in my free period and I am walking to Rachel's class so I can be there when she comes out and walk with her to Lunch.

"Sam"

I walk past an empty classroom and hear someone call my name, I walk in and see Quinn, she sprawled across one of the tables very suggestively, wearing a short tight skirt and a very low-cut lacy singlet. Quinn sees me looking at her outfit and smirks devilishly and licks her lips, she thinks I like what I see but all I can think is that she looks like a cheap prostitute. I have already noticed the deathly glares at Rachel while she stares at me like I'm some trophy to be won.

'Hi Quinn, did you want something? I've got to meet Rachel.'

At the mention of Rachel's name Quinn's eyes flash with murderous rage but it is replaced so quickly with a flirtatious glint, I wondered if it was just my imagination or not.

"Please sit down Sam, I just felt like I really needed to talk to you, it won't take long I promise."

I really don't want to but I can't bring my self to say no, so I sit in the seat furthest away from her, she gets up and stands in front of me and walks around me putting her hand on my shoulder, running it across my back and starts to stroke my cheek with her thumb and bends over onto me to whisper in my ear.

"Sam, I want you, the first time I saw you, I couldn't take my eyes off of you ."

I could see why all of the boys fawned over her, she was beautiful when she wasn't done up like a prostitute, she had a pretty voice and she could be very seductive, but honestly I feel nothing for her. All I can think is home much more beautiful Rachel is, how much better Rachel sings, how that night I met Rachel was something I would never forget.

So I blatantly tell Quinn without any pity or guilt, "No, Quinn, I'm sorry but I'm with Rachel and I think I might love her."

I expected Quinn to yell at me and scream and trash Rachel but what she did shocked me, she sat down and cried, I felt guilty instantly, crying women always got to me, something my little sister used against me often. I embraced her, I may not like this girl romantically but I still didn't feel good about hurting her, she looked up at me with tear-stained cheeks and pushed her lips to mine. I was in shock and couldn't move, she was still in my embrace and as soon as I could realise what has happening I pushed her away from me and looked at her in disgust and she smirked at me like she had won a game and strut out of the classroom.

The bell must've rang because Rachel wasn't at her class but I couldn't find her at lunch or for the rest of the day, she must've went home. A jolt of fear shot through me, what if she saw Quinn and I, no she wouldn't have I assure myself.

Sam may not have seen Rachel but Quinn did and she smirked victoriously as she walked down the halls.