Agonizing Ch 3

Hi there! I just wanted to thank you guys again for all the positive feedback I've received. I now have 8 reviews, which was way more than I could ever hope for. So thank you once again.

Also, I received a review asking if they went to McKinley or Dalton. Even though Dalton would be a nice place to have this story take place, I personally think McKinley is more fitting. I apologize sincerely for not making that clear.

So this chapter is a conversation between Michael and Blaine and slight Kurt and Blaine.

Disclaimer: I don't Glee. I'd gladly take it off your hands if you happened to own it and no longer wanted it...

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"Michael, you are DEAD!" Blaine roared as he stalked after the jock. "What is wrong with you? I told you to leave Kurt alone! If you want to sleep in peace tonight and keep your reputation intact, explain to me why you would mess with Kurt once you realized what he means to me." Blaine's honey-hazel eyes bore into Michael's, the eternal fire behind them exposed slightly.

Michael had the audacity to laugh. "Get off your high horse, Anderson. Once everybody finds about you, you'll no longer be at the top of the pyramid. And seriously? Did all the show tunes and glitter get to that puny brain of yours? Why wouldn't I mess with Hummel when I found out he was your little experiment? When you're at your weakest is when you let people take advantage of you. You're such a freakin' idiot. I'd be at the top instead of you."

The only thing that stopped him from murdering Michael right then and there was the fact that his phone rang. It was the most cliché reason for a fight to be postponed, but when he pulled it out and saw it was Kurt, he had to answer right away.

"Hey," he said bashfully, as if the school's biggest jerk face wasn't right in front of him, vulnerable enough for a couple punches in the face.

"Hi. I was wondering if you could... Come over today. I- we.. We could watch um... Could watch P.S. I Love You, since we h-h-haven't se-een it yet-t... But you know, we don't have to watch it if you don't want to, I mean-"

Blaine smiled at Kurt's adorable stutters. "Of course, love. I'll be over in a few. I just had to take care of something. I have to talk to you about something as well." Today was the day Blaine was going to tell Kurt how he felt.

Kurt smiled sweetly at the term of endearment. "Okay. I'll see you soon."

Blaine was about to hang up, when Michael saw the perfect opportunity to make a comment. "Hey, homos, finish your sparkle-filled conversation. Anderson, I met you here for a fight, not for a fairy convention."

Blaine quickly swore under his breath before Kurt replied. "Blaine... Don't. I told you no. I shouldn't have told you if I knew you would give some sort of retaliation."

"Kurt, I-" he didn't even get to finish when Michael slammed Blaine's back into a wall.

"This is it, Anderson. We made a DEAL. You stick to that, we'll be just fine. If you don't, well... Don't expect to see your elf living and breathing." Michael shoved Blaine once more before walking away slowly. Before he reached the exit, a silver glint reflecting from Michael's hand caught Blaine's eye.

A pocketknife.

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Kurt and Blaine were cuddling close together as they watched the movie, an ecru cashmere blanket surrounding them. "Blaine?" Kurt asked sleepily as he nuzzled his head even more into Blaine's neck.

"Hm," Blaine replied, trying to stay focused on breathing evenly as Kurt's lips pressed against the side of his jugular.

"What is it you wanted to talk to me about?" Kurt's fingers lazily stroked Blaine's jawline, doing nothing for Blaine's nerves.

"O-oh, I um... Wanted to tell you. About how I feel about you." this caused Kurt to tense immediately. He pulled away slightly to face Blaine, pausing the movie, and Blaine took this as a bad sign. "I… Um.." his mouth ran dry until he remembered this was Kurt he was talking to, the only person in the world who knew Blaine better than Blaine knew himself. "Kurt, I am absolutely, incredibly, extremely, uncontrollably in love with you. I have been since the day you looked at me with your breathtaking eyes, and even more so when I got to see what a sweet, caring, smart, beautiful person you are, and despite what others thought or said about you, and what situation you were put in, you knew what to do.

"You made me think about who I was as a person, and you made me realize that no matter what, I have somebody to count on, somebody to hold me when I just want to scream and cry, someone to take care of. You are my world, and you haven't even said yes yet."

Kurt's heart practically stopped beating the second Blaine confessed his love. He automatically wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck. "Yes," he whispered into his ear, loving the way Blaine's gel-free curls caressed his face.

Blaine chuckled. "You don't even know what I was going to ask!" he pressed a kiss to Kurt's forehead.

Kurt smiled warmly. "Well hopefully you were asking me to be yours, because if not, I'll have to ask you to be mine." This was the moment. The moment when Kurt could forget about the scars, the words the jocks had carved into his skin, the pain he had to endure, because Blaine Anderson loved him the way he loved Blaine. Pieces of him that Blaine had previously broken were beginning to come together again.

"That's exactly what I was going to ask, and I would never mind being yours," Blaine crooned, pulling Kurt even closer. If Blaine's confession wasn't enough of a push, this was way too much.

"I'm going to kiss you now," Kurt whispered before tentatively pressed his lips to Blaine's. The love and emotions put into the kiss made everything worth it. There wasn't any need for Kurt to be scared, no need for Blaine to hate himself for who he was, because even if they were broken, they were now broken together. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist, never letting go now that he didn't have to.

After a few minutes of just getting lost in the sensation of their lips pressed together, Kurt pulled away. He gripped Blaine's face in his hands, forcing Blaine's eyes to stare into his. His face broke into the widest grin Blaine had ever seen from Kurt. "I love you, too," he responded, causing Blaine to pull him in for another tender kiss. Kurt kissed back for a few moments before pulling away again. "Wait, Blaine, in order for this to work, I need you to know that I am not weak. I'm not fragile, and I'm not going to break the second you think you've done something wrong. Just please don't restrain yourself because you feel you need to be careful with me. Understand?"

Blaine automatically nodded. "Kurt, of course. I know how strong you are, and I will treat you the way I treated you before, only now I can kiss you whenever I want, and tell you how much I love you, and, gosh, Kurt, you don't realize how amazing you make me feel," he exclaimed as he pulled Kurt onto his lap, pressing kisses to Kurt's lips all the while.

Kurt laughed breathily, running his hands though Blaine's hair. "I love you." so many thoughts were running through his head, but he didn't want to think about them.

"I love you, too."

Kurt paused and pulled away once again. "Wait. What about the date with Sebastian?"

Blaine froze on the spot. "I won't do it if you don't want me to," he suggested. He wanted so badly for Kurt to let him, so he could stop all of the abhorrent things the jocks could do to him. The light that faded from Kurt's eyes every time a horrible name was shouted at him in the hallways made Blaine's chest fill with pain and remorse. Kurt knowing of the knife Michael kept around, reserved for him, made Blaine want to throw up. He had to do it, no matter what he promised Kurt.

"I don't want you to. I know you're trying to protect me, but you're MINE," Kurt smirked playfully as he pulled Blaine in for another kiss.

Lying to Kurt literally killed him, more than he would ever know.

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When I said slight Kurt and Blaine, I actually meant a LOT. Hopefully you enjoyed or hated it!

I decided that updates will be every other day, so hopefully this is enough until next time! (Monday)

Thank you guys for my eight reviews! I really hope I can receive more in the future, because without feedback, I can't see if my writing has improved and what needs to improve.

Also, the kissing scene was... Eh. I don't know. Hopefully as I continue to write some of those, they will improve.

Next chapter- The 'date' and the party, plus a misunderstanding.

Edit- I found some typos, so don't be confused as to why this was deleted, then reposted, then deleted, then reposted again. Sorry!

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